ancient sin

enter the mind of an androgynous celestial and artist, and all the details collected.

[ooevilynoo]

[megahra]

Disney Gentlemen + Different ways to say “I love you”

[nap-hime]

Don’t forget the award winning “I love you”

[sunshinebarefootdaisy-deactivat]

B.o.B - Nothin’ On You [feat. Bruno Mars] (Official Video)

[adameatzombiez]

Angel, Baby

You're like a vacation,

when I dream of you

I spin out of control,

up above the world

Into a surreal,

heaven in a slow twirl

There, my angel, we will dance

Yours in mine, hand in hand

Amongst the stars and in the spotlight of the moon

Maybe we have met too early,

Perhaps too soon

Because, I'm petrified in the presence of you

I get lost for words and I..

Cannot seem to make The Move

So I wait days in and days out

And then days turn to months, and now

It has been a year

Since I have lingered in the fantasy

Where you pull me close and kiss me

Because it chases away my fear

Of living a life alone

With the feeling that something is missing

Then the glow around me dims

As my feet come down to Earth

And as I snap back into reality

With hope replacing the hurt.

xoxo_themoonchild

[adameatzombiez]

[adameatzombiez]

I want chemistry like Roger and Dianne..

xoxo_themoonchild

[adameatzombiez]

xoxo_themoonchild

[adameatzombiez]

Venus and Mars in Leo

xoxo_themoonchild

[iwantasecretgarden]

Things I Didn’t Know Were Symptoms of C-PTSD

Getting overwhelmed in crowds

Getting upset or angry at a loud alarm

Ordinary nightmares (that have nothing to do with the circumstances, just stupid nightmares much more often than the average person)

Getting sharp pains in your back/neck/collarbones that make it hard to breathe (due to hypervigilance/constant high anxiety)

Learning that “high anxiety” does not mean “generalized anxiety” like other people have with panic attacks and not feeling that they can accomplish thing. PTSD anxiety just means this frenetic energy that makes you want to talk/think/do things (even as an introvert) to avoid stopping.

Feeling constantly bored like you have to chase after something, even if you’re just at home: I spend hours on tumblr, pinterest, watching tv, reading books, making art, never just laying there alone…because if you stop…the darkness is there

Thinking up stories before bed. This is a symptom of high anxiety because you’re trying to calm down and fall asleep in a “safe world” where people are looking out for you and caring for you.

Trouble falling asleep (which is distinct from insomnia) because turning off electronics etc. doesn’t help since your heartrate/fight or flight response is engaged

Periods of racing heart (mine has gotten to 120bpm for five hours) that make you feel like you’re waiting for something to happen

Exaggerated startle response. When I was a kid I used to hide behind corners to surprise my sisters. Two years ago my friend hid under my desk to scare me. I literally screamed, fell out of the chair, and started crying. She was laughing because she thought the joke went well, and then got concerned because I kept crying.

Purposefully “tanking” a bad day with sad music/tv/movies/books because it “was already ruined anyway”

[godbroccoli]

Had no idea about making up stories before bed, I’ve done that consistently since I was 7 or 8

[adameatzombiez]

It's amazing how much can change from day-to-day, and how that change evolves into months. It's extraordinary how different the world is when those months become years and so on then so forth.

xoxo_themoonchild

[thegoodvybe]

[adameatzombiez]

This Is Chevelle, a playlist by Spotify

This is Chevelle. The essential tracks, all in one playlist.

On Shuffle..

xoxo_themoonchild

[understands]

[poems-and-word]

[adameatzombiez]

I'd give my all, just to find out you was ungrateful after all...

xoxo_themoonchild

[adameatzombiez]

[adameatzombiez]

xoxo_themoonchild