!!My experience with Luci-moon/DD-Lucy/coffeedeowo!!
!!Disclaimer!!
I do not condone harassment towards anyone that has their username censored, not even towards Luci-moon. This post was only made to put my experience with her. Since recently I've seen an ask-post about her, also seen someone reposting her artwork in reddit. Even explaining to the person what Luci-moon did. Unfortunately, they still have the post up to this day.
========= Who is Luci-moon?
Luci-moon was a well-known figure in the Codename: Kids Next Door fandom back in 2018-2022. She had grown popularity by shipping, her most popular ships were 1x5: Nigel Uno x Abigal Lincoln, the other known ship of hers being 1x274: Nigel Uno x Chad Dickson. At times she would age-up Nigel in his teen age to ship chad, sometimes she doesn't. (Screenshot showcase this her artworks of said ship.)
========= My interaction with her. TW: GROOMING, FLIRTING, LOVEBOMBING, AND MENTIONS OF NSFW DISCUSSIONS OF MINOR CHARACTERS.
I was the one who started contacting her by DMS back in 2018. (Me being 13-14 at the time while she was 22-23??) Our interaction started off by the discussion of shipping. Hence, caused me to become open about one of the ships of Sector Z(Lenny x David). She started liking that ship too, while drawing me doodles of them or having interacting with me about headcanons of the ship. At one point, I remember this specifically, the conversation was brought up about NSFW. Because she told me how she even herself drawn NSFW of Numbuh 1 and Chad Dickson, mostly artworks of Numbuh 1. I even asked her if I could even make suggestive content like that, and she responded with: "As long as you don't get caught XD" (Sadly, I've deleted my old tumblr account at the time. Take this as a grain of salt if you will.) But I do have screenshots of our interaction on a Tumblr post and ones on her Deviantart. !!Keep in mind, I used to change my username ALOT and even make a new accounts! I'll list them off here!!: The-Edgy-Panda (DA) edgypanda1004 (Tumblr) honey-bunny-bear (DA) niedlich-Miau (DA/Tumblr) niedlichboi(Tumblr/DA)
In the last 3 screenshots above me, you can see how she would use pet-names; "cute, sweet, honey, pretty and even babe" at one point. Lovebombing me to the point where it got me to even question if we were dating or not?? Screenshots of another proof that she draw me fanart for my teen au of Sector Z (Which of course, was the ship of Lenny x David)
You can even see in the description where she even typed: "For me really good good goooood friend <3" Which is even more weird and just strange.
This next section will be a bit different, But still is reflect to this topic, and will be about the first callout post. (Which I couldn't find, must've been reported or probably just forgot the username)
========= My accountability:
Yes, this section is necessary because I've done my own bad deeds in this fandom! However, this SHOULDN'T excuse what Luci-moon did to me (and possibly others), love bombed, flirted, and groomed me into believing that it was ACCEPTABLE for drawing NSFW without being "caught". (When thinking about it, it's quite funny how when she gotten "caught". She just renamed herself as coffeedeowo and become more open about proshipping) Here is proof of that said name change:
Pushing that aside, The callout blog: Remember when there was a tumblr blog that was calling out Luci-moon back in 2022? Well, I was the one who made that blog. I was around 16 at the time, having no knowledge on how to do it properly. Hence why it was super messy, unorganized, and possibly censor poorly. This made people super uncomfortable to even repost it or shared. Screenshot showcase that said discomfort.
I would like to apologized for the way I've handled that post, how it was not censor properly. My own anger gotten the best of me when making that post. Grown frustration after Luci-moon cut me off without talking to me back in 2021.(at the time being 15 years old) Even if I did contact her by DMS, she would ignore me purposely while she talked to others. (I don't have screenshot of this. Although, You may take it with a grain of salt)
In General: I was really gross as a kid/teen. Between the ages from 13-15 (16?), I was influenced and develop the habit of making people uncomfortable by my weird requests of Sector z shipping, defending the whole discussion of shipping DCFDTL with eachother, and shoving my own headcanons while ignoring others for theirs and making my own headcanons seem like canon. I don't blame the people whom I've hurt that cut me off in this fandom or labeled me as a "proshipper" for the behavior and actions. I'M 21 AS POSTING THIS, I DO NOT CONDONE NOR EXCUSE WHAT I'VE DONE. I'VE CHANGE AS A PERSON AND GROWN OUT OF THAT BEHAVOIR. NOLONGER SHIPPING SECTOR Z/DCFDTL WITH ONE ANOTHER. If I hurt you in anyway back then, contact me by direct message or ask (anons are allowed if needed) So, I can explain or make an apology to you.
========= Why making this post?
The reason why this post is being made, to showcase my own experience with Luci-Moon. How she not only drawn NSFW of aged up KND characters. She has hurt me. She lovedbombed me to the point where I felt special, where I felt like someone was there to listen and love me. But turns out, she just left. Not even telling me why. Ghosted me at that point. Even after the callout, I still felt mixtures of anger and sadness. Remembering how angry + sad I was, holding everything in because of the fear that people wouldn't believe me. But after 3 years of thinking long and hard about this, I'm ready to tell my story. ----------------------- My ask box is open for any questions. Thank you for reading this.