PSA.
So as much as I never wanted to do this with Mallory, I’m taking a leave because I’m honestly to depressed to keep up with her warm demeanor. I truly wanted to follow this through but. . .It’s just not who I am. In turn with that, I’m taking a leave from @idolshepherd & @scornedwidow as well simply because I don’t feel valid on Michael while there are so many others doing such a wonderful job portraying him. I loved my OC but I’m over it already...I am not asking for any sympathy at all, so don’t take this post as that. I simply have to go with Muses I relate more to and those happen to be: @helterskelterd
@sisterscorned
This choice isn’t reflective on anyone or any situation at all. I simply just cannot pretend I am happy with my portrayal and nothing will really make me feel better. I’ve been beating a dead horse the second the season ended even with me declaring canon divergent status. I have this issue of comparing myself to others and it destroys my self esteem, even more so when I try to reach out and make connections but I get ignored. I won’t call anyone out because it isn’t there fault. It is mine for being overly sensitive. I love each and every one of you and if you truly wish to interact with me you can find me on my Kai or my Winter or even discord. I don’t know how long this Hiatus will be but I am grateful for each and every one of you.
Even if you have Apocalypse Muses I have verses dedicated to the season on Kai & Winter.









