𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣 𝕞𝕖 : 𝒓 𝒐 𝒂 𝒓 .

previously   heartmcnds. intimacy   is   a   four   letter   syllable   for   -   here’s   my   heart   &   soul,   please   grind   them   into   a   hamburger   &   enjoy.   it’s   both   desired   &   feared.   difficult   to   live   with,   impossible   to   live   without.

[adoredhrt]

queen bee .

hi   follow   my   fave   girl   ever   here   perhaps   ?

[adoredhrt]

hi lov ^_^ how are u doing today ! i hope better than yesterday. make sure to drink some water if u haven't much already today ok 🥺 did u do anything fun today ! it's been raining where i live all day so i haven't been out, but it's been calm so i've been reading a lot.. sending u love and happy thoughts 💕 — 🌷

hey   boo   !!   sorry   i   answered   this   a   little   late   😔   been   focusing   most   of   my   time   on   my   new   blog   over   at   sugarberrys,   so   always   feel   free   to   send   asks   there   instead   if   you’d   like   !   🥺   i’ve   been   busy   all   day,   but   i   have   no   work   tomorrow,   so   i’ll   hopefully   feel   more   rested   up   !   i   hope   you’re   doing   all   right   &   always   know   that   i’m   sending   you   lots   of   hugs   &   love   from   my   side   of   the   world   bc   u   da   best   !!   ilu   🥰

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                 @adoredhrt since we were discussing their inevitable wedding … ♥♥

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queen bee .

hi   follow   my   fave   girl   ever   here   perhaps   ?

[mydruggedthoughts]

[adoredhrt]

𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 + 𝒌𝒊𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏 .‌

                    arms loosen around her, moving back a little for fear that if he didn’t, she’d just melt away– that’s how warm he was feeling. kihyun scratched his head, still a little hesitant to take her offer but he didn’t want to have to argue about something so shallow, either, so he gives her a nod. “a– alright. but let it be known that me treating you wasn’t a favor. you weren’t even all that hungry. i just wanted to get us dinner.” it somewhat pained him to think that if things were different, that would’ve been considered a date. alas, that isn’t the case.

               ❛   hey,   i   only   said   i   wasn’t   all   that   hungry   because   i   didn’t   want   you   to   think   i   was   taking   advantage   of   you,   ❜   she   says   defensively.   ❛   besides,   when   the   food   came,   i   basically   ravaged   like   .   .   .   more   than   half   of   it,   so   i   was   pretty   hungry.   ❜   he’s   her   best   friend,   but   she   doesn’t   want   him   to   think   badly   of   her.   he’s   still   her   crush,   too,   after   all.   hope   reaches   out   to   grab   his   hand,   lacing   their   fingers   together   to   lead   him   towards   the   restaurant.   ❛   come   on,   let’s   go.   ❜

[adoredhrt]

𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒆 + 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒉𝒐 .‌

minho didn’t really feel like he had changed all that much between the time he left for college to the time he returned from medical school. sure he’s acquired an actual sense of fashion and found a better barber through his time away. but to him, he was the same small kid that spent most of his time studying. that fact hasn’t changed. he still studies as his education isn’ close to being done. charlie was someone that the male had liked, but he was so sure he never had the chance. that didn’t mean that he had really changed his mind about her. so when she offered for them to get coffee he couldn’t say no. “yeah that’d be great.” he smiled softly back at her. at least catching up with her would be nice.

               she   knows   she   should   feel   a   little   bad   for   crushing   on   an   intern   ---------   &   she   does   ---------   but   when   he’s   this   close   to   her,   charlie   finds   herself   unable   to   think   clearly.   to   make   a   proper,   respectable   decision.   it’s   only   his   first   day,   &   charlie’s   already   a   mess,   resisting   the   urge   to   blush   when   he   agrees   to   her   proposition.   charlie   used   to   think   of   him   as   a   brother,   &   now   all   she   wants   to   do   is   screw   the   rules.   who   cares   if   a   resident   has   a   crush   on   the   intern   ?   ❛   great,   ❜   charlie   chirps   out,   a   little   too   enthusiastically.   ❛   so,   let’s   go   then   ?   coffee   before   rounds   always   cheers   me   up.   ❜

[insp0s]

“Didn’t we start small, tiny gestures but big love, glances and hands held?”

— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott)

[adoredhrt]

𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒐𝒑𝒆 + 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒂 .‌

Hana had never really admitted to Calliope just how much she admired her – this woman was one of the strongest she had ever met and fought day in, day out to make patients better even when sometimes there was no more hope. It didn’t help that her girlfriend was out on the battlefield and not being careful. She had every right to spill the harsh truths because it was what the pilot needed to hear. As she felt the hand against her cheek, she stopped crying and looked up into those eyes she adored so much before giving her a tender smile and reaching up to place her own hand over hers. “I hear you.” She was right and while Hana had always been one to joke around, she needed this serious talk to really make it sink into that thick skull of hers. “I promise you, it will never get to that point.”

               in   this   moment,   she’s   relieved   that   her   tough   love   doesn’t   backfire.   she   knows   that   hana   can   be   a   gentle   soul,   as   strong   as   she   is.   the   last   thing   calliope   wants   to   do   is   hurt   her.   hana’s   the   only   person   in   calliope’s   life   to   ever   see   her   ---------   actually   see   her.   she   doesn’t   want   anything   bad   to   happen   to   the   one   person   she   truly   adores,   despite   all   the   trauma   of   the   crappy   relationships   she’s   had   before.   ❛   good,   ❜   calliope   sighs,   grabbing   the   other’s   hand   to   press   a   kiss   on   each   knuckle.   ❛   you   better   keep   that   promise,   you   hear   me   ?   i’ll   never   forgive   you   if   you   don’t.   ❜

[adoredhrt]

𝒛𝒐𝒍𝒂 + 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒋𝒐𝒐𝒏 .‌

     chuckling to himself, he finishes quickly to put the woman out of her misery. shutting off the shower, he wraps a towel around his waist and opens the door. “what’s the password?” he smirks, leaning against the frame to block her way. for extra shits and giggles, he tilts his head down and shakes the water out of his hair onto the other.

               at   moments   like   this,   zola   really   wants   to   kick   him   on   the   shin   or   where   it   hurts.   she   raises   both   hands   to   block   the   water   from   springing   to   her   face,   but   that   doesn’t   stop   it   from   going   to   her   shirt.   ❛   hey   !   stop   it   !   ❜   she   reaches   forward   to   smack   him   gently   on   the   arm.   ❛   you’re   such   an   ass   !   can   you   just   get   out   &   let   me   pee   !   ❜

[adoredhrt]

𝒔𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒆 + 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒏 .‌

 “  oh  my  god. ”  the  choreographer shook  his  head  as  a  loud  laugh  escaped  from  his  lips.  without  a  doubt,  there  was  no lie  to  be  found  in  what  sophie was  saying.  dean  couldn’t  even  tell  why he  felt  the  way  he  did  towards the  people  that  he  did  but,  either way—he  was  into  it.  “  hell  fucking yeah,  i  am,  man.  no  shame  in  it.  everybody’s got  something  that  gets  ‘em  going  and  fuck  me  up,  that’s mine.  ”  he  continued  with  a  simple shrug  of  his  shoulders,  taking the  coke  bottle and  drinking  a  bit.  looking over  at  the  female,  his  eyes  grew  wide  and  he  shifted some  to  sit  up  straight, the  brilliance  of  the  others idea  causing  a  large  smile  on  his  lips.  “  what  do  you  think  we  should do?  ”  he  asked,  fully onboard  with  the  idea  with  no  questions asked,  “  show  we  do  like  a  trend?  the  amount  of  times  the  students  in  my  workshops ask  me  to  teach  them  the  renegade dance  is  mind-blowing,  honestly. ”

               not   even   sophie   understands   why   he’s   into   girls   who   like   to   roast   him.   sophie   doesn’t   think   she’ll   ever   feel   comfortable   with   a   boy   who   points   out   all   the   things   she   does   wrong   ---------   what   if   he   thinks   she   breathes   wrong   &   doesn’t   like   it   ?   what   does   she   do   then   ?   hold   her   breath   until   she’s   crawling   on   the   floor,   asking   for   air   ?   no   way.   sophie   loves   a   man   who   hypes   her   up,   &   that’s   exactly   what   her   husband   does.   ❛   you’ll   be   a   great   boyfriend,   ❜   she   muses.   ❛   but   i   feel   like   you’ll   probably   suffer   because   of   it.   though,   i   also   get   the   feeling   that   you’ll   love   it,   too.   you   sure   are   a   little   weird,   aren’t   you   ?   ❜   on   the   bright   side,   she   doesn’t   mean   that   as   an   insult.   ❛   oh,   the   renegade   dance   sounds   amazing   !   let’s   do   that   !   ❜

[adoredhrt]

queen bee .

hi   follow   my   fave   girl   ever   here   perhaps   ?

[adoredhrt]

queen bee .

hi   follow   my   fave   girl   ever   here   perhaps   ?

[adoredhrt]

does   anyone   want   to   plot   a   ship   ?   🤧

[littlelovelymemes]

(    *    & .    —    GREY’S  ANATOMY  SENTENCE  STARTERS .

‘  what  was  i  to  you ?  the  girl  you  screwed  to  get  over  being  screwed ?  ’

‘  you  were  like  coming  up  for  fresh  air .  it’s  like  i  was  drowning  and  you  saved  me .  that’s  all  i  know .  ’

‘ am  i ?  … dead ?   ’

‘  i’m  glad  you’re  being  strong  about  this .  i  know  how  hard  this  is ,  i  know  how  bad  you  feel .  ’

‘  not  everybody  has  to  be  happy  all  the  time .  that’s  not  mental  health ,  that’s  crap .  ’

‘  it’s  not  a  screw  up ,  it’s  a  miracle .  ’

‘  please  don’t  cry  on  my  ass .  ’

‘  what  do  you  need ,  an  “ i  love  you ”  or  something ?  i  love  you .  call  me  when  you get  there .  ’

‘  oh , yay !  someone’s  hurt .  ’

‘  pick  me .  choose  me .  love  me .  ’

‘  i’m  just  not  ready  to  forgive  you  yet .  ’

‘  go  on ,  just  get  it  all  out .  all  the  tears .  ’

‘  i  intend  to  fight  like  a  girl .  i’ll  let  them  kill  each  other  and  then  i’ll  be  the  last  one  standing .  ’

‘  well ,  isn’t  this  cozy ?  can  i  join  or  are  you  not  into  threesomes ?  ’

‘  if  i  went  missing ,  would  anyone  notice  i  was  gone ?  ’

‘  that  is  rude  and  unkind  and  completely  true .  ’

‘  so ,  i’m  bisexual .  so  what ?  it’s  called  lgbtq  for  a  reason .  there’s  a  b  in  there  and  it  doesn’t  mean  badass .  okay ,  it  does ,  but  it  also  means  bi .  ’

‘  can  you  go  have  sex  with  him  and  make  him  be  nicer ?  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  what  i  am ,  but  i  know  that  i  am  not  happy .  ’

‘  it’s  okay …  to  be  tired ,  right ?  ’

‘  i  don’t  know  who  i  am  anymore .  not  someone  i  ever  thought  i’d  be .  ’

‘  i  believe ,  if  you  were  dead ,  the  world  would  be  a  better  place .  ’

‘  don’t  let  what  they  want  eclipse  what  you  need .  ’

‘  he  is  not  the  sun .  you  are .  ’

‘  he  can  go  suck  it !  i  am  the  sun .  ’

‘  did  he  visit  “ ladytown ” ?  because  i  find  if  they  don’t  go  down  to  “ ladytown ”  the  first  time …  there  should  be  no  next  time .  ’

‘  i  need  more  liquor ,  i’m  not  ready .  ’

‘  uh ,  this  bottle  is  empty ,  are  there  more ?  bottles ?  ’

‘  i’m  all  alone  and  i  have  nothing  and  no  one  wants  me .  ’

‘  let’s  do  it .  let’s  make  a  baby ,  right  now .  ’

‘  is  it  true ?  did  you  punch  a  homophobe ?  ooh ,  unexpected .  high  five !  ’

‘  we’re  adults .  when  did  this  happen ?  and  how  do  we  make  it  stop ?  ’

‘  you  think  i’m  broken ?  fix  me .  cause  i’m  no  quitter .  ’

‘  i’m  not  happy  and  bubbly .  i’m  dark  and  cloudy .  ’

‘  you  never  think  the  last  time’s  going  to  be  the  last  time .  you  think  there  will  be  more .  you  think  you  have  forever ,  but  you  don’t .  ’

‘  no  one  is  leaving  and  no  one  is  dying .  ’

‘  everyone  is  leaving  and  everyone  is  dying .  ’

‘  the  words  that  you  said  were  “ lets  take  this  bitch  down . ”  ’

‘  that  was  the  tequila  talking .  ’

‘  the  only  way  to  fail  is  not  to  fight  so  you  fight  until  you  can’t  fight  anymore .  ’

‘  from  now  on ,  you  can  expect  that  i’m  gonna  show  up .  even  if  i  yell ,  even  if  you  yell .  i’m  always  gonna  show  up ,  okay ?  ’

‘  it’s  not  true …  it’s  not  true .  he  takes  the  truth  but  he  twists  it  and  changes  it  to  fit  his  own  story .  ’

‘  you’re  my  person .  if  i  murdered  someone ,  you’re  the  person  i’d  call  to  help  me  drag  the  corpse  across  the  living  room  floor .  ’

‘  you  are  my  favorite  person  on  the  planet  and  if  we  are  meant  to  be  more  in  this  lifetime  it  can’t  start  with  you  cheating .  ’

‘  are  you  plotting  a  murder ?  a  nuclear  attack ?  it’s  fine ,  i’ll  get  on  board ,  i’m  sure  you  have  a  good  reason .  but  just ,  let  me  know .  ’

‘  you’ve  said  that  word  so  many  times  today  it  doesn’t  even  sound  like  a  word  anymore .  ’

‘  who  here  feels  like  they  have  no  idea  what  they’re  doing ?  ’

‘  too  many  people  have  seen  me  naked  already .  i’d  like  to  keep  whatever  dignity  i  have  left .  ’

‘  we  screw  boys  like  whores  on  tequila .  ’

‘  i  want  another  chance .  i’m  so  in  love  with  you .  ’

‘  i  know  you  have  a  boyfriend .  i’m  saying  you  could  have  a  husband .  ’

‘  your  boobs  are  perfect ,  your  hair  is  down  to  there .  if  i  were  you ,  i’d  walk  around  naked  all  the  time .  ’

‘  i  believe  that  in  the  face  of  overwhelming  evidence  to  the  contrary ,  we’ll  all  be  okay .  ’

‘  your  choice ,  it’s  simple :  them  or  me ?  i’m  sure  they’re  really  great ,  but  i  love  you .  ’

‘  i  get  it ,  okay ?  i  get  it !  you’ll  be  okay ,  you’ll  be  fine ,  but  what  about  me ?  so  don’t  do  it  for  yourself ,  do  it  for  me !  ’

‘  i’ll  never  be  able  to forgive  you  for  making  me  love  you .  ’

‘  when  your  life  is  sucking  you  get  drunk  and  sleep  with  inappropriate  men .  it’s  your  thing  or  whatever .  i  find  it  charming .  ’

[girldeath-deactivated20200410]

❛  does  duality  not  fascinate  you  ?  because  i  am  both  at  once :  bringing  you  LIFE  bursting  with  light  but  will  leave  you  in  a  cold  ,  dreary  WINTER  all  the  same -   ❜ REN  CASTILE  ,  independent  original  character  .  penned  by  LUX  .  highly  sel  &  priv  .

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