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jus a person named adrian

[moropiku]

December 31, 2015–January 1, 2016 and onward.

[aderan]

Now

[gulaabs-deactivated20230921]

self-destruction doesn’t always look like taking too many pills or cutting your skin open. sometimes it’s drinking coffee when you know caffeine gives you panic attacks. sometimes it’s crossing the street without looking both ways. sometimes it’s showering with the water a little too hot. sometimes it’s avoiding eye contact with your reflection in the mirror or ridiculing your problems rather than addressing them. sometimes it’s walking out without sunscreen in scorching heat and not wearing enough when it’s freezing out. self destruction isn’t always physical mutilation, mostly it’s masked as little things so never assume what someone may be going through just bc they don’t show you visible signs of suffering.

[aderan]

You're probably never going to read this but I just feel broken and empty. I know we only met this year, but it was nothing but the best time I've had. It's so fucking hard to find someone that I could be 100% myself with. Everything about you felt natural.

I'm leaving soon and I'll miss you the most.

[aderan]

I'm empty now

[sangatsunolion-deactivated20171]

[aderan]

I'm really just a friend more than anything.

[aderan]

Thank you Luther for making this. Even if I feel like I'm spiraling into the dark, I keep trying to bloom and get out.

[susielesbian]

you: birds aren’t that great

me: 

you: holy shit

[aderan]

u suk shinji

[spend-a-second]

[aderan]

none of that thank you

[skynohoshi]

[aderan]

I already forgot about this place

[incorrectyyh]

[analsexist]

My mom

[emilyoberg]

[weedmanchu-deactivated20130703]

[king-catallena-deactivated20191]

💀😭

[arrastao-blog]