hey are you still writing weak constitution:common cat
Yes.
Honestly, I have had a lot of problems with my health and school has devoured all of my free time.
My mental and physical health degraded to the point where I could barely stand being conscious outside of the times I was needed for school and even then I took more days than I should have.
Writing has always brought me joy but for a while I couldn’t breathe when I looked at my pages. I tried just outlining, skipping ahead to other things, I tried silly side stories to try and get myself back in my character’s heads but honestly I got worse.
I felt so much guilt. Not only for the story that I loved but for the people who had come to love my world along the way. It felt like I was disappointing them and I didn’t deserve to talk to them. And it still feels like I don’t deserve them but I hang on to what one of them said to me. That they’d wait however long I needed and I know it wasn’t meant to go on this long but I think about that a lot.
It’s slow going but I am writing again. I made a promise that I would complete this series and I will see it through. I love my world and I love my readers more and I want to give them everything I can.
I am studying for a licensing exam currently so the next update is still a ways off, though with any luck you will see a new chapter in Early August.
Thank you for reaching out.
