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ok jk guys i'm actually going to be archiving and hauling ass to a new blog !
❝ i. ENSAVAGED. / ADELYN BELROSE.
SOMETHING CHILDISH PRODS AT HER —— a petulant swell for melodrama that she had been stranger to for, seemingly years, though she is aware that these past few months condensed have merely aged her into something colder. a regression. adelyn appraises through narrowed eyes, lightly contemptuous, mostly in jest. she’s missed this.
❛ i don’t see why i bother coming round for tea if you’re just going to insist upon souring my mood. ❜
OH, HOW SHE FIGHTS to resist the swell of laughter that threatens to shatter the marble of her facade. still, she lets a twinge of humor toy at the corner of her lips as she deliberately avoids the younger woman’s gaze.
❝ A WONDERFUL QUESTION. i don’t know why i bother INVITING you, my little one, if your mood is so susceptible to being soured. ❞
literally everything @viduamor ever writes says does is iconic and got me shakigng gg in my ankle boots im so glad she thoroughly cleansed this site of scarjo who was the source of malevolent aura on tunglr
Your attention to detail, in terms of Natya’s aesthetic and characterization is incredible. I mean, you’ve done a meta on her body movements — you go over her entire characterization with a fine tooth comb. Your pour so much passion into every reply, every meta, every edit, every theme. It’s honestly inspiring, your portrayal is so intricate and continues to change and adapt, Natya has grown alongside you and it’s evident in everything you do!
WHAT ARE SOME THINGS YOU NOTICE ABOUT MY WRITING / PORTRAYAL ?
❝ i. EXVDOVA. / YELENA BELOVA.
THE CASTING OF MORNING LIGHT , as scattered and as soft as her mind . there’s a curious peace , something she hasn’t felt before , a contentedness , or maybe just a lack of fear . they mirror each other , more ways similar than different , she in red , her in white . they’re spiders meeting in the same web . only one doesn’t know it is caught , nor does it care . and maybe she should , she should hate her , she should hate her father , she should hate the red room . she should , she should , she should , and yet she does not . instead she drinks the poison handed to her , the smell , sweet , the taste , bitter .
❛ i should … i should . shouldn’t i ? —— you deserve to be despised ? ❜ she’s unsure , a question pressed against her teeth in an attempt to bar it from slipping through . yes , she is weak , and here’s the proof .
SILKEN SKIN, dipped in the honey of sunlight, spread in subtle surrender upon soft sheets, space shared as if the very act considers itself FORBIDDEN ------------- but the uncertainty of lena’s words nor natya’s own REGRET cannot wither the heart that beats its tune of AFFECTION / INFATUATION in her breast.
❝ of course ——— of course. ❞ how tender does sorrow come when whispered against another’s skin. her lips linger like love along her back, pressing kisses to the valley between her shoulder blades, to the peak of her spine, to the curved ravine of her neck. delicate fingers do comb through short blonde locks, GENTLY, cautiously, as if her hand does caress a wolf who could bite without warning. SHE WONDERS WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF SHE DID STRIKE ; HOW SHE WOULD WEAR THE MARK. ❝ i don’t know why you let me love you like this. ❞
for @viduamor / do not reblog.
what are your thoughts on red room original characters?
OF LOVE / OF DEATH. tbh i’m not a fan ? i tend to shy away from ANY oc that is tied to natya’s history in the red room, simply because the origin story that most people stick to is the shitty ‘ natasha was raised in the red room & none of it was consensual ‘ one. that shit grinds my gears like nothing else. BUT !! i’m sure there are some really good red room OC’s out there. as long as they don’t pull a dott.ie un.derwood and say their muse was ‘ the first black widow ‘ or ‘ the best that came out of the program ‘ ( since those are statuses that are FUNDAMENTAL to natasha’s character that, if given to anyone else, would completely undermine her. no, i’m not being dramatic ) i’m pretty okay with it. there’s no denying that there were definitely many women aside from natasha in the red room, both during her time there ( one of 28 ), & afterwards ——- yelena was a student of the red room long after natasha, along with many others as well. HOWEVER, i’m pretty sure that canon has made it clear at least twice ( HOMECOMING (2004)*, WIDOWMAKER (2011) ) that they’ve all been assassinated, & natasha is the last surviving individual that was involved in the red room. so …. yeah.
* i am well aware that HOMECOMING was the first attempt at introducing the ‘ raised in the red room ‘ story, & i obviously don’t take that into account in my portrayal. but, i do really enjoy the rest of the story in that it shows the nuances of natasha’s character, & her potential for bitterness & anger that many people just don’t let her have. though the timeline for her story is skewed in terms of origins, i don’t see any reason why the situation with GYNACON & the assassination of all the red room members wouldn’t have happened with the timeline i follow. also, it’s pretty important that NATASHA WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO ESCAPED ASSASSINATION.
WIDOW, WIDOW. cold - blooded, warm - hearted. ‘ i am love ‘ you say. ‘ i am death ‘ you say. ‘ i am all things you know you cannot understand. ‘ the one, the first, the only. & you are alone.
INDEPENDENT / PRIVATE / 616 - CANON DIVERGENT : BLACK WIDOW.
❛ you cold, unimaginable thing. ❜
WOLF - WOMAN / WINTER - WOMAN. she wears a smile like KNIVES, teeth glimmering in the shadow - brume that envelops them. ❝ & did you not FOLLOW this cold, unimaginable thing ? ❞ a hand wrapped in ICE dares itself to thaw as it graces her lover’s cheek, traversing the angle of bone & jaw. her smile does waver for barely a moment, for the coming & passing of a blizzard on land far above the smothering security of nav, & morena leans close ------------ cool kisses trailed along the path her fingers had just left. ❝ do you not pine for her kisses ? ❞ whispers, whispers, winning over the burning heart of a WAIF in her foreign land. OH, HE IS THE SUN, & he is drowned in her waters, frozen over ‘til he would steal her heart again.
WARSAN & MELANCHOLY. not accepting.
❝ -------------------- YOU’RE KIDDING ME. you have got to be KIDDING me. ❞
/ &* @astralord
❝ i. PATRICKSBATEMAN. / PATRICK BATEMAN.
The fucking ugly bitch. I fantasise about what her blood would look like, pooling out of her stupid cunt face. I smile, the gentleman I am, giving her a kind laugh, but it ends up sounding like the noise a pig makes when its arteries are severed. ‘ I’m just trying to have a decent conversation, honey. I’m sure whatever you’ve done today was quite boring, right? ’ The stupid bitch. I’m clearly mocking her, but I doubt a hardbody like her would be able to figure that out. ‘ I had quite the romp. I work for Pierce & Pierce. Have you heard of it? ’
OH, DISGUSTING. she can practically smell the arrogance dripping off him. ❝ PIERCE & PIERCE ? oh, yeah, i’ve heard of it. ❞ she smiles, far more CHARM than a guy with a laugh like that would deserve, surely. but of course, she is indeed inconspicuously positioning her stiletto heel over the toe of his shoe the best she can, with their shared spot at the bar counter. ❝ what did you say your name was ? ❞ she doesn’t really care. evident, as she digs her stiletto into his shoe, satisfied that she can feel the hardness of bone through the shined material.
❝ WHATEVER YOU’RE DOING, you’re not hiding it very well. ❞ spoken over the brim of her glass before she takes a sip, the words come flat, yet surely CLEAR enough for her intended listener to hear.
/ &* @ileviathan
no one asked but natya has two (2) ideas of a perfect date, and those are 1) paris. in the rain. 2) walking arm in arm in at least 5 inches of snow, wrapped up in a fur coat and ushanka with cold noses and warming each other’s lips with kisses, then going back inside wrapped in blankets and drinking hot tea
alain delon!
ROMAN WILSON. first introduced in AMAZING ADVENTURES #2 (1970 ), roman was a world - famous film director with whom natasha had a very short - lived relationship. short, as in … one issue. the two shared drinks & a kiss, but nothing further came of it, as natasha was still recovering from losing her husband alexei & ending her relationship with clint, & couldn’t pursue anything with roman in good conscience. she feigned a headache in the hopes that he would leave, & he politely & understandingly did so. he was one of many wealthy men that natasha had short / superficial / physical relationships with in the 1970′s.
SEND A FACECLAIM FOR A NPC IN NATYA’S LIFE.
❝ i. GREEKDEATH. / ELEKTRA NATCHIOS.
❝ i've got the tendency to constantly pay for my mistakes . ❞
❝ DON’T FLATTER YOURSELF, elektra. ❞ funny, how the chastisement comes AFFECTIONATE. ❝ our misdeeds catch up to us all, one day ----- one way or another. ❞