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:-O

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reblog to take a bite out of this styrofoam cup nobody can stop you go ahead and do it

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👅

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happy two month anniversary (definitely not 3 days early) @imagayvenclaw <3333

you're my favourite person, ilysm shortbread

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The Ten Stages of Friends to Lovers

It's funny how friendship sometimes breaks, sometimes bends

(The emotions or conduct of friends)

Or you can grow attached, finding your only one

(Affection, fondness, or sympathy for someone)

Realising your feelings are more than imagination

(A brief but intense infatuation)

Fearing what these feelings may set into motion

(Refusal to acknowledge an unacceptable truth or emotion)

You try to ignore, but she lit a fire

(A yearning desire)

Realising she won't feel the same, impossible salvation

(Willingness to tolerate a difficult situation)

The panic as you realise "she actually likes me"

(Sudden uncontrollable fear or anxiety)

One week in, you think you've found the one

(Be strongly attracted to someone)

You stand together as she heals your every fragment

(A feeling of deep romantic attachment)

And suddenly you know

That no words can describe

The way she makes you feel inside

You could give up on trying

Let the definitions fester

Or try your hardest to explain

Just how much you love her

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ilysm 🥺🥺🥺🥺

also the panic is so real LMAO

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Three Days

A month with you

Well, three days less

Has given me everything

All my smiles, all your love

Everything i thought i could live without

Starting out as friends 

But better off lovers

It almost feels like

We were made for each other

Written in the pages of a story

Friends to lovers

Slow burn

She fell first but they fell harder

Isn't that how it goes?

Just under a month

And I can't remember life without you

It must have been lonely

Without you by my side

I wasted so much time

On those who weren't you

Listening to love songs

Seeing other faces

But you belong with me

Isn't that how it goes?

I've never been happier

To be a teenage stereotype

Falling in love too fast

Breaking all the rules

As long as its with you

A month together

You were three days off

But even your mistakes

Won't stop me from holding you

A poem for @tommythaechalamet <33

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IM ACTUALLY SOBBING THIS IS SO HEARTFELT DKSKWKJEE I LITERALLY HAVE NO WORDS 🩷🩷🩷🩷

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Forest

Never thought I'd feel this way again

She lit a forest fire in my life

Burnt down everything I was

Spread my ashes on the wind

Blowing away parts of me

I sat in the smouldering embers

Until my skin smelt only of smoke

The one day, spring began

Ash fertilising the soil

New life, small shoots

The green that only hope can bring

You pulled me out

Planting new seeds, new trees

New life, new love

You raised my forest from the dead

Dedicated to my special someone <3

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you deserve the world, my talented little pumpkin 💜

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it's his 30th death anniversary today 🪦💐

R.I.P to this absolute icon <33333

[girlinterrupted222]

he did nothing wrong

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this man is fr my spirit animal

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Desperately Entwined

We perch on the end of his bed, but it may as well have been the edge of a cliff. 

My fingers clutch at the silk sheets; my only anchor as his lips pull me into another dimension. I use my other hand to cup the back of his neck, revelling in his low hiss of pleasure.

 His mouth moves to my neck, his pale but toned arms drawing me ever closer. 

My breath catches in my throat and I pull away slightly, already aching with the absence of his touch. 

“What?” He asks hoarsely, and I can see the sheer want glimmering in his eyes. 

“Babe,” I lick my lips. “Should we take things slowly?”

His brow furrows imperceptibly in the near-darkness. His voice comes out as barely a whisper, thick with emotion.

“I don’t even know if we’ll survive this year. Slow isn’t a luxury we can afford”. 

I push him backwards onto the bed, straddling his hips. 

“Don’t talk about death right now” I breathe. 

The night melts away, as we undress, breaths quickening, undoing each other piece by piece. And I know that if I lose him, I will never be able to put myself back together. 

[shit-people-probably-didnt-say]

Jesper: Kidnappers stand no chance against my skincare routine, if they grab me by the neck I will just slither out like a wet hotdog

Wylan: What a horrific sentence

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The Boy Who Lived

Never have I ever

Kissed a boy

To the rhythm of the clock tower bells

Never have I ever

Brushed my smooth fingers

Through his calloused ones

Let myself be brought

Into his chamber of secrets

And made my body

A shrine to his

Never have I ever

Shed my skin so freely

Hot flush

Creeping up a pale stomach, neck, chest

He was the Boy who Lived

But now I can't

Live without his touch

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Ruin Part ii

Our love ran cold

Turning to poison

It was a slow death

Gutting us, inside out

I cut you off, a charred branch

Whose toxic sap still runs

Through my veins

My cheeks sting, raw

Worn down by endless tears

But still unwilling

To let go

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Aftermath

You saved my life

The day you first said my name

Voice laced with distaste

But it healed me anyway

I always knew

My name belonged on your lips

And those lips belonged on mine

Our robes swirled

A tapestry, scarlet and emerald

As I pinned you against the wall

But you didn't stay

Now the world knows your name

While mine lies in tatters

I wait for you to save me again

I need you

To say my name

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Father

My father will hear about this

He'll hear

How much you mean to me

How much I love

Your glasses, sliding down your nose

Electric green eyes

Piercing my heart

I'll tell him

How much I want to make you mine

Every part of you

Your foolish bravery

You always had the heart of a lion

And the body of a Greek god

My father will hear about this

But he won't listen

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Ruin

He finds me

Licking his wounds,

Licking his lips

I am but a salve

For a dark and broken heart

I sigh against him

Pressing into familiar grooves

I know

He only comes to my door

When his bed is cold with absence

I know

His eyes, glinting with pleasure

Are not reserved for me

But I can't help loving

His hard edges

His wolfish grin

I can't help loving him

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Draco

Puddles of robes

On dorm room floors

Smirking lips, pulling me

Green silk on bare skin

Sighs and sneers, melt together

While his spidery fingers

Rake through pearly hair

Pulling, always pulling me

Into his grip of vice

Until there's nothing in my mind

But snakes, twisting beneath the covers