"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
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A Heart’s Debt
Pretending used to make sense
Acting as if our love will change
Missing pennies no emotional gain
Spending dollars buying heartbreak
Ill-fated purchases our biggest mistake
We lived, loved beyond our means
And bankrupt is where we are
In debt credit less with so much love lost...
Anorexic Heart
These tear stained cigarettes
They never seem to make me heal
Ease the pain that Ive tried to conceal
lives on in your smoke and I choke
on your love it grips takes over my soul
drops it in this purgatorial hell hole
trapped in between what I believe
is love and hate
a prisoner to memories I cant ever recreate
can you fix my fixated heart?
as it craves and hungers solely for
the man that starved it from the start
my once full now anorexic heart
will you feed me? can you free me?
my skinny love
I just need you to fill me….
-Gil C.
Sober
Stealing moments
like thieves in the night
revealing our intentions
when we’re gone at sunlight
stole a piece of you that evening
just so that we are even
enough to keep me up
a little buzz to make sure
that I don’t give a fuck
but deep down inside
deeper than you penetrated
however satiated
I still feel empty
So tempt me let me accept me re entry
One more touch just one more taste
like a lit Blunt inhale me higher state
intense fires that rise into smoke
As I choke I won’t loosen your rope
this drip your grip this hold you control
like any high will subside
I know soon will be over
Just an addict for your love
I ain’t trying to be sober
-G. Colon
Unload
Naturally saturated in sin
Inner burning desire to touch your skin
Alienates itself from my mind
That worry so far miles behind
I want to be at your side
While your deep inside
No never deprived
Externally internally
All while your turning me
Free me unload me
Love me to loath me
Let me feel pain with ease
ride this train on my knees
subtly tease but abruptly leave
come back just to plant your seed
metaphorically but physically
make sure you critically
decipher these absurd words
swallow to understand
and I did per your demands
make me feel filthy
as you conceal my clean
I welcome the dirt
You be the teacher
And I the expert
Take me to the furthest place from heaven
Let me relax in your hell
Bathe in these mistakes
And swim in murky lakes
Fuck me fuck with me
Need me relieve me
Receive me beat me
And now that you’ve seen me
you can fucking leave me
-G. Colon
Clumsy
Quite familiar with last place
My pace I face loss and heartbreak
Much to slow for the win
Or too fast that I crash broken limbs into him
Clumsily falling tripping on feelings
My second home on the floor
Looking up at love’s ceilings
Stealing laughter with fake smiles
Revealing after I take it with style
Never him never me
Whoever is I never see
the point in trying
when failure is implying
loves not in my hands
or even in demand
by any damn man
so I guess I just wait
debate loves fate
either he comes and I find
or he’s gone never mine
-G. Colon
Autumn Leaves
Smiles that were so foreign
Born again it was you so alluring
holding controlling what was unfolding
But so prematurely You made sure to abort me
those feelings that were forming
Should’ve known better and even with your warning
Early on you would say “not to fall for me”
But see I’m such a glutton for danger
I waged all my chips and bet them in your favor
lost it all in the city of your sins
a slot game I knew I wouldn’t fucking win bruised
ego as I touched your warm skin
let me go threw me against that cold wind
without a reason during this early fall season
where leaves change their colors
your mind changed on me never gave me a why
just a simple text goodbye
happy birthday my friend
I’m sorry it’s best we don’t try
- G. Colon
Change
You say change is coming
So I’ll just wait grind my teeth
As I gnaw on your bait
It’s much too late And all I have left
Are gaps, cavities and a Wisdom of hate
Mouthful of pain Bracing for an escape
Orally expressing Verbally professing
The foulness of your taste
You say change is coming
But progress is much to slow
As I repeat back the words
I’m sitting here waiting
But we’re moving backwards
Black birds the signal of death
And in your last breath you cry
For one more chance
I cry too take my hand
As we do
Our same lonely dance
You say change is coming…
-G. Colon
knows no.
my heart knows no joy
my mind knows no peace
my body knows no love
I always fall to his defeat
white flag surrender
to this man love pretender
on my bruised knees
watching him watch me
my fingers intertwined
pressed against my salty cheek
failure is eminent and
as long as I stay it’s evident
paralyzed in this emotional limbo
captured by this devotional symbol <3
what does it mean?
what does it say?
my heart knows this man
my mind knows this confusion
my body knows this is wrong
yet it stays and craves this delusion
-G. Colon
The Wall
staring blankly at the wall but filling my mind with wonder and possibilities Will happiness ever knock on by? Will love ever lend its voice to say hi?
-G. Colon
Drum
Chase me erase me
Remove all my thoughts
make me take me to the truth that I’ve fought
the lies it lies inside of the mind
but truth is in your heart and the beat I will find
I hear the low sounding drum
Excepts it doesn’t beat for me
The sound of your music
No longer composed just for me
-G. Colon
White Lines + Russian Waters
White lines dry those angry blue eyes
Russian water spilling from the corners of your
mouth as does your hate
with such style and elegance dance on my face
It’s always a party some sort of festival
You’re the attraction and I will pay for it all
with my bankrupt heart and no loan to start
I’ve pawned all my love for misery and regret
someday I hope to just finally forget…
when the drugs are gone so will you…
that when the smoke is gone…
I can breathe without you
-G. Colon
Biological Inheritance
History repeats itself
And my love inheritance
Allowable and evident
How apparent that this cycle
Becoming our parents is survival
My siblings can agree this
Internal battle needs forgiveness Passerby’s as they witness
The destruction of family business
My mind strong and stubborn
like the man who made her suffer
my heart pure of love
like the woman who discovered
that sharing and caring
were all in the same
thinking like my daddy
and sex was just a game
feeling like my mommy
it’s my fault and I’m to blame
what did I do? what bitch did you screw? Parental genetics
biological cosmetics
Make up for our mistakes
Owning up to our ill fate
pre determined at our births
that we would fuck up what love is worth unable to be undone
and parents we have become
-G. Colon
Candyman
wasting all your time telling me you love me
my pacing mind that’ll eventually find
the years of waste the bitter taste
the sour droplets on my caged tongue
the candy you force fed me
those paralyzing skittles they left me
….
stiff cold numb and dumb
still telling myself somehow you’re the one
the answer to my prayer
the light when I’m scared
but your cancer in the air
inhaling death and I’m aware
I’m free from the pain
Your grip it’s not same
your smoke and it’s toxic
I choke till I’m lifeless
Exhaling my soul
You’ve lost all control
In the clouds where I roam
Flying freely in white foam
I’m carefree and careless
Like gum now its tasteless
My love now is nameless
My heart beats shameless
No longer will you have
Just a thought a memory of
what you had
-G. Colon
Mister
I drank your poison
Disguised in sweet wine
I swallowed its portion
Despite the large size
Ingesting the virus
I knew one day would kill
It put me to sleep
That damn deadly pill
Your truth is a killer
body bags corpse chiller
my heart cold as ice
your lies become my life
awakened and I’m killed
all in a tongue swipe
lips can’t contain
nor cage the beast to tame
your lies will always damage
my heart that has your name
tattooed in deceit
my body knows this defeat
etched are your initials
mister stop my heartbeat
- G. Colon
Overthrown
I can accept the fact that you are gone
Detached from the latch that kept me holding on
Living your life aimlessly without me
Providing you sight despite
all the times you blinded me
With each beautiful lie and every ugly cry
I can appreciate my new born strength
Conceived from the grief pain and discontent
I no longer own gave it back to its possessor
Giftwrapped was my strength
thank you so much for my success sir
I loved and I have lost
I have gained and I have tossed
away what I thought
was real love that I sought
but now I can accept without rhyme or regret
the beauty and solace of being alone
loving myself a lot more on my own
love overthrown
–G. Colon
My Shooting Red Star
We were just coasting
driving past the still ocean
head outside the window
inhaling the cigarette stained air
and I won’t ever dare question
where your taking me
oblige to your every request
yet knowing already
what you have planned next
No scenic route
no passing through
Palms trees or coconut fruits
Will hide your intentions
I can see the reflection
From the blues of your eyes
So calming yet alarming
taking me on my final ride
Riding shotgun one last time
We both look at each other
Knowing hell we both tried
The sky soon darkens
The air begins to chill
So you can drop me off
It’s not that far of a walk
Let me grab my bags
And I’ll leave you my heart
Left in the back seat
Of your dirty old car
watch you speed away
with my love in tow
my shooting red star
its ‘bout time we let go
–G. Colon
Goodbye, Hello
Saying goodbye isn’t as easy as a simple wave
Or as calm as the kinds you see
When the current meets the blue sky
It’s the gut wrenching truth
That sharp pain in your stomach
your body always knew
The reality that has formed
Taken shape manifesting itself
And as much as you want to hate..him...
You can’t you never will
saying goodbye to a love
That was at one point so alive
It’s the same as saying hello
To a love you know that died
Goodbye…
Hello…
--G. Colon