🌙sたrス&raiんbowす

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I co, zaufałaś mojej ręce, która Cię wspięła nogą

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When we hate someone we are

hating something that is within ourselves, in his image.

We are never stirred up by something which does not

already exist within us.

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“The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy a world. The bird flies to God. That God's name is Abraxas.”

Hermann Hesse, Demian: Die Geschichte von Emil Sinclairs Jugend

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Riverside

Whenever I was in the forest, I couldn’t stop but wonder about the other side of the river. I wondered about its greener grass, its undiscovered paths, followed by a continuous feeling of not being worth of seeing by myself what is really there. I didn’t even bother to get close to the other side of the bridge. Was it fear? Lack of believe that I could possibly handle the other side? Scorched motivation by the current obligations, which I was not aware of being responsible for? Obligations, which I didn’t believe I could actually choose...

Today I moved closer. I approached the bridge and crossed it. Being finally at the other side, felt so reviving. Now I could see and touch by my own eyes firsthand. It was beautifully boosting. Suddenly, the trailed began turning in the opposite direction of the river. I took a step backward and continued walking by the riverside.  As I moved ahead, the route slowly showed its obstacles. It became impossible for a human. Dedicated, I slowly managed to surpass all the obstacles. I had no regrets, but an acceptable dose of adventure, which always carried my concern about what’s coming next. I reached unstable ground, so I took a stick and focused walking in the direction, that - I had the feeling - would be alright. My body and mind were embracing each moment, as if every second was an essential lesson for them. Finally, I found a stable ground and after a while I easily found a trail. I emerged from the forest to contemplate a place I’ve never seen and never been to before: a huge pasture with horses. I sat on the green grass with my face embraced by sun rays. I was surrounded by all kinds of animals and serenity. I felt peace and fulfillment.

It was always my choice, and so it is now. Although I hadn't seen it, can I see now?

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If not now, then when?

By King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard

If not now, then when?  When the forest’s nearly gone. When the hole’s in the ozone. When the bees are gone. If not now, then when? When the ocean’s coming up. When the rain just won’t stop. When the fire’s burning. If not now, then when?

If not now, then when? When big pharma’s rippin’ me. When my data’s tracking me. When my phone is spying. If not now, then when? When my choice is monitored. When computers are cleverer. When our food is poison. If not now, then…

This is an emergency. Need to act more quickly. This is no quandary. This is an emergency. 

This is an emergency. Need to act more quickly. This is no quandary. This is an emergency. 

When the oceans turn to black. When the animals are dead. When the birds are gone. If not now, then when? When the blue sky turns into black. When Gaia hangs by a thread. When all the people die. If not now, then when?

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~~break~~

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2vruQI2ODwkOUhr6BTOzQy?si=OAwLq-rQSZat7dlHVhvNgQ

never ever wanna be on the other side of karma for digging underworld never wanna get up, never wanna get out of bed when I live in this world

do my eyes deceive me? do my ears misjudge what is really real? try to piece together how I feel lately cause I feel like I'm going crazy but it ain't me

I'm unsure if it will mend I’m unsure of who I am so tell me what did I really see what do I believe in anymore

I'm already crawling back into my comfort zone  can't keep ignoring all the questions that ostracise  when am I gonna give them a piece of my mind

and it was all too much to take, take twice should've broken out when it pulled me tight hang the noose or resolute apprehension will preclude cut the rope and drop my gun I'm not fooling anyone with my compromise

and the saddest thing that makes me really mad and it makes me blame it on society stay the hell away from me society stop telling me who I'm supposed to be

just because I feel low right now it doesn't mean all that I've got has run out

<< Dare to differ, dare to be different, change the rules, become the leader of your own new school, listen, have a mind of your own or be somebody else's fool >>

why do we confuse the olden days with the new now when I was in school nothings changed or been improved

I'm still wasting time the afterglow will shine ~but what if?~ no buts or ifs ~but what if?~ I'll take the risk ~but what if?~ I'm left homeless

<< You gotta kill them with kindness to spot the difference between the soft and fierce >> It's a game of dice and I rolled snake eyes

<< Listen to your heart and rearrange cause it’s time for a change >>

<<  Knowledge is your wealth if you were hungry, you don't need money to be happy, now you can just be free >>

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Jesteś podłożem dla mojej przemiany i każdej zmiany jaka za tym podąża.

Tworzysz Kosmos możliwości, który uczyniłaś moją rzeczywistością.

W

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Co będzie to bedzie. Po co komu studia, jak może na nas spaść tupolew z panem wykładowcą debilem i kaczką A jak nie, to przypadkiem przeżyjemy i też fajnie

J. Prank

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絆、 一心同体

kirinn

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"One reason for my decision was that all too many people advised me not to do it." 

 "Someone else will have to decide what is right and what is wrong; perhaps time or history will decide." 

 " The purpose of a story is to sound an alarm, to keep a light trained on The System in order to prevent it from tangling our souls in its web and demeaning them." 

 "We are all human beings, individuals transcending nationality and race and religion, fragile eggs faced with a solid wall called The System. To all appearances, we have no hope of winning. The wall is too high, too strong - and too cold" 

 "The System did not make us: We made The System."

source https://www.haaretz.com/israel-news/culture/1.5076881

Haruki Murakami Feb. 17, 2009

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Punkty styku

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Why are you dancing alone?

I'm not.

I'm dancing with everybody else.

You know what I mean?

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It's okay. No one has to answer anyone else—that's what it's all about.

Everybody does his own thing.

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nie lubię słowa emigracja czy imigracja

jeśli gdzieś wyjeżdżam by spedzic tam jakis czas swojego zycia to nie jest emigracja

bo jestem mieszkanką świata

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O tym jak

Społeczeństwo wmawia nam i wymaga od nas absurdalnych rzeczy

1. Miasto ślepcow

2. Marie Antoinete

3. Aguirre

4. Witcher, cintra

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Telewizja jest fascynująco odpychająca

Późny wieczór w domku z drewna. W telewizji leci nieznany (i dobrze) mi program w tv p. Jest to rodzaj reality show, w którym różne pary osób reagują na randomowe filmiki polityczne, niczym reakcje youtuberów. Lecz jest to tak bardzo patetycznie głupie, że ciągle mam wrażenie, iż mogłaby to być parodia. Fakt że ludzie to oglądają - nie myśląc o tym, że to parodia - sprawia, że jednocześnie się martwię, ale później zdaję sobie sprawę, że większość ludzi, którzy to teraz oglądają, raczej patrzą na poważnie.

Nie wiem, czy te osoby, które mówią w tym programie, są naprawdę takie puste, czy to są aktorzy.

Nie wiem, czy bardziej mnie zastanawia fakt, że takie coś powstaje, czy że ludzie się decydują na oglądanie tego.

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Aequam memento rebus in arduis servare mentem

- Horace