Spoilerssssssssssssssssssssass The fire in the hearth had burned low, casting a warm, flickering glow across the heavy velvet drapes and the large four-poster bed. Sebastian sat on the edge of the mattress, his arm wrapped around your shoulders in a careful, strictly platonic hold. You were curled against his chest, cheek resting on the cool fabric of his tailcoat, while he continued speaking in that smooth, velvet voiceārecounting every explicit detail of your past encounters exactly as you had asked.
āā¦The second time, you were already waiting for me on the bed, skirts hiked up, legs parted. You pulled me down and guided me inside you yourself, sinking onto my cock with a broken little moan. You were so wet I slid in easily, but you were still tight, clenching around me as you started riding. Your breasts bounced with every desperate rock of your hips. You kept whispering ādeeperā and āharder,ā your nails digging into my chest. When I grabbed your waist and thrust up into you, you cried out and came so hard your thighs shook uncontrollably. You collapsed on top of me afterward, panting, kissing my neck, and begging me not to stop even though you were still trembling from the orgasm.ā
Sebastianās tone remained calm and measured, almost clinical, but the words were raw and vivid. He paused only to adjust his arm slightly, keeping the embrace gentle and non-intimate.
You felt tears welling up in your eyesāhot, stinging tears of guilt, shame, and overwhelming emotion. The memories flooded back: the secrecy, the pleasure, the way you had lost yourself in those forbidden moments. Your breath hitched. Your cheeks burned. A shameful warmth pooled low in your belly, your body reacting despite everything. You shifted slightly against him, thighs pressing together as the tears slipped down your cheeks.
Sebastian noticed immediately. His crimson eyes flicked down to your face, catching the glistening tears and the faint flush creeping across your skin. His voice softened, but he didnāt stop.
āThe third time was in the library. You pushed me against the wall, dropped to your knees, and took me into your mouth with such eagerness. Your lips were so warm and wet around my cock, your tongue swirling as you looked up at me with those needy eyes. Then you bent over the desk, skirts lifted, and begged me to be rough. I thrust into you from behindādeep, hard, fastāwhile my fingers rubbed your clit. You were dripping down your thighs, moaning āpleaseā and ādonāt stopā until your voice broke. When you came, you screamed my name, your walls pulsing around me so tightly I could barely move. You were limp and boneless afterward, barely able to stand, yet you still turned around and cleaned me with your mouth, looking up at me like I was the only thing that mattered in that moment.ā
More tears spilled over. Your breathing grew uneven, a mix of quiet sobs and the undeniable heat building between your legs. You were cryingāguilt and regret twisting in your chestāyet your body betrayed you, nipples tightening, core aching with unwanted arousal at the vivid recounting. You pressed closer to Sebastianās chest, embarrassed and overwhelmed, but unable to ask him to stop.
Sebastianās hand continued its slow, soothing strokes on your back, never venturing lower, never crossing the line Ciel had drawn. His voice remained gentle, almost tender in its honesty.
āYou were beautiful when you came undone,ā he murmured. āFlushed and trembling, whispering how good it felt, how alive you felt. I enjoyed every second of it. But those moments are over now. The young master knows, and the consequences are here.ā
He held you a little closer, still strictly platonic, letting you cry against him while the explicit memories hung in the air between you.
āWould you like me to keep going?ā he asked softly, voice calm. āOr shall I stop and simply hold you until you fall asleep? The choice is yours, my lady.ā
The fire crackled. Tears continued to slip down your cheeks, your body warm and teary-eyed, caught between shame and lingering arousalā¦
A/N : I didnāt know if this was tumblr worthy but i thought iād try, it took a whileā¦ thank you if you read it!!
