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#oddlyrelevanttoday #inthebeginning #poetry #anantisuicidesong
A good example of how I see this blog of mine. It looks and feels maybe 10 years old at this point....
Blindsided by the truth? Reactionary process Living life just for you? Occultlike practices
It’s not the moon Or even the stars It’s what’s inside your head That closes these bars
A watery grave To enslave Chain me up once again The mess I made A big mistake Beat me down once again
Wash you away with the snow Nothing I say you wanna know Purge you out of my mind Gotta do it one last time
Pure as the snow we both know is a lie But I can wipe the slate clean if you know What I mean With my minds eye Even so you tell me to go so why Should I try?
One more lie To get you out of my mind
It’s a hoax A witch’s spell
9/16/14
The sweat on my brow
The blood on my fingers
The shirt on my back
The thought that lingers
Mean nothing to me
Everything
Means something to me
Mean
Tone knob full throttle
Keep that shit bright
To see through this haze and
Get my head on right
The dishes I clean
The bills that I pay
The children I hear scream
Cannot run away
Fortress of Solitude
Keep thinking
Fortress of Solitude
Re-blog if you're accepting anonymous asks from anyone about anything
7/28/2014
I met the ghost of Christmas future It burned Tore out my insides Left me with no soul And I wondered If it was for me If I truly believed If I could let it be My reaction was offensive But it was pure in intent I'm just trying to break free Find a future of content True happiness they say With a person you choose But can the polygamist cure This evil monogamists heart I look into the future I see only sadness Of giving up for comfort Yet driven to madness all the same It's all how I choose to respond Yet feelings are all that remain Hollow
6/27/14
This doesn't seem to work All I can muster is the smirk That sends you into fits That makes you say out loud How proud I am of me How I could possibly be So mean to my face Laced with the anger you hold Towards the sun, or whatever bold New disaster is headed your way Today is the day I lose my self Deep within the thoughts The silence The masquerade
2/19/07
I feel alive. Life is moving
All around me. And I am
Stagnant. Blew it.
I smell the heat
Each and every time
Subliminal
Lashing out this time
You could count my mistakes by the calendar
Full moon time
You can see how I've moved the parameters
I feel alive
4/29/06 10: and 40 past the hour (5:46 am)
Into obscurity
Further and further into oblivion
It's the cheesy love song
And it's got you by the strings
Cheesy love song
No more North and South
Now it's East and West
5:57
6:05
"Walk away with that"
What the fuck is that?
All one word, no punctuation
3/25/14
You can meet your maker
Anytime you choose
And fulfill this morbid
Death wish you have
Or you can play nice
With everyone else
Here in the sandbox
And keep to yourself
You do your parents proud
Chew with your mouth closed
Love me
Obey me
There is no other way
The joker lady commands
And relates her convo with the christ
Trust me
Praise me
Or you can just play nice
Like everyone else
Here in the sandbox
And keep to yourself
5/1
To make the comfortable
This uncomfortable
It won't get any better
Any time soon
To make your head
Turn slightly right
To send a chill
Up your spine
To question
Ask why
When you cringe
In wild bewilderment
Unbridled confusion
When you finally understand you
Are no longer in control
There I'll be
Singing love songs
Confusing you more
5/23 8:45 A.M.
Listening to the extreme
Part of my mind
Listen for that gleam
That crazy look in your eye
Choose joy the sign said
Registered in my head
I just wanna vandalize
Or maybe I just realize
What is in store for me
_____________
Lunchtime
_____________
I'm a creature of habit
10/16/06
The words you spoke were heavy
Yet simple to understand
The words you spoke weren’t many
Your demand my command
Connotations
Implications
Complications
Instigations
The words you spoke were heavy
Yet simple to understand
Problems arisen can be many
If we get out of hand
What you say is what I feel
What you feel is what you said
And I still say this can’t be real
We must stay within our head
You do know what you said?
2/28/2007 28 on the 28th
Awesome friends that
Just don't do it
She's my brother
I'm her sister
Tell me a story
And or a secret
She's another
Try to keep it
5/24/07
Might as well be on Mars
I'm no longer breathing
I'm no longer thinking
Might as well be on Mars
I'm no longer sleeping
I'm no longer eating
This Two-headed monster is no King Ghidorah
My only fear is that i'm gonna bore ya
Indecision conservation
Another mental masochism
Is there something that i'm missing?
The red liquid love leaves my veins
Create the flood extinguish the pains
I'm no longer caring
I'm no longer sharing
I no longer understand
Might as well pee on bars
2/03/13
How did time escape me?
Throwing us to the wolves
My negation predates me
Turning into food
The thought of happiness
Is foreign and unsure
And I have it
Do I speak the language?
Explosions of inane aptitude
Drawing upon a bad attitude
Time moving forward at a steady pace
Slow and steady wins the race
Not sure what I'm up against
Other than me
It's like I'm seventeen
Oh February, how you mock me