&& love is weakness

adriana; i've turned into a statue And it makes me feel depressed, 'cause the only time you open up is when we get undressed .

[nikkisummers-rp]

My audition was only yesterday but I might seriously burst if I don’t hear back from them already. 

[adrianastfu]

Audition?

[adrianastfu]

That’s me — the most generous person you’ll know. I take much pride in it. 

I wouldn’t go as far as to the most generous, but as long as it’s making you happy, who am I to judge? It’s not like I think you’re the total opposite from generous or something.

[adrianastfu]

Well, here I thought we were friends!

Thinking was never one of your skills.

[adrianastfu]

I’m just curious.

I really don’t feel like talking about it. Let’s just say that it made me see things differently.

[adrianastfu]

I’ll do that either way. 

Awh, so generous of you. 

[adrianastfu]

Well, next time I’ll know not to waste my time.

Thought you knew better, Alison.

[adrianastfu]

Why is it your new way of living?

Does it really matter? 

[adrianastfu]

Then don’t torture yourself and leave. 

And let you go around telling people I’m rude? No thank you.

[adrianastfu]

Jeez.

I’m sorry Jake, I’m just keeping it real. This is my new way of living.

[adrianastfu]

Well the thing is, I tried to listen and actually care, but it just didn’t work. I really don’t care.

[adrianastfu]

So how long has it been since the last day of tour?

It’s been like 5 days I think.

[adrianastfu]

That’s great! I’m so happy for you.

I don’t know what we are, though. We haven’t really talked about it and he hasn’t reached out to me since the last day on tour.

[adrianastfu]

Yeah, what about him?

Well, I guess we kind of have something? I mean, we’ve hooked up multiple time during tour.

[adrianastfu]

About what?

Do you remember the guy I told you about? The guy from tour.

[adrianastfu]

I wouldn’t lie to you.

I’ll have to trust you on this one. Which reminds me I have to talk to you.

[adrianastfu]

I am quite the expert on these things, you see.

I’m having a hard time believing you.

[adrianastfu]

Wait — you don’t?

No! What make you think I do?