Ace

digital diary because no one else listens

[acelynnfisher]

i hope

that when

i die,

the maggots will

bury far

in my brain

and

find

the answer

of

“why?”

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why wasn’t i enough

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what is the point

of being alive

if i’m not

really living

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1/11/26

8:29 PM

if i would’ve known

that that was the last time

we were going to call,

i would’ve said

i love you

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1/04/26

you introduced me to

this app,

i used to use it

to write you

love notes.

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1/04/26

you didn’t love me

at all,

throughout the years.

i wish i wasn’t

so stupid

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12/30/25

i don’t want to go into

the new year knowing

you aren’t mine in it

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12/29/25

i knew you didn’t love me anymore

but it still hurt to hear,

goodbye my love

i’m sorry i wasted your years

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you were everything

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12/26/25

2:07 PM

i realized when you stopped saying

“i love you”,

so i’m taking a step back

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12/26/25

2:22 AM

when did we stop planning

to be together

[acelynnfisher]

i’ve never liked the cold

always hated winter,

maybe that’s why i

have never left

this burning house

[acelynnfisher]

i’m sick,

and yes it’s contagious.

my family caught it,

and it brought terrible misfortune.

it’s killing my brother,

it killed my parents too.

they moved to separate homes

to try to cure it.

it’s not the flu,

it’s just me.

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TW: $U1C1D3

when

the pills

start to taste

like my mothers cooking

i know that

i’ve finally found peace

and her arms will

be around me once more

for the last time.

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when the anger

rushes to my hands,

i know i really am

my father’s child

[acelynnfisher]

sometimes i walk

into the living room

expecting you to

meow at me,

forgetting a box

can’t make noise.

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i just want you to want me the way i want you