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Amber, diamon,d, sapphire

❛　　　　/　　　　amber: do you plan on having children some day? 　　)

              ❛          children───??  i  don’t  know ,  only  if  yoo  would  want  them  then  i’m  not  opposed ,              ❜                  he  smiles  at  the  thought  of  the  other ,  before  continuing  his  thoughts                 ❛                 i  wouldn’t  mind  adopting  more  pets  though ,  i  know  for  sure  that  yoo  wants  a  rabbit ,  and  i  kinda  want  a  doberman  or  a  pitbull .               ❜                 

❛　　　　/　　　　diamond: out of the people you know personally, who would you be most willing to marry? If you’re already married, who else would you marry? 　　)

             ❛          well ,  me  and  yoo  are  practically  married  and  there’s  no  one  else  that  i  can  think  of  that  i’d  want  to  be  this  committed  to ,  no  one  else  is  yoori .                ❜                

❛　　　　/　　　　sapphire: where do you see yourself in five years? 　　)

            ❛          in  five  years───??  um …  maybe───??  finally  taking  the  ceo  position ,  definitely  still  with  yoori  and  our  pets ,  living  our  best  life ,  maybe  moving  on  from  this ,  turning  my  back  on  racing  for  yoo’s  sake …  i  don’t  know  what  else ,  all  i  know  is  that  yoori  is  gonna  be  there  with  me ,  he  HAS  to  be .                ❜              

𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞  𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞　　　　/　　　　accepting   !!

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malachite & moonstone !

❛　　　　/　　　　malachite: has someone ever been poisonous/toxic to your life?　　)

               ❛          does  myself  count───??            ❜                  he  said  with  a  clipped  tone ,  not  really  liking  what  this  question  is  hinting  at  or  where  it’s  headed .  it’s  too  personal ,  too  MUCH  to  think  about .

❛　　　　/　　　　moonstone: do you consider yourself a patient person when it comes to love and life?　　)

              ❛          i  mean  yoori  has  told  me  i  am ,  soojeong  has  also  said  i  am  too ,  but  i  don’t  really  know …            ❜                  

𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞  𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞　　　　/　　　　accepting   !!

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sugarpie, lover & doll

❛　　　　/　　　　sugarpie - what’s your favourite sweet treat?　　)

               ❛          yoori────i  mean  i  like  gum  i  guess───??  easy  alternative  if  i  run  out  of  cigs  to  smoke .              ❜                 

❛　　　　/　　　　lover - how do you show someone you like them?　　)

             ❛          i  like  showering  them  with  attention  and  affection ,  notice  little  things  about  them  and  compliment  it ,  why  d’you  like  anyone───??              ❜                 brows  raising  at  the  other’s  rather ,  odd  question .

❛　　　　/　　　　doll - what’s your favourite outfit? 　　)

answered  here     !!

𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞  𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞　　　　/　　　　accepting   !!

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doll angel sunshine <3

❛　　　　/　　　　doll - what’s your favourite outfit? 　　)

answered  here    !!

❛　　　　/　　　　angel - what’s one character trait you like about yourself? 　　)

             ❛          oh  wow ,  that’s  a  loaded  question ,  there’s  way  too  many  things  i  like  about  myself ,  like  my  face ,  my  personality ,  ‘dunno  what  else  really ,  oh  OH  i  like  how  i’m  really  perceptive  to  my  boyfriend’s  needs ,  that’s  gotta  count  for  somethin’  right───??            ❜                  

❛　　　　/　　　　sunshine - what’s the nicest compliment you’ve ever gotten? 　　)

            ❛          hmm ,  before  me  and  yoori  started  dating ,  lots  of  other  people  complimented  my  dick  and  my  stamina  y’know ,  we  all  need  that kind  of  ego  booster            ❜                  

𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞  𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞　　　　/　　　　accepting   !!

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button 💕

❛　　　　/　　　　button - do you have a type? what is it like?　　)

              ❛          ‘course  i  do ,  they  gotta  be  a  bit  shorter  than  me ,  knows  how  to  stand  their  ground ,  knows  what  they  want  and  tries  their  damn  hardest  to  get  it ,  ice  skates ,  cute  and  pocket  size ,  their  name  has  to  mean  lesbian  in  japanese             ❜      

𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞  𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞　　　　/　　　　accepting  !!

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honey, peach , doll

❛　　　　/　　　　honey - what’s your favourite hot drink?　　)

                ❛          favorite  hot  drink───??  i  don’t  really  drink  hot  drinks ,  usually  i  go  for  iced  coffee  or  iced  americano  since  it  never  got  too  cold  in  california  to  drink  anything  hot .            ❜                  

❛　　　　/　　　　peach - what’s your ideal aesthetic?　　)

               ❛          aesthetic───??  style  wise ,  i’m  more  into  monochromatic  and  minimalistic  styles ,  nothing  too outrageous  or  out  there .  ‘m  not  too  ballsy  like  that .             ❜                  

❛　　　　/　　　　doll - what’s your favourite outfit? 　　)

              ❛          that’s  a  good  question  ‘cause  all  my  clothes  all  look  the  same ,  and  my  usual  or  go  to  fit  is  my  plain  black  shirt  and  leather  jacket  and  whatever  jeans  are  clean .              ❜                  

𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐞  𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞　　　　/　　　　accepting   !!

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Send “✆” for a MORNING text. Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT. Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text. Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text. Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text. Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text. Send “#” for a RANDOM text. Send “@” for a SCARED text. Send “&” for a LOVING text. Send “%” for a CURIOUS text. Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text. Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text. Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

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       ❛　　Y O R I　　/　　 * replies　　)

           fujiyori: Gone Girl             fujiyori: shit blew my fucking mind

recess :  isn’t  that  about  some  psycho  bitch?? recess :  it  might  give  yoo  ideas 😕 recess :  any  other  ones ??  also  wanna  come  and  join  us ??

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    ❛　　Y O O R I　　/　　 * replies　　)

closed snapchat for  @electricdusks  .

  woowoo :  look  💖

  woowoo :  idk when is valentines day but

  woowoo :  im def the more romantic one out of the two of us hehe

recess :  i  mean  i  guess ?? recess :  i  can  wine  and  dine  you  with  this  tho

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       ❛　　Y O O R I　　/　　 * replies　　)

                                      the elder’s mellow fingertips     graze     ever so slightly against the plushness of the crimson - stained lips ,   made of naught but   silk    & .    rose petals      & .       saccharine whispers   and yoori        -      oh ,  so delicate ,  weak       -        thaws .  melts against the tender touch .    never would have he thought he’d     ever     find himself so endeared ,   so agonizingly       enamoured     of a human being again .  but reece . .     reece caught the   wingless angel        into his arms ,  healed him ,  took away his sorrows ,   replaced the   scars    in his mind with    blooming flowers   .    perhaps ,  they were meant to be from the     moment     the two lovers laid eyes on each other .

                                         nothing more than the     faintest     of sighs is proffered as a retort to the mellow susurration that is    breathed    into the heavy air      & .     rose ,  plush lips part against the man’s thumb ,  welcome it    easily   past the rose bordures into the   warm ,  wet heat .   perhaps ,  there’s a glimmer of     plea     in the hues of brown ,   mesmerized ,  as they’re pinned to the older male’s ,     lust   & .    lechery     residing within .   and ,   just like that ,   he falls for the taller man with each    slow , lazy    stroke of tongue against the thumb .   lithe fingers curl    tenderly    against the man’s wrist ,   perhaps ,   urging the latter to   continue   .

                       𝗧𝗛𝗘  𝗪𝗔𝗬  𝗜𝗡  𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛  𝗬𝗢𝗢𝗥𝗜  𝗙𝗘𝗟𝗟  𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗢  𝗛𝗜𝗠  𝗪𝗔𝗦  𝗦𝗢  𝗙𝗥𝗔𝗚𝗜𝗟𝗘 ,  so  cautious ,  so  tender  and  so  so  DELICATE  and  reece  was  almost  too  afraid ,  too  terrified  to  hold  him  in  his  arms  because  it  felt  like  he  could  BREAK ,  he  could     s h a t t e r     at  any  given  moment  in  his  arms  and  it  was  almost  too  scary ,  too  INTIMIDATING  how  much  yoori  trusted  him  to  be  this  vulnerable  for ,  but  by  god ,  reece  would  do  anything  to  protect  him ,  to  protect  this  moment  between  them .  nimble  fingers  lets  go  off  slim  waist  only  to  cup  the  younger’s  face ,  left  thumb  strokes  soft  rosy  cheeks  whilst  the  right  pushed  deeper  into  the  WARMTH .  and  the  image  before  him  was  so  so  ethereal ,  so  so  delicate  that  he  couldn’t  help  but  lean  in  closer ,  nose  brushed  against  the  other’s ,  and  breaths  mingled  together .                  ❛          you  have  no  idea  what  you  do  to  me  darling ,               ❜                  the  taller  breathed  out ,  eyes  still  transfixed  in  the  way  yoo  gave  his  thumb  kittenish  licks .  a  low  rumble  crawls  out  of  the  elder’s  throat  at  the  silent  way  in  which  yoo  asked  for  MORE ,  for  g u i d a n c e ,  and  it  was  so  fucking  lewd ,  so  fucking  OBSCENE  and  no  one  can  blame  reece  if  he  pressed  down  on  the  younger’s  tongue  to  push  in  further ,  the  explore  FURTHER  into  the  wet  wet  h e a t .                ❛                 you  like  this  darling───??  like  droolin’  all  over  me───??           ❜                  and  it  was  so  so  messy ,  so  so  d i r t y  and  so  so  them .

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Diamond

DIAMOND :  out of the people you know personally, who would you be most willing to marry ? if you’re already married, who else would you marry ?

a giggle emits from the plush lips ,   mischievous ,   ‘  you just want me to hear me say that id marry you .  i would ,  obviously .  there’s no one else in the whole world i’d rather marry ,  and you know that ,  zaichik .  and i’d love to make it happen one day ,  when we’re both older and ready and absolutely sure that we wanna do it .  you’re . .     you’re my   everything .  i didn’t know that i was going to fall so hard for you when we first met .  hell ,  i didn’t think i was going to meet you ever again .  but fate sure loves to play tricks on us ,   huh     ?? ‘  

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sapphire topaz turquoise!

SAPPHIRE :   where do you see yourself in five years ?

 ‘ honestly  ??   not here .  not with yokai .   we’re all going to move on one day ,  and leave all this behind and perhaps continue our lives as    criminals ,   but it’s not going to last forever .  so . .   my dream   post yokai    life definitely involves reece .   lots of reece .  maybe it’s a bit too early to say it now ,  but i do see myself getting married to him one day .  hopefully .  if he asks the god damn question .  i want to be with reece ,  live in our own house ,  have pets .  maybe a bunny .  so i’d have two bunnies ,  reece and the actual bunny .   hm ,  and i’d love to have a job .  not a stripper or something boring ,  like cashier or something .  i want to do something exciting .  wouldn’t it be romantic if me and reece started robbing banks together    ?? ‘

TOPAZ :   what is something that you want to do before you die ?

the retort is delayed ,  as yoori clenches his jaw ,  stares at a spot in the wall ,  lithe fingers threading leisurely through the ebony curls .    ‘   visit my parents in russia .  they . .    they don’t want to see me .  i let them down the moment i left moscow ,  but i do want to see them again ,  maybe talk to them ,  tell them i’m finally happy .  i’ve finally found happiness .  ‘    a humorless simper then spreads across his lips ,   ‘  they won’t be happy to meet reece ,  though .  they’ll probably hate him .  but that’s okay ,  i’m not expecting them to accept me or my boyfriend .  i just want to let them know i’m happy .  finally .  he makes me happy ,  whether they like it or not .    ‘ .

TURQUOISE :   what is something that you’re afraid to say out loud ?

‘ i’m not really the one to shy away from staying stuff .  i’m pretty straight forward .  at least i hope i am .  but . .    i’m terrified .  i’m terrified of . .   bad stuff happening to me .  i’m terrified that this happiness won’t last ,  and that i’ll fuck up during a heist and something horrible will happen to the rest of them ,  i’m terrified my boyfriend will find someone   better ,  someone   prettier ,  someone that makes him    happier   than i do .  but -   i don’t talk about it .  because it’s not worth talking about .   ‘

[unscriptedsage]

✨ Gemstone Asks ✨

Agate: Do you prefer a stable relationship, or multiple flings?

Amber: Do you plan on having children some day?

Bloodstone: Who is someone you would risk your life for?

Diamond: Out of the people you know personally, who would you be most willing to marry? If you’re already married, who else would you marry?

Emerald: Out of the people you know personally, who do you hate the most?

Garnet: What do you rate your self-worth, out of 100?

Jade: What are you running away from?

Lapis Lazuli: What is something about your life that you’ve been lying about?

Malachite: Has someone ever been poisonous/toxic to your life?

Moonstone: Do you consider yourself a patient person when it comes to love and life?

Pearl: What are you trying to heal from right now?

Quartz: Who is someone you support, no matter what?

Ruby: If you had the courage to tell the person you love that you have feelings for them, would you?

Sapphire: Where do you see yourself in five years?

Topaz: What is something that you want to do before you die?

Turquoise: What is something that you’re afraid to say out loud?

[flannelpunkcalum]

cute nickname asks!!!!

angel - what’s one character trait you like about yourself?

doll - what’s your favourite outfit? 

pumpkin - what’s your favourite weather and why?

baby - what makes you feel better when you’re down?

sugarpie - what’s your favourite sweet treat?

kitten - are you a dog person or a cat person?

princess - if you could live in any other time period, which would it be?

peach - what’s your ideal aesthetic?

darling -  what romantic gesture makes you feel the most loved?

button - do you have a type? what is it like?

sweet pea - what’s your favourite flower?

petal - what’s your favourite smell or perfume?

sunshine - what’s the nicest compliment you’ve ever gotten?

baby girl - how do you like to be held?

lover - how do you show someone you like them?

buttercup - what does/would your online dating bio say?

boo - what’s your dream date?

cupcake - if you’re treating yourself, what do you do?

wild thing - what’s something about you that surprises people?

bubba - tell me a funny story from your childhood. 

honey - what’s your favourite hot drink?

love bug - what song would you love to have sung to you?

cutie - what’s your favourite fairytale?

dumpling - what’s your favourite movie right now?

my love - what would your dream home be like?

dear - pick whatever question you’d most like to answer!

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     ❛　　Y O O R I　　/　　 * replies　　)

                                     oh ,   how   familiar   are the mellow touches against his bare skin , how familiar is the sound of the other’s voice ,  so familiar that if wooil shuts his eyes ,   if he lets himelf drown in the immense bliss ,   lets the   rapture   swallow him whole ,   it feels almost   normal  ,   feels as if the toned arms curled securely around his gaunt waists belong to no one but his  treasured lover ,  as if the fervent kisses ,  purple - ish marks embellishing his throat were planted there by the man wooil ,    to this day ,    finds himself  enchanted by .   it’s unfair ,   so unfair  ,  so  b a d   in every way ,   but almost   every   night ,   wooil finds himself between haneul’s disheveled sheets ,  pretending ,  pretending  ,  nearly  moaning  out the wrong name ,   digging himself deeper into the hole of   agony  .

                                   but  haneul .    oh ,   haneul ,   has now found their way back into the younger’s life ,  back into his mind ,  into his bed .    an enchanting creature wooil remembers himself taking a certain   interest   to ,  before daehwan came along ,  sent rough digits inside of scrawny chest      & .     ripped out wooil’s brittle ,   precious   heart ,   took him apart and turned him inside out ,   leaving haneul to   rebuild  and  deal with  whatever bits were left of the rosy - haired stripling .   

                                   willowy arms snake around the man’s neck to draw him closer ,  bare chest heaving in puffs ,  and lord ,  does he   chreish  moments like these .   tranquil ,  mellow ,  as they lay within each other’s arms ,  gradually coming off their high .  wooil thaws into the arvid kiss ,  svelte hands shifting to cup their face ,  and for a mere moment ,   it feels  okay  .   okay   that these are haneul’s lips pressed against his instead of daehwan’s ,  that these are haneul’s hands gripping ,  caressing his waist ,  not daehwan’s .   a small simper displayed across his facade ,  wooil threads gaunt digits through the elder’s disheveled curls ,        “      i know .      “      a mutter , breathless .        “    your heart’s beating so fast .         “    .

                        𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥𝗬𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚  𝗙𝗘𝗘𝗟𝗦  𝗧𝗢𝗢  𝗧𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧 ,  𝗧𝗢𝗢  𝗦𝗨𝗙𝗙𝗢𝗖𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗟𝗬  𝗧𝗜𝗚𝗛𝗧  and  with  the  way  yoori  is  looking  at  him ,  it  feels  almost  unbearable  to  hold  it  all  down ,  to  keep  PRETENDING ,  to  bite  his  tongue  down  to  keep  the  words───those  three  motherfucking  words──from  rolling  out  of  spit  slick  lips .  yet  those  brown  eyes ,  those  all  too  inviting  orbs  tells  him  to  say  SOMETHING ,  say  anything  to  fill  the  void  between  them .  and  as  he  opens  his  mouth  to  utter  the  words ,  to  finally  confess  his  f e e l i n g s ,  his  tongue  rolls  the  wrong  way  and  says  something  completely  different  from  what  his  mind  wanted  to  say                      ❛          i  think  we  can  definitely  go  for  another  round ,  that  barely  gave  me  my  fill ,             ❜                  head  moving  back  and  away  from  the  other’s ,  away  from  warm  swollen  lips  and  away  from  what  could  be  MORE .                   ❛          unless  you’re  too  tired ,  then  we  can  jus’  i  don’t  know  lay  down  i  guess             ❜                  the  alcohol  in  his  blood  stream  dissipating  the  longer  he  stumbles  and  fumbles  around  with  his  words ,  never  really  knowing  how  to  ACT ,  how  to  PRETEND  with  someone  who  is  all  too  consuming  ,  someone  who  keeps  reece  on  a  fucking  LEASH  because  of  how  goddamn  ethereal  they  are .  and  and  and  what  he  needs  right  now  is  more  alcohol ,  more  numbing ,  more  n o t h i n g .  maybe  then  they  wouldn’t  be  as  weird  or  as  awkward ,  maybe  then  they  could  go  back  to  earlier ,  maybe  then  he  can  pretend  once  more .  maybe ,  maybe ,  just  m a y b e                         restless  brown  orbs  tries  to  look  elsewhere ,  but  there’s  nothing  in  their  field  of  vision  other  than  tufts  of  soft  dark  hair  that’s  cascaded  all  too  prettily  against  reece’s  white  sheets  and  bewitching  orbs  that’s  filled  with  bliss  and  so  much  m o r e ,  so  much  q u e s t i o n s .  and  reece  wants  to  reel  back  some  more ,  but  the  strong  hold  of  the  other  keeps  him  grounded ,  keeps  him  c l o s e  to  what  he  can’t  have ,  can’t  fathom .

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                   when will he learn not to be uncaring    &.     selfish. he learned a long time ago that the only way to live is to push people away     &.    become a shell of himself    ,    empty    &.    unforgiving. why did he think it was a good idea to get wrapped up in false promises of love   &.    hope    &.    the other. his mind is racing with questions    ,    most of them not making sense because the answer is right there        its in the rush of euphoria that comes with the feeling of the other’s lips on his. a fairytale moment    ,   fireworks     &.    stars bursting in his head.  for a moment    ,    he lets himself enjoy what could have been.     ❝   stop. dont fucking do this.    ❞     hands against the other’s chest      ,    trying to get the will to push the other away. black vile guilt is building in his throat   ,   he knows that he can not move on because he will never stop thinking of this moment. when he lost himself    &.    his heart in the other’s heart,    in the other’s hands.  

                        𝗧𝗛𝗘  𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗞  𝗧𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗘  𝗢𝗙  𝗥𝗘𝗝𝗘𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡  𝗙𝗘𝗘𝗟𝗦  𝗔𝗟𝗟  𝗧𝗢𝗢  𝗛𝗘𝗔𝗩𝗬  and  all  too  c r u s h i n g .  he  isn’t  familiar  with  this ,  familiar  with  losing  and  failing  and  yet  here  he  is  in  the  face  of  repudiation ,  heart  bare  for  everyone  to  see  through  as  each  PUSH ,  pummels  the  sharp  edge  of  rejection  further  and  further  in .  is  this  what  everything  has  come  to───??  is  this  what  falling  apart  looks  like───??  baring  yourself  open  for  the  world  to  SEE  only  for  it  to  cut  you  open  and  take  you  out  piece  by  piece  til  they’ve  left  nothing  for  you ,  nothing  for  you  to  call  your  own .  and  and  AND  all  reece  wants  is  to  be  ACCEPTED ,  to  see  what  it’s  like  to  feel  the  love  he  gives ,  BACK     and  and  AND  yori  is  taking  that  away  from  him ,  taking  away  what  COULD’VE  been  and  and  AND  god ,  his  mind  is  a  mess  of  fervent  thoughts  and  nothing  makes  sense  except  having  yoori  YORI  close                   ❛          w──wait ,  wait ,  please  don’t  go ,  pleasepleaseplease  stay ,  i──i  won’t  do  it  again  i  promise ,  i──           ❜                  callous  fingers  reaching  out  to  clasp  loose  sleeves  between  them ,  holding  on  too  too  tightly .