YOU ARE THE REASON
Mike Driver
Not today Justin

tannertan36
Peter Solarz
we're not kids anymore.
Today's Document
noise dept.
ojovivo
No title available

if i look back, i am lost
Claire Keane
Keni
Sweet Seals For You, Always
One Nice Bug Per Day
Game of Thrones Daily
Acquired Stardust
AnasAbdin
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
Monterey Bay Aquarium

seen from Israel

seen from Germany
seen from United States

seen from Russia

seen from United States

seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from Netherlands

seen from Germany

seen from Switzerland
@adyingtruth
having one of those moments in my life where I want to vanish from the face of the earth. Just disappear. Lose all contact with everyone, even the ones I love most. Just for a moment. I know this feeling fades sooner than I can even imagine the idea of it materializing. But in this moment. I wish it was possible. I’m grateful for my life and all that I’m blessed with. I’ve held my head high and stayed grounded for quite some time. But when this low feeling makes its way into my conscious I just want to idk. Cease to exist? But that’s a sin. And I know I won’t want this in the morning. I guess that’s how I’ve pushed on all this time. The idea of “maybe I won’t feel like this tomorrow” & I’m often times right. Now that I’m older I guess I’ve learned to not let these feelings get the best of me. But once upon a time I let it consume me entirely. I lost touch with myself and reality and thought my sole purpose was to just suffer through this life. I always thought about this bible verse: Ecclesiastes 1:18 For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. This resonates with me in so many ways. When I think of how far I’ve made it in life versus how far I think I could’ve really made it. It just brings me back to how I see myself in all aspects of life. In my personal relationships, my professional life, even romantic too I guess. I never gave myself a fighting chance in this world like i should’ve. I know it’s never too late. But often times I ask myself what’s the meaning in all of this? And why am I here entertaining this rat race. I’m not quite sure. But like I said. I most likely won’t feel like this in the morning.
my life just works out. It just does.
I hate not having a gf. This is fuckin retarded.