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A fallen doll into cruelty. Tw: Tca and Sh Vent account

[adeadchimera]

I have the worst case of a sore throat with the flu, and it's awful because I can't vomit since it will only make things much worse and more painful.

Someone should sedate me.

[adeadchimera]

I love how other people are living their lives while I'm stuck in my room having one of the craziest binges.

[adeadchimera]

It's insane that when you're eating and chewing you can't wait to start throwing it up, the excitement of that feeling

[cassysi]

It's been only six days and I already can't get the smell of vomit of off my hands

[adeadchimera]

So fucking true, I even smell vomit on my clothes for weeks, no matter how much I wash it I feel like it's still there

[bowthing]

been doing more eating than disordering these past couple days i feel like a fraud

[adeadchimera]

SO FUCKING REAL, I CAN'T STOP EATING I don't know what's happening, I just want to eat and eat and eat, I've lost control I'm gonna kms

[adeadchimera]

When I don't vomit for a week and magically I think I'm not a bulimic bitch

[adeadchimera]

Today I won't eat anything, yesterday I ate a lot (one full meal)

[adeadchimera]

[st4rb0yst4rv3s-deactivated20250]

The daily question is, am I getting th1nn3r or am I delusional?

[adeadchimera]

One of my biggest fears is touching my bones and believing that I am thinner but it is not true, and everything is a product of my mind and my excessive desire to lose weight

[adeadchimera]

Every time I lose weight I love discovering bones that I didn't know existed there before

[adeadchimera]

I'm going to kms

[adeadchimera]

One of the things that bothers me the most about ed movies is that they show the protagonist as if she will NEVER think about food or that she is not starving herself, they make her look like she is always in control when most of us think in food 24/7 and seeing that representation only makes you feel worse

[adeadchimera]

i look so fat today I'm gonna kms

[adeadchimera]

AAAAHH FUCKING DUMB HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO TELL MY SISTER THAT I TOLD YOU THAT I INTENTIONALLY VOMITED I'M GOING TO KMS SO MUCH

[adeadchimera]

Guys, I accidentally left my laptop open while I had the #bulimia app in the background and my sister appeared and I think she was staring, I hope she couldn't see properly or she forgot, I literally turned pale, send prayers

[adeadchimera]

How I love when I want to eat something but something happens so I don't have to eat it anymore, it makes me so happy, for example, I wanted to eat toast with scrambled eggs so bad, but my mom told me there was no bread, so I won't be able to eat it anymore and I feel happy