TECHNICALLY, MISSING.

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really honestly surprised this blog still exists. if for some reason you’re still following me, i’m over @ atrocitaes 

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IN REGARDS TO a bit of drama that happened between @battlewrought @lionswrath and i

everything has been sorted out with battlewrought and i and presumably lionswrath. making a callout post was rash and immature on my behalf and i’ve said my due apologies because i’m definitely sorry and realize that stirring drama is not the answer. 

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 I’M  STILL UNCERTAIN  about  my  stance  regarding  moving  adelyn’s  blog  but  i’d  hate  to  quietly  move  blogs  and  accidentally  leave  behind  people  who  are  genuinely  interested  in  interacting  with  me  .  so ,  if  we  haven’t  interacted  yet  and  you  would  like  to  interact ,  like  this  post  or  shoot  me  a  message  .   i’d  like  to  plot  things  out  w/  people ,  as  adelyn’s  new  blog  will  probably be  based  completely  around  plotted  dynamics.

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Jil Sander SS16 by Virginia Arcaro

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🎤 + general thoughts on religion? favourite breakfast food? cats or dogs?

there’s an awkward pause in the beginning bc i didn’t know i was rECORDING.

Send me 🎤 + a question about my muse and I, the mun, will record my answer to your question.

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🎤 + WHY IS SHE SUCH A LIL SHIT also this isnt towards ur muse but profess ur undying love to me k bye :*

i cannot believe this

Send me 🎤 + a question about my muse and I, the mun, will record my answer to your question.

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ADELYN AESTHETIC .  //   A CLOCK TICKING on a wall, a room dim at noon, and the outrageousness of a human being thinking only of herself. 

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also i’m considering a weirdly indefinite semi-hiatus – not for anything dire, but because sitting around in my room on a laptop all day doesn’t seem like the best thing for my mental health, especially considering it’s summer time and the weather is beautiful. i want to dedicate time to exploring more of the things that i love and the things that will help me grow as a person, re: finally getting around to learning some of the languages i’ve been wanting to study, reading the huge stack of books that i’ve been wanting to read, picking up piano again, gardening, exploring the city, crafting… just more things to help me flourish creatively.  i say i’m considering it because i usually end up failing goals like this, but!! i’m going to try!! so if you see a dip in activity, i’m probably doing creative things or angrily yelling at my garden outside. hopefully expanding myself creatively will help boost my muse and inspiration to write!! 

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I can’t feel a thing; All mournful petal storms are dancing inside the very private spring of my head.

Franz Kafka, from ‘Letters to Milena’ 

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“I think most people remember the exact moment they realised they were grown up. Because of something said to them, or something they saw… Do you remember that moment?”

HERE ,  BETWEEN  THE    shaded  spaces  of  her  own  recollection ,  she  can  only  define  the  act  of  GROWING  UP  as  the  loss  of  innocence ,  but  she  is  made  unaware  of  what  may  constitute  as  a  LOSS  .   she  thinks  of  loss  as  the  opening  &  closing  of  a  fist  –  then ,  a  gradual  reopening  .  she  thinks  it  is  too  gentle  of  a  word ,  too  soft  .   she  can  only  consider  sharp , aching  words  –   theft ,   larceny ,  cleaving ,  sundering  –  an  unwilling  detachment  of  purity  .   the  opening  &  closing  of  a  fist  that  can  never  open  again.   she  makes  no  profit  from  her  suffering ,  she  can  only  gorge  herself  upon  it  .  she  remembers  the  loss  of  her  innocence  &  the  dark  things  that  have  grown  in  its  vacancy  like  the  overlapping  of  weeds  .    she  remembers  the  presence  of  her  mother  –  the  distinct  lack  thereof  moments  afterward  .    she  remembers  her  father  coaxing  her  from  the  shadows ,  sheathed  in  red  &  violence ,  &  then  she  remembers  nothing  .   disengaged  but  haunted ,  her  words  saturate  themselves  with  burnt  edges  &  false  notions  .

❝     ————   it  was  when  my  mother  bought  me  my  FIRST  PAIR  of  kitten  heel  shoes  .   ❞    

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*ﾟ‘ﾟ ♥ viiduam.

@adeloes·

❝      J’AI  QUELQUE  CHOSE  POUR  TOI,  MON  ANGE.     ❞     a  smile  shapes  those  words,   dipped  in  honey  &  dripping  with  all  the  sugar  that  a  child’s  ears  could  want.   she  lowers  herself  to  kneel  before  the  child  in  question,    pulling  a  small  box  from  her  pocket  to  offer  her.       ❝      je  l’ai  vu  hier,   et  je  savais  que  tu  l’aimerais.    ❞

 ❝     POUR  MOI ? AH ,  merci ,  merci ,  merci  beaucoup  !    ❞    nimble  fingers  thread  about  the  package ,  pressing  it  against  her  chest  in  the  charming ,  fanciful  way  of  SURPRISE --  a  habit  pointedly  adopted  from  her  mother’s  arsenal  of  calculated  reactions  .    she  unveils  the  gift ,  marbled  teeth  gently  sunk  into  her  lower  lip  .    ❝   preeetty  .    ❞       ------  she  offers  her  honeyed  croon  of  approval  .

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*ﾟ‘ﾟ ♥ burzxm.

              oh thank god… ❛ yeah WELL yer aunt cecilia is RIGHT an’ she actually meant yer not allowed ta haf’ a boyfriend until yer forty an’ yer good friend mitchell approves ‘f him. ❜

❝     HMMM .  I  DO  not  think  so  .  i  think  aunt  cecilia  meant  what  she  SAID  &  she  did  not  say  anything  about  you  !    ❞

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*ﾟ‘ﾟ ♥ abielns.

                ❛      you made tea, FOR ME ? i-i don’t know what to say. THANK YOU !! you have no idea how flattered i am.    ❜

 ❝     IT'S  ONLY  TEA  .  not  as  much  of  a  GRAND  GESTURE  as  you  seem  to  think  .  it’s  a  common  courtesy ,  if  anything  .    so  ------   honey  or  SUGAR  CUBES ?    ❞

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What a beautiful day to not give a fuck about anyone

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 ❝     IT  WOULD  BE  terribly  rude  not  to  drink  the  TEA  i’ve  prepared  for  us  .   at  the  very  least  try  the  toast  &  marmalade  .    ❞

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i luv serena @irlfleurmal

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it’s so ridiculous that adelyn can accidentally make anything sound really super fucking creepy just because her voice is so low and soft, like silk sliding against a tiled floor, but her voice is also very still and isolated..... like she’s thinking of a secret that she is deliberately not going to tell you. she could say “i’m going to the store” and it would sound so ominously placid that you’re just like “??? to get what?? duct tape and rat poison??” but since her voice is so superficially harmless and charmingly gentle, it’s something you can’t really call her out on.