I hope you still remember me? Anyways, how are you? Maybe it's kinda weird that I've been writing you letters for a year now, and I know that because you don't have Tumblr and you don't even know me by this name but I know that you know me well me in real life. so here is the thing, I know that it's been 2 years now since the day I met the real you, how you show me the loved that I never had before in my life. Even though you have another one that you can spend your time and feelings with and I know that I'm not part of it anymore and she is my friend too. You know what, it is so hard seeing you around with your girlfriend and also with my friend who is also your best friend, I always felt that what happened maybe because from that day I wasn't ready to take the situation to another level. But on the 2018 summer, I enjoy spending around with you especially when we're dancing that was one moment that I felt again that I was an important person but then again I was wrong. Then there was a time that you texted me if I still using the same number and I said yes, and your we're on the beach that time spending time with your teammates and I know that you were sick. And lastly the day of my 18th birthday I asked you, if why you didn't make it, and the last conversation of it was laughing and I was such an idiot the I didn't respond to that message and lately, I was wondering, what if I respond to that message? What will happen now? Do we still be friends? Maybe this is the time to tell you that I still love you no matter what. Because you are the only one that I feel the same feelings before, and until now you're still the one that I loved.
I know that you're happy right now with her, and I'm still wishing that if only I can turn back time to make things right but it won't happen. I hope you read this letter one day. If you read this, contact me you know where to find me.
