I have one rule, if I bother you, bug you, or perhaps I am too eager. Just freaking TELL me please. This is important to me. This is probably the only rule I can think of that I will say without a doubt belongs on my list of a guideline. Otherwise I hope to have fun with everyone that I rp with.
“I’m going to clear up any misunderstandings people have of me potentially.
1. I will never expect ANYONE to put me before themselves, your mental health and safety is more important for both you and me.(Hopefully I worded this right, I mean that I care that you remain safe and alright.)
2. I will NEVER knowingly try to add to your baggage, I feel bad expressing myself, but the moment I am made aware of the other person possibly in a bad place, I will immediately drop those prior feelings to try and offer anything I can do to help make them feel better.(I may trip over myself doing it, but I mean well.)
3. If you notice that I may be messaging/imming you it’s likely a number of reasons, I’m concerned for you, I want to talk to you, I’m trying to socialize/be funny, etc. What are not reasons EVER, is to unload on you my baggage, demand you to drop your problems for mine, etc.
4. I’m a very social interaction yearning creature, where if left with silence, my anxiety, imagination, and doubts in my own ability tend to grow over time. So just small talk every now and then does wonders in resetting those thoughts. Again never asking you to push yourself, only doing so when it’s safe for you emotionally and mentally to do so.
5. I think of how everyone I come to know is doing, it may come across as me being a worrywort, which isn’t a wrong statement. I may ask for help every now and then.
6. I will never knowingly ask for help if the other person is struggling with their own stuff, nor do I expect you to do so with mine.
7. Ultimately I want to be able to accommodate others as much as I can to keep everyone able to continue enjoying themselves.
8. I almost frequently make a point to read over everyone’s rules to the best of my ability, often multiple times, true I’ve have had some lapses, that’s my fault, but I mean no maliciousness, I just likely just missed it. I myself have one rule that is featured on my header so that’s the first thing you see.
9. Being able to communicate with one another is something that is very important to me, so if you have any issues with me, please let me know as soon as possible, hopefully I and/or we can help work on it to make it a nonproblem.
10. Character Profiles are my weakest skill honestly, it’s difficult to structure my thoughts into definite details properly. Promos I have little experience with so I ask for help/tips when I can.
11. I’m a sensitive and empathic mun, I will never ever want to hurt anyone. I constantly worry about not ending up pestering people, but I can get easily excitable, both positively and negatively so, and for that I apologize, I try and keep it under control as best I can. When I don’t hear back from rp friends in a long while and get the feeling something bad has happened, I will be on pins and needles with worry, no matter how casual of friends we may be.
12. For those that have read this all the way, thank you for reading the ramblings of a worrywort and extremely self-conscious mun. Take this!”
(Yoshino Naturally and the most prestigious and esteemed onsen in the country )
The mature woman leaned back as she was enjoying the hot water as she heard someone coming in and of course it was her favorite person in this whole world. That ephemeral beauty never failed to make the woman smile as she looked up at Yoshino with a small nod.
"Getting to see you just made my night much better...", she said smiling at the other woman...everything about her always awakened a passion in Ragyo other simply didn't...perhaps even more than her late husband did....tho would she readily admit that? She leaned back showing no desire in hiding her body nor any shame in letting herself be exposed as was Ragyo's way.
The moon shined down elegantly on both women as Ragyo silver hair and fair skin seems to make her almost illuminate under the moon's gaze. Gently she would speak with that sultry and sophisticated tone, that dripped with power and domination at all times.
"Should I invite you next time I rent out a top shelf establishment?"
Yoshino would position herself just out of arms reach of the other, not out of aversion. To the contrary, it was an act made in a teasing cat and mouse manner where the other would have to pursue the oh so irresistible fruit of intimate connection.
"Come now, where would be the fun in that, anata? It would be far less interesting and entertaining if I was invited. What's the point in power if you don't make the ones beneath our heel to dance to meet our command."
She remarked in refine and confident tone with a playful teasing hint she was known for stealing a side look towards the other with a playful smile across her lips. Her equally fair skin combined with her onyx hair shimmered in a more subdued hue, only showing sheen when the light hit just right. How both those features contrasted perfectly and only further added to her more mysterious allure.
(Yoshino Naturally and the most prestigious and esteemed onsen in the country )
The mature woman leaned back as she was enjoying the hot water as she heard someone coming in and of course it was her favorite person in this whole world. That ephemeral beauty never failed to make the woman smile as she looked up at Yoshino with a small nod.
Yoshino had good info that this onsen had been completely bought out for the next couple nights. She knew there were few that would be able to afford this venture so casually like she herself could do. That it was a simple act to offer enough to allow an additional party to join.
Clink. Clink. Clink. Clink.
The sound of shishi odoshi added to the soothing atmosphere, as Yoshino slid open the door way to the main spring to see a familiar fair skinned peer. A towel wrapped around her figure, it clung to her form snuggly.
"Ah I figured it was you, anata, to buy out the most reputable and top shelf quality standards for a couple evenings to be done so casually. Makes it easy to filter out the lower undesirables."
Yoshino nodded in response to her invitation, having continued toward the water as she had kept moving as she talked.
She let the towel slide off her body and fall to the floor as she waded into the warming and steamy waters, the moon was bright and shaded her face in a composed allure. That resplendent and immaculate beauty complemented her ephemeral beauty, like they descended onto this unworthy earth to be counterparts to each other.
"I'm going to try to get back into roleplaying today!" Attempting to psych self up. "Say I wonder if I can find some more image/faceclaim references on pinterest." Proceeds to spend several hours again collecting images in said venture. "Well that happened..."
"Swadloon-mun here, sorry I've been especially quiet here, been dealing with a lot of flu like infections of the throat, eyes, and ears these past weeks... still sick, but not AS suffering as I was at the start."
"Swadloon-mun here, I've been having great difficulty getting back into rping. Not cause I don't want to, but my head feels at times like a grand fog is covering my more constructive thinking. I want to I really want to, but it feels like my head is empty when I know that isn't the case... I'm sorry to those that might miss roleplaying with me. I'm still trying to find the spark to light the flame."
"Swadloon-Mun here, happy late new years, things are finally starting to settle down so you might see me around here in the activity department, Also have to write up a post on theunluckyheroic spirit outlining the differences between my fate oc muse, Yamato Takeru and Samurai Remnant's Saber."
"Swadloon-Mun here, now that life has decided to chill the hell out and not have me have crash course learning of adulting; knock on wood, I am kind of back but low key at the mercy of whatever is next that I might have to adapt to. Ultimately I've got to help with a lot of xmas stuff that I have to get down within the last week before xmas, but at least THAT'S the ONLY thing I have to worry about for the time being."
"Swadloon-mun here... I'm just like so exhausted emotionally, mentally, and physically... like most of serious irl stuff's been taken care of for the most part, but like it's like I've been hit with the fatigue truck all at once..."
*Spends the entire night and this morning stuck in a cold car worried about various grown up topics that have been hovering over my head as irl has been nonstop throwing curveballs and obstacles along for weeks now.* Swadloon-mun here, I'm tired(not in the sleep sense funny enough), aching, fatigued, and sore all over... irl has not been nice to me over these past few months...
"Swadloon-mun here, I'm not doing so well right now..."
"Without going too much into detail about it, life has decided to make this week that was already sort of stressful, exceptionally more stressful with me struggling with uncertainties with it... I'm managing... but I'm super stressed out this day..."
An encounter with demon slayers had robbed Sumika of her sight for a time, having issue healing from it. The flash of red moments before darkness. The taste of blood in her mouth, not her own however, she was running on mostly on her other senses. It was enraging that she was robbed of something she had taken for granted for a while now. Her thoughts much more focused on the inability to see.
'How dare they how dare they HOW DARE THEY!? HOW DARE THEY ROB ME OF MY SIGHT!?'
She was blind, enraged, all attempts at concealing her wrath was gone. Her body distorted and swelled with her anger, where her blood literally felt like it was boiling from the rage.
Her hands turned to claws, her hair wild, her form would be something almost completely unrecognizable to her normal state. A tail and fox ears adorned her person twitching and swaying wildly, all wrapped in a ragged attire that struggled to keep together due to fighting and her drastic transformation.
She was akin to a blinded berserker, as she was covered in blood from hands, and face, and front, all of which were from her encounter with the demon slayers. Strangely not all her wounds had healed
Any cuts she acquired from them aside from important ones were still open as what seemed like smoke/steam was escaping from them. Like she was internally boiling herself, with healing of nonessential wounds having slowed to a crawl but her senses, physical strength and speed were running high, though at the cost of clarity of mind. She was running purely on her senses, instincts and rage. The smell of iron from the blood on her was thick and heavy.
However there also carried a very thick pressure that would scare away any weak demon that drew near. She was blindly roaming, only following scents, sounds, and sensations that she encountered. She even moved on all fours even like a wild fox or some other beast.
Yoshino was feeling a little in higher spirits today. "...Most would do anything to be blessed with my touch, anata. I give it to you however with no such restriction, perfection will grace perfection with their company after all." She would remark in a playful but absolutely oozing with high class confidence.
The very common expression on this demon whenever she catches a hint of a chilled flowery scent. She could not describe why this was the case perhaps it was one of wariness. How any amount of relaxing energy she could have would be immediately shattered by that pungent scent that was burned into her memory, her sense of smell being stronger than most other demons made it all the more aggravating.
How it made her immediately tense up, her senses all in alert and guarded state. Perhaps this was natural to feel this way, but it didn't change how she felt about it, how angry, irritated, and livid it made her feel. It all began with that damned scent.
