[sensitiveaangel]

read here!!

[sensitiveaangel]

you guys i am starting a substack about how decolonization exists as a living practice as a bit of a guide/encouragement/“you are not alone” for others, and as a place to express thoughts that i am constantly thinking.

i would super appreciate your support if you have any interest in the subject! which i (biased) think everyone should! because the subject is interested in you! much love

[sensitiveaangel]

there is no award for being the most tolerable like. nobody is going to say thank you for keeping your objections quiet for the sake of keeping the comfort because they will assume you just haven’t had any objections. when you do something they dont agree w you will hear about it immediately and realise that you shouldve been speaking up as well, this wasnt the two way street you thought it was.

[sensitiveaangel]

me to me rn

[sensitiveaangel]

me: wow ive been doing???? so fuckin well depression who?? anxiety who?? adhd wHo???!?!

me: *has unopened messages from 2 months ago* me: *dodges important phone calls every day* me: *sleeps until 12:30pm every day* me: *can only do schoolwork for 30 minutes a day* me: *hasn’t showered in ??? days*

[thatadhdfeel]

tadhdfw you cant stand being bored so you binge eat to make the time go faster even though you have SO much work you couldve done instead & forgot

[rigaya-deactivated20180901]

My kink? Dopamine

[oliverparkerisadad]

“Do you have any special skills?”

I can turn a simple task into a month long cycle of procrastination and disappointment

[bpdbroken]

i just hate how impulsively extroverted i get when i’m out in public or around people i want to impress, because the second i’m alone all i can think about is how annoying they probably thought i was or how i dumb i sounded

[ivystudying]

It’s been a while since I’ve made a post, and I figured that these tips might be extra helpful with exam season approaching. As someone who struggles a lot with procrastination, I do everything I can to fight the urge to put assignments off until the last minute (even though I’m not always successful). 

As always, good luck! (ᵔᴥᵔ)

[adhdisaster]

ADHD hell brain: you want something

Me: ok, what?

AHDH hell brain: something.

Me: ...what something?

ADHD hell brain: sound.

Me: ok? Music? Netflix? YouTube?

ADHD hell brain: .....you want something...

[adhdisaster]

Me: I love this thing and I know everything about it

Some person: Haha yeah me too

Me, who has ADHD and has been hyperfixating on the thing and has not been interested in literally anything else for two months straight: No I Do Not Think You Understand

[thatadhdfeel]

tadhdfw you think you’ve finally found your passion in life, but it turns out to just be a hyperfixation, and you don’t really care about it after a couple of months of complete obsession

[adhdisaster]

since i got diagnosed w adhd my forgetfulness seems to have risen thru the roof 9 million times over like at least 5 times a day i'll be speaking or daydreaming and have the words i wanna use all queued up but the SECOND i get to one of the words it disappears from my brain and i have to spend anywhere from 30 seconds to 5 minutes trying to remember what the fuck the exact word was

[thepoisonroom]

writing a paper: too perfectionist to do a shitty job too exhausted to do a good job

[adhdcomorbid]

ADHD ASK GAME

I love those ask games so I made one for us ADHDers.

1. Are you a fast talking hyperactive or a pacing hyperactive?

2. Are you a doodling daydreamer or a window gazing daydreamer?

3. Do you like hand stims, foot stims, or mouth stims the most?

4. Are you a planner person or a phone reminder person?

5. Do you hyperfocus on productive things or irrelevant things?

6. Are you a multitasking ADHDer or an overhwhelmed ADHDer?

7. 504 or IEP?

8. Diagnosed or Self Diagnosed?

9. Are you a 5000 tabs person or blank tab trying to remember why person?

10. Are you a self-hate when rejected or extreme rage when rejected kind of person?

11. Are your family do yoga people, eat clean people, or put down the phone people?

12. Which were you called the most in school: lazy or irresponsible?

13. High stim or Low stim seeker?

14. Comorbid conditions?

15. Which have you been told more often: meds are cheating or meds are street drugs?

16. Not social to mask symptoms or overcompensating to mask symptoms?

17. Reading hyperfocus or reading impossible?

18. Do you parents believe it exists?

19. Diagnosed late or early?

20. Ever wonder how much of you is your personality and how much is ADHD?

[ilovemytablet-deactivated201802]

me: *searches ADHD medication tags for info*

me: *sees NTs posting about doing drugs*

me: 

[adhdisaster]

the idea that there r people out there who arent at least mildly apathetic towards every single thing in their lives seems fake and i refuse to believe it

[adhdisaster]

having good close friends is cool nd everything but like......its just not sustainable hunny.......