Child of the cosmos

ang lungkot ng buhay dito tara sa moon

[elvendoe]

[scrittoapenna]

nature

[shantisheaan]

[acigarettebetweenredlips]

2017

Isang malaking buntong hininga dahil natapos na din itong taon na ito. Sobra akong napagod at nasaktan. Madaming beses akong nadapa at halos hindi na bumangon,halos sukuan na lahat at magpakain nalang sa lungkot. Itong taon na to yung pinaka worst at best year so far. Sobrang legit na roller coaster ride. At some point i felt like i was having the time of my life then the next second every single thing was falling apart. I broke up with the man i loved truly but at the same time..nakalaya ako sa isang toxic relationship that really destroyed me as an individual. I struggled each single day and night para maipasa lahat ng subjects ko. Literal na walang pahinga sa acads. And now i'm in my last year,hopefully. I felt lost..very very lost with no reason to move forward with my life. I couldn't find myself motivated in anything. I was begging who knows who that i wanted to go home even when i was lying in my bed at home at 4 am. I lost track of my own journey. But here i am. Still struggling but i still exist tho and so are the sunflowers and the stars and the moon. Despite it all..i can say that it was a year full of amazing and unforgettable experiences. I got the chance to see three different cities (Prague,Barcelona,Paris) and see different cultures and lifestyles. I visited a lot of museums and got fascinated even more about art. I met and lived for weeks with people not at the same age as mine and heard a lot of life stories. I tried many firsts.. xxxx I finally learnt to let go of not healthy friendships. And been blessed with new ones. I FINALLY GOT MY FUCKING DRIVING LICENSE!! I was able to survive my school-work-school-work routine!! ( With kgs and kgs of eyebags! And many many breakdowns!!lol and caffeine intakes) I met a wonderful human being that is now very close to my heart and soul. I made peace with myself and my parents. I'm excited for whatever this year has reserved for me. Sa dami ng napagdaanan ko last year feeling ko kayang kaya ko na kahit gaguhin pa ako ng taon na ito! Putangina bes ganon!! Hmp! Ang gusto ko lang talaga this year e syempre maging step closer sa pag abot sa mga pangarap ko at ayun,i celebrate ko yung mga achievements ko maliit man yan. At laging iisipin na lahat tayo may own pace and time. To just bloom. No matter what. So ayun.

[anikotakacs]

[acigarettebetweenredlips]

"wala e di tayo sinwerte sa mga anak natin"

saksak puso tulo ang dugo

[acigarettebetweenredlips]

araw araw mas lumalala yung kagustuhan kong mapag isa nalang muna tapos may beer at yosi

[zheneeta]

Find someone who, after witnessing your breakdowns and episode, still chose to stay and love you the way you needed to be loved.

[inkskinned]

I’m not good at words so my love isn’t poetry. It’s silly notes in secret places. It’s pointing out every beautiful thing I see so you can see it too. It’s waiting up hours to hear if you got home safe because I worry about you. It’s in lavender nights and making you tea and waiting for you to come with me to see movies and in telling you the parts of my day that made me happy and giving you every tiny gift I think might make you smile for a second like smooth rocks and cool leaves and it’s in letting you choose the radio station and in us together slowly healing. It’s in small quiet things but I promise. I will love you to the end of my being.

r.i.d//inkskinned (via inkskinned)

[lyricalabyss]

don’t think. it complicates things. just feel, and if it feels like home, then follow its path.

r.m. drake (via lyricalabyss)

[love-personal]

[vomitingwords]

There’s a kid in me that will always believe in happy endings. A little girl—who always looks up to her prince charming. But darling, there’s also an old soul within me, that seems to live in her own reality. Someone who will always expect for things to change. Someone who will always try to understand why people leave and why some things need to end.

ma.c.a // Compositions of Me (via vomitingwords)

[rischiami-deactivated20220803]

Perché col mare in tempesta ci so remare, ma niente mi può salvare dal vuoto che ho da colmare.

Coez

[itsaboutaurora-deactivated20250]

Bisogna tenersi accanto solamente chi decide di superare i nostri elevati muri pieni zeppi di paure e andare oltre accompagnandoci per mano.

[asociale-con-brio]

Chi non ha paura del futuro? Di fallire, di non riuscire, di non essere all'altezza dei propri sogni e di deludere ogni aspettativa?

[rischiami-deactivated20220803]

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[wnq-writers]

It was different with him though. When anyone else looks at me, they look at where I’ve been, what I’ve been through. They look at the memories and the scars, and they look at me like I’m not whole. When he looks at, he looks at who I am now. He looks at me while I’m in his arms and that’s all that matters. All that matters is where I am now, and that now, I’m with him and no one else is going to hurt me. He looks at me like I’m a mystery and he smiles because he’s figured me out.

laceerainspoetry, Look At Me As I Am Now.  (via wnq-writers)

[abduction]

[kevinfranzisamonster]