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[adeoetreqe]

It sucks when you’re personal life is shared with people and you the one that’s living it, are never made aware that your business is being spread.

What’s more annoying is the only things being shared are the things the speaker is choosing to say, not the whole story no. Just her side of things, her views and opinions of things, and only the things she mentions about said situations. Leaving certain things out can change an aspect of something ENTIRELY.

I cannot stress enough how many times I’ve begged people to refrain from spreading my business. My side is never mentioned, the fact that there is another side to every story isn’t even being acknowledged...it’s never important to talk to the actual source for some reason.

If I were to get the chance to put everything out on the table trust me When i say that curveball will show a bigger more senseful situation. Smfh but no.

Making me out to seem like something that isn’t even 5% valid is fucked up

[adeoetreqe]

Why’s taking into account the role you played in the situations you view as unnacceptae a factor? Moves you chose to make and messages you chose to communicate has end results, ignoring it doesn’t change anything.

[u-me-and-insomnia]

[limit]

9:56PM

[adeoetreqe]

💯 It's extremely bothersome to me when people are unnecessarily mean.

You didn't have to make that comment. You could have refrained completely, instead of making that person feel bad about themselves.

What do people gain from making others feel terrible? Nothing of substance.

Maybe a fleeting moment of power...? But that's gone as soon as it comes..so why do it?

There's enough unhappiness and pain in the world , without you feeling the need to add onto it.

[adeoetreqe]

What are you going to do when it comes to 100% defeating my spirit entirely? You're not going to realize that is even the case, instead it'll be viewed as fake and pretend. You have yet to see any view past your own words. The canvas is almost full and majority of it portrays a superior way of innocently doing and knowing what is best and the only sensible choices and opinions and actions are the ones disclosed only by you.

Dare I beg to differ..ignites such turmoil words are no longer capable of expressing.. even body language fails to be recognized in any positive aspect, not even in the slightest bit. All that's expressed is received only as wrong, difficult, mean, insulting or disrespectful. Good or bad, I fail to successfully go about things correctly..

Like a switch, situations are flipped somehow back on me, despite initiialy saying this is being done to me turns into that is what I am doing.

I'm entirely baffled by how there is no conflictions when it comes to looking back at oneself, yet low and behold it's more than obvious that I am the master creator of conflict and desire to not allow anything to progress.

I'm extremely unmotivated and nervous to the point where it's more than delicate than eggshell's I'm walking on...to continue confidently speaking like I'm my own person, like I'm heard.. like my words are not falling on deaf ears.. it's finally completely taken its toll..

Whether or not you turn a blind eye or look through me like glass..

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[igmakeup]

[hurtsthemost]

Don’t tell me how I feel

I don’t feel real

And u can’t tell me how to feel

Because I don’t feel anything

Because I am not real

[adeoetreqe]

I should be in rehab tomorrow.

Please erase my addiction to crack. I beg you

[books-n-quotes]

“I don’t wanta hear all your word descriptions of words words words you made up all winter, man I wanta be enlightened by actions.” - Jack Kerouac, The Dharma Bums

[langleavpoetry]

[poemswords]

[adeoetreqe]

When you tell someone things, more than once at that, and you treat them a certain way..eventually they adapt to that.

The things being told to them eventually seep deeper than just cuts. It eventually all singes into their skin and enters the bloodstream, proceeding to then cycle within their whole body, to then live with it.

Despite not having the ability for you to physically see any signs of pain caused it is not proof that none is felt. Emotions are felt, and endured. . They are not seen always. Some people don’t act out their emotions and don’t portray them. That doesn’t mean that they didn’t feel anything though.. that doesn’t mean they are emotionally incapable.

I’m unfortunately conditioned by being told hurtful, harmful, and negative things. It’s a normal part of my day. It being held against me is not fair. In my opinion that is. I’m used to my feelings being attacked so my initial reaction is no longer expressed it’s no longer crying or yelling or anything else like that.

Obviously this has made me out to be some heartless emotionless asshole.

Sucks.

I could never get anybody to see what I mean or see me. Truly see me. People just see what their human eyes see, a first layer. Nobody acknowledges that people are made up of more than just one layer. They have layers of their lives thus far, they have layers of past experiences and situations good and bad. They have layers they share with you and don’t share with you. People are not defined by just one moment or what’s occurring presently.

People just don’t think like me. I guess.

I’m just fucking incompetent. Way too incompetent for this world.

Silence is preferred to avoid such misunderstandings. Even then, I come to no type of avail.

Stupid shit. I’m made of a ton of ridiculous stupid ass fucking shit

[danger]

[thoughtkick]

“Sometimes your world shakes so hard, it’s difficult to imagine that everyone else isn’t feeling it too.”

— Nicola Yoon, The Sun Is Also a Star (via resqectable)

[thoughtkick]

“You must be the person you have never had the courage to be. Gradually, you will discover that you are that person, but until you can see this clearly, you must pretend and invent.”

— Paul Coelho (via perfeqt)