abyss wags its tail

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[abysswendigos]

This feeling in my chest and throat feels awful. I'm doing my best but no matter what it feels like I'll never be enough. "Don't shrink", they say. But if I don't shrink, I'm too much. If I shrink, I'm overlooked. What am I supposed to do?

[abysswendigos]

i wish i had friends, like. real friends who are there all the time and not just once whenever they're free and remember I'm there. I wish I had people who I was a priority to, i never had one like that.

they sure pretend it, but it's so obvious. I was that kind of friend though, but they took it for granted and I got tired.

i hope in my next life i have it all, someone who loves me so much they don't care about anything else. friends who care about me and won't discard me for anything, real people.