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Since main plot of Mathias/Lucius story is done, and the rest is the battle of persistence and willpower of dedicating next 2-4 years to draw comic after work, my brain is free to do some... systematic delusion.

I present you, some sketches and drawing when brainstorming old man yaoi arc

Finishing Mat/Luc is already huge commitment so MMLJ is like a stretch goal (4th book), this is a result of I'm expanding minor ideas (3 pages) to a major commitment (3 books). Jo/Marc alone is definitely tastier and feels like home (if you know you know)

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The Angel Wears Black, The Devil Wears White [Original BL]

Chapter 3: Hidden Name [Part 2]

When kindness starts leaving paper trail

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Note: Wow this is a big chapter.. 37 pages owo

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The Angel Wears Black, The Devil Wears White [Original BL]

Chapter 3: Hidden Name [Part 1]

When kindness starts leaving paper trail

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Note: Wow this is a big chapter.. 37 pages owo

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The Angel Wears Black, The Devil Wears White [Original BL]

Chapter 2: Familiar Strangers

Mathias is unaccustomed to such informality, but he doesn't mind it.

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Note: Finally the story continues~ after I made some "fix" by releasing prequel chapter first. Please enjoy.

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The Angel Wears Black, The Devil Wears White [Original BL]

Chapter 0.5: Welcome Home

In the stillness before dawn of Mathias' new life, a single line changes everything

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The Angel Wears Black, The Devil Wears White [Original BL]

Chapter 0: Unwelcome

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Instruction on how to read: the left-right page is separated story. But it was meant to be read together, as spread page.

⚠️WARNING: This works includes depiction of homophobia and discrimination, presented for narrative purpose

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Personal comment: I like listening to people's story. This is a reflection of story I read/listen/even experiencing part of it myself in where I live. Now I have full control to set the course of the story.

This chapter was given as freebies / trade in Comic Frontier 21 @ Jakarta, ID (November 2025). Just to introduce my comic & character without being excessive lore dumping.

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My love, too, is carved from His likeness.

I was brainstorming idea about how short or how long I draw their story, about (mostly inner) conflict that gonna be their hurdle in relationship. Mathias got some internalized homophobia left in himself, and it's the reason he's reluctant to Lucius. Big boy's gonna work on it.

And for the first time, this (gesture vaguely) angst-loving owl, determined to draw something with happy ending.

This comic isn't going to the book, but I have to draw it, maybe it's resonates with somebody.

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The serpent and the messenger

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Making them appears like angel vs devil

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The Angel Wears Black, The Devil Wears White [Original BL]

Chapter 1: First Meeting

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Personal note: It feels amazing to finish another comic and more importantly, it's about my OC. While my own ideas is always too grounded, might be borderline boring, not having big action, not having interesting premise, or not something with fresh idea; it's still a nice form of escapism.

Edit (Dec 2025): This is the first comic I made for my OC (June 2025), I didn't think a lot about how their story ends, setting names, etc. I've edited the dialog to be consistent in current version, if you find the OG post in my social media accounts, it'd have slightly different dialog details.

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Digging old folder and found some Misaritsu I haven't uploaded here

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Wine comes in at the mouth And love comes in at the eye

It's said that Ukoku's favorite drink is carbonated drinks and alcohol, but since soda mentioned first, I take it as he'd choose soda over alcohol in pick one situation. He started to like alcohol - particularly, wine, during his time together with Koumyou. I imagined their relationship wasn't like other pair who clicked with good intention, but more Ukoku tolerating Koumyou because Koumyou is the only one who could devour Ukoku. Slowly, Koumyou's everything started growing on him, maybe water tastes like wine when they're together.

(I couldn't find mention about specific kind of alcohol for their favorite drink, but in Saiyuki x HUB collaboration 2023, Ukoku's drink is Whiskey, Kahlua, Cola mix. Koumyou is white wine and apple juice.)

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This comic also dedicated for GG/Karasu (@sakuplumeria). Thank you for always listening to my heavy Koumyou and Ukoku ramblings, you'll be missed.

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Have idea about making fictional dudes embrace each other with some ✨tension✨? My style might match it

Commission open! Share appreciated~

It'll be open for indefinite time but I'll only take limited slot to make sure quality is consistent. Waiting list available.

Please contact me through Discord or Email or SNS if you're interested! I don't use Twitter anymore for uploading new works but I'll check for messages there.

More Samples, ToC, and How to order: https://helloadagio.space/commission

Reminder I upload recent fictional dudes (rarely dudettes) embracing each other now in Bsky

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Suit Yourself

Saiyuki - Koumyou / Ukoku - Modern, Crime AU

14p, Published first in Pixiv (2024/11), read left to right

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My bad habit is to make something get out from my system first even it's not clear enough 😂 What if they met in already dark world, where they're not on the side of good guys? Where the most difficult, dangerous thing is to become the mayhem itself?

Most of the time I repeat "beware of the nice ones" personality throughout all my fan comics because I'm not satisfied yet with Koumyou being scary, incorporating with "Koumyou might be a sadist to pair Ukoku's secret masochism".

(I didn't aware Tumblr finally allow upload above 10 images, yay.)

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