Bus Yuhi...

Bus yuhi kbhi kbhi likh lete hai, apne dil ki baato ko zubban dene k liye...

[aditichawla]

Jee rahi hu!

Tere liye nahi, ab khud ke liye jee rahi hu

Azad hu teri qaid se, or khul ke jee rahi hu

Tune roka, dum ghota par kuch jinda tha mujhme, isliye jee rahi hu

Ae dunia, ab tere in usulo ko chord kar jee rahi hu

Teri nahi...

Bas khud ki sharto par jee rahi hu.

[aditichawla]

A message to my younger self

No complaints, no advice, I just wanna tell her that "You have done a great job. Whatever you did good-bad, right-wrong has made you this person, probably the best version of yourself" and I want her to be as proud of this person as I am of hers. 😇

[aditichawla]

*Roses* 🌹

Teaches great lessons of life,

lives more if nourished right,

Will be Offered to dead or alive?

That destiny decides... If offered to wrong, may get crush in a while,

If offered to right, will die wise,

But in the end, it will die!!

How?

When?

And

By whom?

That destiny decides. 💐💐💐

[aditichawla]

Women of my life!!

No one ever taught me the real hard lessons that I needed like how to stand back up after breaking down into pieces or how to live your life on your own terms.

Everyone taught me how I am supposed to live, whom I am supposed to love or even what I am supposed to wear but nobody told me how I can find my voice and speak my mind.

I broke down everytime I had to fight for my rights or for something right.

But, there was someone who gave me hope and held me tight during the struggling times.

The one lady that I see when I stand infront of the mirror, she never lets me down and never lets me give up on what I want.

She is truly the 'woman of my life'. I am the 'woman of my life'.

[aditichawla]

You made me cry for who am I,

You made me sad for how do I look,

You laughed at my appearance,

You made fun of my failures,

You tore me apart on the name of love,

You judged me and then called me your friend,

You thought I’ll fall, and change myself.

Guess you achieved it, I did fall, I craved for your acceptance. I did whatever I could to be one among you.

Like a lost soul I was walking with you all, sad, depressed and somewhere dead inside. Deep inside I knew this is not the place I belong to, i am no less than a bird, I have this whole space to fly, And these people are not worth my time. ‘I Quit’ but not from life, from the people who stopped me from flying!! #selfacceptance #deepthought #loveformyself #foreversmiling

[aditichawla]

Moon of my life!! 🌓

You made my nights brighter than my days,

The beauty with unmatched grace,

A power to defeat all the shade,

On partially cloudy days it did frail,

And I thought it’s just a phase,

As soon as clouds took over,

Moon disappear as it never belonged there,

Soon It found a new sky,

Clear, darker and high,

Now it shines there

the way it shined in mine

I believed it will remain same,

I guess that was my mistake,

I have replaced my moon with my own frame,

Now It glares more and in solace. ❤️

[aditichawla]

Ijhar...

Kuch yaade rakhi hai humne sambhal kar,

Apne aanchal ki chanv ne lapet kar, meri is yaado ki pothli me bus teri hi baat hai, tera pehla didar or har wo raat hai jha tune baar baar pucha tha “kyu nahi karti ijhar hai?”

Ijhar-e-mohobat ka khauf us har raat aaya tha jab dil chah kar bhi kuch na keh paya tha.

Humne pehli dafa mohobat nahi ki thi, na hi ijhar pehla tha, bus tujhe kho dene ka khauf oro se kayi jyada tha...

Hum saalo se intejar kar rahe hai tujhe pane ka, teri har chij me kho jane ka, tere ho kar teri baho me tut jane ka, or tujhe wo white shirt apne hatho se pehnane ka...

Waise toh apne jajbato ko shabd dena humne bakhubi sikha tha, par tere samne hamara har tark fika tha...

Or nahi rakhna hume wo rishta tujhse jo ik din tut jaye,

Ae khuda, kuch aisa kar de ke wo mera ho jaye.... ❤️

[aditichawla]

Paak mohobat... ❤️

Shayad is mulaqat ka muqamal na hona hi jayaj hoga, Warna hamara ye rishta najayaj hoga...

Kaash ishq karne se pehle ye sab socha hota,

Tujhpe marne se pehle ik dafa khud ko roka hota,

Jante toh hum sab the pehli hi mulaqat se,

Jab dil de baithe the usi raat se...

Ye facebook ka jamana hai sahab, yaha sab dikh jata hai,

Tumhari anniversary se lekar tumhare bacho ki date of birth ka bhi pata chal jata hai...

Haan ye sab dekh kar kuch tuta toh tha,

Us pal laga sab dhokha sa tha.

Ye ishq bhi kya kambhakht chij hai na,

Usise hota hai jo apna nahi ho pata hai.

Chalo aaj lete hai tumse yahi vida,

Warna ab ho jayenge hum khud se khafa,

Par jate jate ek wada khuda ko dena hoga,

Is paak mohabbat ko agle janam muqamal karna hoga...

Shayad is mulaqat ka muqamal na hona hi jayaj hoga, Warna hamara ye rishta najayaj hoga...

[aditichawla]

The last thing you did for me... 🙂

And people ask me why before going to bed I still think of you.

I know it’s been months and soon it’ll be years but how can I not remember the last thing you did for me with all your heart!! ❤

‘Cheating on me’

I wish you would have struggled for me the way u cheated on me.

I wish u ever showed all that potential in loving me the way u did for hiding your new relation.

I wish you would have taken a stand for US the way u took a stand for your new love.

May be you never loved me, may be all those years were just a lie, and may be I’ll never fall in love again.

I hope you remember the last promise, I won’t forget the lessons you taught me.

And I will keep promises unlike you. 🙂 Moreover that’s the only thing I have of you.

[aditichawla]

*A letter to beautiful Nature*

Staying close to you make me forget the world, It calms my soul when you make me yours, We don’t meet often, we don’t share a named bond, But still there is something I can’t control.

Whenever I see you I learn something new, And when I touch you I feel something pure, You are one who have taught me a lot, How to calm my thunder, And to fight a storm.

Sleeping in ur lap is all I want That’s the pure luxury one could ever ask!!

[aditichawla]

*Darkness* Don’t be afraid of dark, It’ll lead to the bright path, It’s your real friend, stands by you when there is no one else, Yes, It may harm you at times, Sometimes pushes you to fight, Force u to do something beyond, But Isn’t it the reason you shine more?

[aditichawla]

Life will show you ground, but you don’t have to feel down, Don’t loose hope when you fall, It’s the path you have to walk, Be the light in the dark, Be the one they call star,

[aditichawla]

And flowers teach us lessons for life, Bloom enough before you die, Climb the height that are unclimbed yet, Raise yourself so high,You sit on the crown. Show the colours so beautiful that makes world bright. Giving everything back to the world, Isn't that the way of life?

[aditichawla]

*origami* While folding the paper I realised, It was in bin since a long time, It was just a rectangular sheet till it got some folds, Now no more a piece of paper, it became flying bird This paper resembles our lives We need those folds to live a better life.

[aditichawla]

Tu mera gurur tha...

Shayad sab waqt ka kasur tha,

ke tab tu mera gurur tha.

Hamara kissa toh zamane me mashhoor tha,

Or kahin na kahin hume manjil ka bhi malum tha,

Lekin Kambakht ye dimag dil ke hatho majbur tha,

Par ye dil tutna bhi toh jarur tha...

Jante ho...

ke Ye waqt ka nahi,

hamara hi kasoor tha,

Ke kabhi tu mera gurur tha!!

[aditichawla]

Tumhare karzdaar hai hum...

Kabhi hamare kirayedar the tum , Fir hamare gunehgar hue tum, Par aaj tumhare karzdaar hai hum,

jante ho kyu?

Kyunki jaate jaate jeena sikha gaye ho tum, jindagi ke kuch keemti paath padha gaye ho tum, Barbad jindagi ko bhi aabad bnana sikha gaye ho tum, hume ek billi se sher bana gaye ho tum, Is dunia ka ek naya chehra dikha gaye ho tum, Kuch kadve sach se parda utha gaye ho tum,

Haan hamare gunehgar ho tum, Kyunki chand kuch dino me ek nayi dunia ke ho gaye ho tum, ke kuch hi palo me hamari yaade bhi peeche chor gaye ho tum,

Par fir bhi kabhi kuch kaam ho toh zarur btana tum, Aakhir karzdaar hai tumhare hum,

Ab bas umeed karte hai ke unse imandar rho tum, Ke ab unke wafadar rho tum…

[aditichawla]

Wo shaqs...

Aakhir puch hi lia hmse kisi ne ke kyu pasand hai wo shaqs itna tumhe jise tumhari prwah nahi,

hum itna chahte hai tumhe fir bhi tum humnavaa nahi…

Fir Humne bhi palat kar pucha unse, ke kyu pasand hai hum itna tumhe?

hume bhi toh tumhari parwah nahi…

Jawab me unhone ek lambi list suna di

Tumahri ye aankhe, wo gehra dimple, tumhari baate or na jane kya kya….

Ab aayi hmare jawab ki bari, jaise taise hassi rok ke humne btaya unhe, ke kyu pasand hai wo shaqs itna hume,

Un kuch chand palo ke liye hi sahi uske pass wjha na thi hume chahne ki, chahe wo pal us raat ke andhere me hi kho gaye, lekin us raat is sawal ka jwab nahi tha uske pass, puri raat wo khud se bhi yahi puchta rha “na jane kyu pasand ho tum itna mujhe”…