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hello, i apologize due to my lack of activity as i been sick for the past few days, and school work. i’ve gotten back to i believe all my ims, but i could be wrong because there was a lot of you omg but i’m getting back into action so if you wanna plot feel free to like this post and ill get back to you! also, if you feel its easier to plot on twitter feel free to add me ( baeyzico )

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- ̗̀ for my eyes only  ̖́-

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acasana:

sana was a very curious soul, and not going out of the house as frequently due to having a child meant that she was really intrigued by every little thing. so when there’s a notebook lying there, she told herself that she wasn’t looking to read it. she was looking for a name and number to return it to. 

hah, that’s the first lie she told herself.

the moment she opened up the book, she was met with page after page of lyrics. good lyrics at that. which was perhaps why she didn’t stop when she should have. when she felt a hand pull the notebook out of her hands, she nearly jumped, not having even seen anyone approach her.

“i’m sorry! i was looking for a name and then i came across the lyrics and they were really good!” were compliments going to help? she wasn’t so sure with this male. he looked pretty angry at her, to be quite honest. but she genuinely liked them, so it was a good thing, right?

if there was anything he was catious about it was his lyric book, and the fact that she had read some of his lyrics mad him want to drop dead. when he decided he wanted to show the world what he could do that was when he would release his songs, but they weren’t perfect. a perfectionist at one thing he loved, and that was writing. his words told stories that no one was to know just yet. some lyrics even contained hidden messages about who he really was, which was something he didn’t want anyone to know about. 

he could tell that the female was apologetic towards her curiosity about what was in his book, but that didn’t make him feel better as she could’ve read some things she wasn’t suppose to read. he took a deep breath, and tucked the book into his book bag moving his attention back to the other.

“ how far did you get exactly? ” he asked, he needed to make sure that she didn’t get to a certain part of his book where it talked about his past. that was the last thing he needed was for someone to find out who his former parents were. joon just couldn’t bare the questions about what was left in the past at the moment.

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❝ FOR DEVELOPMENT ❞ ー PERSONALITY MOODBOARD 

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acajackie:

@acanamjoon

she’s bitting off more than she can chew. something she does all too much. it seems every semester, jackie is in over her head. ‘it comes with the major’ she tries to tell herself. but really her problem stems from the fact that she takes on fifteen hours plus trying to pick up extra hours at work. it didn’t help that she was now on her way to meet up with her uncooperative group for a group project—in a class she didn’t have much interest in.

running purely on the last few fumes of caffeine from her morning coffee, her body moving simply on autopilot as she enters the campus library. the cold air hitting her as she arrives—waking her from her daze momentarily. spotting a familiar face, the two meeting in the very same spot twice before today. the sight of him sitting alone was enough to set off her never-ending short fuse. 

taking the seat next to him—she let’s a long exaggerated sigh. the other group members were going to flake on them yet again. somehow it felt a little too familiar to her. 

“so,” she began trying to clear the thunderclouds from her brain, clearing her throat “i bet they’re going to flake on us again.” trying her best to get the elephant in the room out of the way. slowly the brunette starts to unpack her bag. 

“can we just not put their names on the assignments?” the comment comes out of her mouth quickly, not stopping to think before the word’s leave her lips. she’s only joking of course—well half-joking.

there were a lot of things that didn’t bother joon. one of them was having members of a group project not show. he was used to it so he could say, it happened when he was in secondary school, high school, and now college. there wasn’t anything new to it, and usually the people who didn’t do anything got the credit as well as the people who put in the most effort. sure, it was unfair but getting mad at something like that wasn’t something he wanted to put much effort into.

so, joon found himself sitting alone. it wasn’t surprising that he would be by himself during the planned meeting that they had prior to the date. he began to wonder exactly who would show up, not that he was really expecting a lot of people but really could he be the only one?

he was reading over the information for the assignment he had to do for the project, and jotting down a few things that would be useful to whoever comes, and mostly himself. 

“so..” he heard a voice call to his attention, and looked up. oh right, she was the only one that would come to these useless meetings they set up, and she didn’t hesistant to address the elephant in the room either. he listens to what she has to say, still writing before looking up. “ well seeing they did the first two times... ” joon started as he looked back down at his paper. 

“ well it’s not a bad idea, we are doing the work after all...”

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- ̗̀ for my eyes only  ̖́-

+ @acasana

his head was spinning. why was that, it was because he so carelessly left his notebook in god knows where, and didn’t realize it until he was heading back to his dorm room. now joon was striding quickly through the hallways checking every nook, and cranny to see if he dropped it. he checked bathrooms, the floors of the halls, and even the classes that he had today. he was about to give up hope until he seen a familiar looking book in the hands of a female he’d never seen before. the worst about it is that she was flipping through the pages.

joon’s eyes widened. not anyone could look in that book of his. the notebook wasn’t just any book, but it was his lyric book. verses he’d written from the time he started writing lyrics till now. he wasn’t ready to show that to the world, and even though it was one person that was enough to make him freak out. it didn’t take more than a minute to make his way to the other, and snatch the book out of his hand. okay, so maybe it was a bit rude that he snatched the book away from her, but it was invasion of privacy to look into other people’s things.

he looked at the other with a slight frown upon his face. his expression made clear that he wasn’t fond of her being nosy, and he definitely didn’t want her asking questions about anything in it that would make this situation more awkward than it already was. “ didn’t your parents ever tell you about looking through other people’s shit? ” 

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- ̗̀  breaking habits  ̖́-

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it was a habit for joon, everywhere he went music followed him. it was almost as if it was a uncurable addiction that he didn’t want to get rid of. whether it was the amount of sheets of paper filled with writings of lyrics he composed on a slow day, or using it as a way of keeping him focused in his studies it was about the only thing he had for him. this day, his music followed to the library as he set the volume to a percentage where only he would be disturbed of it. he’d a playlist made different from each time he visited the study area as his mp3 player was filled with endless amounts of songs.

as usual for a library it was silent. joon was going through his homework the best he could as he wanted to have the rest of the day to do whatever he wanted. as his work was a balanced between complicated as well to this is way to easy, his focus still remained on his studies. thankfully, during his time when he was living on the streets of seoul he managed to learn the ways of multitasking that way he could not only study but enjoy his music at the same time. in this particular song the beat was to drop, and it was probably his most favorite song within the playlist. that was until as soon as it dropped, someone’s loud snore interrupted not only the song but his focus on what he was doing.

joon looked up with a slight frown upon his face, more so out of confusion. did the artist always snore in this song?

he looked around, his eyes met up with a female that had the same look upon her face as well. it answered his question surely about if it was the song or not. definitely it was not. as he tried to ignore the sounds of whoever decided to make the library into his personal area of day’s rest, it made it harder as the person could still be heard.

“what the hell...” joon mumbled as he put his pencil down, slightly annoyed that he lost focus in his studies. 

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night escapades;

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open.

the school pool was his location for escape; from the piles and piles of school work he had to sort through every night along with making sure haesoo was perfectly happy and man, she was a spoiled one. mino always went by his own set of rules, despite any complaints or debates made against him. being chosen as the new captain of the swim team, he had been spending more time at the pool at the dead of night; coach wasn’t doing a very nice job holding onto the keys in order for it to be safe from students who wanted to sneak in.

he might have drank just a little sip of alcohol before he maneuvered over in the first place and once he’d take a dip into the pool, he had no doubts that the flow and temperature of the water would possibly turn him more drunk than tipsy when he came in. but for now, he was fine, setting his towel on a chair before heading to the lock room to retrieve sterling silver bracelet that he lost yesterday.

“hey! you’re not suppose to be in here,” he spits out suddenly, easily noticing the irony in his speech. his voice turned calm after realizing it was only another student. mino must have forgotten to lock the door (how idiotic of him). he was in the midst of getting rid of his shirt, tossing it on the locker room bench before turning towards the other who happened to have snuck in all of a sudden. “since you’re already here, you’re not gonna report on me, are you?” mino starts giving the other a grin. god, he hoped not.

it wasn’t like him to forget something in the locker room that he would actually need for the next day. joon would have gotten it earlier if he didn’t have to attend classes, making his initial plan to retrieve his uniform as well as personal items from his locker. by this time joon was sure that the locker rooms would be closed, but to his surprise they were unlock giving him access to go in, and get what he needed without getting into unwanted trouble that he found was too late in the evening for. 

it didn’t take long to get to his destination, but when he heard a voice it caused him to look up from his locker for a brief moment, look who it was, and bring his attention back to retrieving his things from his locker. he closed it shut and put the lock back on it with the items he needed in his other hand. a snort emitted from his lips soon after due to the irony of what the male who yelled towards him had said. “speak for yourself...” joon stated back as he thought that maybe the other was the reason why the locker rooms were open to the public at this hour. 

“would i really waste my time to seek out somebody to tell on you?” yeah, that didn’t sound like joon at all he was calm, and reserve. he didn’t care much about what other people did as it was their business and not his. he was on the rebellious side, and had a hard time being told what to do, and how he should do things. he was a twenty-two year old male why did he need to be told what to do? 

“what you do is up to you, man.”

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so, really i would have this already done but yay for procrastination! hello, my name is courtney but i also go by mickeyy but you know you can give me a random nickname and call me whatever you like i’m cool with it. this is my son namjoon and he’s in his third year studying music. um, you can find me on the ims but i also have a twitter ( @baeyzico​ ) if you feel that is easier? about namjoon is under the cut!

namjoon is born to a rich household. his parents are former idol and now ceo of kjm ent; kim joohyung. his mother is former model now actress; kim minyoung. he was actually a mistake and so he was hidden from the public and his parents lied to the media saying that they didn’t get married because they had a child. their actual first born is his little sister who is two years younger than him.( according to his parents ).

namjoon was outcasted by his parents, they didn’t care for him so basically his nanny that would watch him was who he considered his mother. when she passed away he was basically alone again besides his little sister who would talk to him within the house only. he is really close with his little sister.

so no one knows that his parents are kim joohyung, and kim minyoung. in fact they are no longer his parents anyways because he was disowned and kicked out during the middle of his high school years. ( i.e around 3rd/4th )

studying is an outlet for him, especially when he was living in the kim household as their wasn’t anything else for him to do.

he lived on the streets ( literally ) for about a year ( close to two ), after getting kicked out but still managed to go to school and continue his education. with that he struggled with part time jobs and such. he calls this the dark times of his life. 

after saving from the jobs that he had he managed to get himself a small apartment. he is the living struggle. he had managed to graduate despite all the things he went through which high honors ( he wasn’t at the very top but he was in the top 10 i would say hes really educated ). 

somehow without him knowing a teacher had sent his academic report to the university and he got a scholarship in academics and thats how he ended up at bidulgi.

personality wise ; 

because he lived on the streets trying to make a living for himself he became very independent so its less likely he would look for someone to depend on. 

he had to grow up at a young age, especially after the nanny taking care of him pass on he had no one else but himself to look after him. therefore, he’s mature and realistic about things.

at first he could be cold, but if he opens up he’s kinda witty i suppose i mean he’s not going to shut you down but its just weird... what are friends? he couldn’t get close to people as he basically had to lie about his whole life tbh

he knows his rights from his wrongs but really he doesn’t care. he can be quite rebellious taking chances when they come his way also being disobedient as well. hes used to not having anyone telling him what to do and not to do so when someone demands him to do something its just like .... yeah nah...

he can be an ass somethings as he’s known to be a little apathetic depending on the situation. he’s had a rough life petty emotions mean nothing to him.

other than that he’s p cool.

other facts ; 

joon considers himself as an orphan, but in fact he was kicked out of his house as a teenager due to disagreements with his parents.

he’s very independent because of that. he rarely asks for help from anyone because when he did need the help no one was there and basically he had to work for what he wanted.

even though he stayed on the streets, joon made sure to continue his education. he’s very smart as he is deligent in his studies because he has a future for himself.

joon is from a very famous family but no one knows that he’s the son of kjm ent or his mother who is an actress. he also doesn’t consider them his family anymore.

thankfully due to his academic resume he was able to get a scholarship to bidulgi university thanks to a teacher at his high school.

namjoon got into music after seeing street performances while wandering the streets of seoul. he cares a book with him and he has pages of lyrics that he’s written since high school.

he self-taught himself english.

his goals in life is to be a songwriter, having the world hear his music, and listen to his story he writes in each song.

before college, and him getting kicked out namjoon would have to sneak out the back in order to go to places he wanted to go ( i.e school, or the city, etc. )

pre-est plots ; 

went to the same high school?

sibling related plots like they would know who namjoon’s parents are though it would be nice to have a cousin or something ?? someone wants to be his sister?

someone who gotten close to him during his time in bidulgi?

 when i put in an app sports related plots? hes going to be on the basketball team but like your muse doesn’t have to be on the basketball team for this

music major related plots?