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ocellus’s blog roll!!

since this blog is low activity only, more so until i really get into the groove with jaina...i figured i’d make this post so that ya’ll know where to find me when i’m not here, if you’re ever interested in discussing crossover shenanigans. when i am not slinging frost bolts in people’s face and make them dread stepping foot on water ever again out of pure, unadulterated fear of their feet getting frozen solid, you may find me over at  ------

DEMURADONNA  ---  Hilda Valentine Goneril of Fire Emblem: Three Houses.

VOLKZIMA  ---  Felix Hugo Fraldarius of Fire Emblem: Three Houses.

ARIAHARTE  ---  Annette Fantine Dominic of Fire Emblem: Three Houses.

AVOSLOVED  ---  Odette Amelia Cerellus, a Fire Emblem Three Houses OC.

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“ to think that even the lady proudmoore could show weakness once in a blue moon almost puts me at ease. you hide your uncertainty well, jaina. it is good to see that anduin seeks us to cross paths once more. i would not ask for a better ally within this territory. ”

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       “  i am many things, but unshakable is sadly not one of them.  ”  no, mighty as the lord admiral might be...even she has her uncertainties  ---  she always has. however, as a leader it was upon her shoulders to stand tall and proud  (  as a true kul’tiran should  ---  )  and keep certain parts of herself a secret from the rest of the world...a well kept secret, at that. so few were privy to such sides of her  ---  in fact, she can count them on one hand these days  ---  that there are moments where she forgets herself. 

       still, she offers the elf before her a hint of a smile, gauntlet clad palm resting against her heart in an earnest display of happiness at the sight of her.  “  it is indeed, alleria  ---  i’ll admit, having you here is truly a comfort i did not think the alliance could have ever hoped to ask for in such dark times.  ”  an ally that they sorely needed, no less.  “  you and the void elves are a true asset to this war, and...  ”  she pauses briefly, voice and countenance both softening.  “  it may sound a bit childish of me to admit, but it’s simply nice to see you again.  ”

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i’m so used to roleplaying short as heck muses, but...jaina is not a shortie. she stands at 5′10″ with those heeled boots of hers and 5′8″ without ‘em. she’s a relatively tall lady, what can i say...it’s those kul’tiran genes i’m tellin’ ya...

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oh....hey....its jaina core...

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i think a lot about the fact that jaina and varian were such good friends...so good, in fact, that she became a literal family figure to anduin  ---  like probably the closest thing that anduin’s ever had to a motherly figure in his life. every time i read that one line where he refers to her as “auntie jaina” i get 20 years added to my lifespan. and jaina genuinely views anduin as her nephew in turn. she loves that boy with her whole heart, and it speaks volumes that finally after being absent for so long, she came back to the alliance to help him deal with this war.

there’s already a part of her that blames herself for varian’s death, where she was kinda still pissy and mia for a good part of legion, so she wasn’t really there for the attack on the broken shore. she can’t deal with even the idea of losing anduin, too  ---  especially not via her own negligence. because y’know when you think about it...before she returned to kul’tiras and made up with katherine, before derek was brought back from the dead...anduin was kinda...her only family really left? her father is dead. derek was dead. tandred was missing for gods know how long...and of course she was estranged from her mother. theramore and everyone else she ever loved or considered family are gone. and then varian died, the man who was not only her king, but also kinda like a brother to her???? so yea, she absolutely refuses to lose anduin too, if she can help it.

she refuses to stand aside and let members of her family die anymore.

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Ahoy, ahoy, sweet Daughter of the Seas. Ahoy this child be mine. The Admiral's girl, his whole entire world, for as long as stars do shine.

like seriously guys...the kul’tirans took THIS and turned into a fucking shanty about jaina’s betrayal and that shit just???? it stings. it more than stings. this little piece was something special her father and her father sang together when she was a child. 

they literally took a goddamn lullaby meant just for her and initially ruined it for her.

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on another sad note: jaina absolutely balled her eyes out the first time she ever heard the new lyrics that the kul’tirans twisted into “daughter of the sea” because y’know...that was her and her father’s song????? like yes she knew full well what her people would think of her after turning her back on daelin, but...there was no expecting that, really and it just added on a whole extra pile of pain to what she was already experiencing over her father’s death.

but y’know then she comes back how many goddamn years later and makes it slightly empowering???? telling people to beware her???? i love it. i love it so goddamn much. i literally lack the vocabulary to describe how much i love it.

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honestly...if you really wanna get under jaina’s skin, bringing up arthas is always going to be one sure as hellfire way to do it. even after coming to terms with the fact that y’know...there was nothing she could do to stop him or derail him from his path,  (  i mean, there’s always going to be a part of her that wishes she could have  ---  )  there’s no changing the fact that he was her first love. he was the only person she was absolutely certain that at the time she wanted to spend her life with. she truly fucking loved him, and the shit he did still lowkey haunts her to this day, even with her accepting that there was nothing she could have done to stop it.

but yea, anyone genuinely bringing it up? i hope you’re ready for her frost elemental to yeet you all the way to the dark portal because she does not take that being brought up lightly. it still fucking hurts, no matter how many years have passed. it will always hurt her.

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knaverie replied to your post: @knaverie making sylvanas???? more like meet ME IN...

sylvanas vc: ur ex bf ripped my soul out i cant hear you over the CONSTANT WAILS OF UNDEATH

ex boyfriend who? sorry, the only one of those i acknowledge is kalecgos.

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@knaverie making sylvanas???? more like meet ME IN THE PIT, BANSHEE BITCH.

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i was held at gunpoint by @arrowedgrace to do this so here i a fucking am. at some point or another, i’m sure i will make icons and use them but that day is not today. we are minimalist as fuck here on admiralborne dot tungle dot com and tbh??? who really needs that shit anyway i’m here to write one boss ass lord admiral.

ya’ll get a basic ass rules pages and that is IT.