Fear Is A Four Letter Word

Call me by my (preferred) name: DJ, or just Jax will do. I guess you could say I'm 23, but who's really counting? "Bravery is the capacity to preform properly even when scared half to death."

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“Look, that sounds great and all, but I’ll pass... I’ve got a lot to do around here and it’s not going to do itself, so...”

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OMG, my babies are so adorable! I love the last gif that Felix is on his tiptoes. Also, Calhoun is so pretty, and Felix’s blue eyes are so cute! 

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Frederick sighed, more worried about Jax than anything. “Something weird? Did you sprain something?” He furrowed his brow as he watched Jax go into his back pocket and pull out a familiar box. Somehow, he had gracefully moved so he was kneeling now, and Freddie’s eyes widened in surprise. His jaw dropped slightly, struggling for a moment to find words. He just hadn’t expected any of that, he really thought Jax had gotten hurt. After a moment, he nodded, pulling Jax to his feet and smiling as he kissed him, not caring if they were making a scene. A few people who had seen the proposal clapped, not that Frederick even noticed. “You just had to be the one to ask me,” he whispered, laughing softly as he pulled away. “I believe this is for you.” His hand disappeared into his pocket, pulling out a box to reveal the ring he’d attempted to give to Jax months before. 

Jax could tell that Frederick was obviously surprised, which was the goal here. Especially since their last time trying this ended up pretty badly. Finally getting to stand when Frederick helped him up, he kissed his boyfriend back, enthusiastically, smiling against his lips. “Of course I had to. You did a horrible job of asking... but I’ve forgiven you,” he smirked, stealing a second kiss from him. “Mmm... and now, I will gladly accept it. But you have to put yours on first.” The blond helped him, sliding the ring onto his finger and admiring it for a moment. 

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“I am very happy,” Frederick grinned. He was enjoying skating with Jax, but he wasn’t all that surprised when he wanted to skate on his own. Frederick cautiously let Jax go, watching him carefully and cheering him on silently in his mind each time he didn’t fall. He was doing really well, until he got a little too cocky and started to slip. Frederick skated quickly to Jax’s side, concern etched across his face. “Are you alright? Did you hurt anything?” He reached out a hand for him to take, offering to help him up. 

“Yeah, yeah, I’m alright,” Jax nodded, still pretending as if he hadn’t fell purposely. “I think I landed on something weird, though...” Reaching into his back pocket with one hand, he took Frederick’s hand in his other, pulling himself up so that he was knelt down rather than sitting or standing. With swift movements he simultaneously opened the box that he had stashed in his back pocket and presented it to Freddie. “I think this is yours...” He smirked. “Will you marry me?”

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Frederick rose a brow, chuckling slightly as he watched his boyfriend act as if he knew what he was doing. “Mhm, it’s easy,” he rolled his eyes, kissing him again before taking off and skating around the rink, enjoying the wind from the speed he picked up. It was the most relaxed he’d felt in a long time. “Alright, ready?” he asked as he reached Jax again, having done a full lap. He wrapped his arm around the blonde’s, smiling to himself. “Just stay upright, you’re actually pretty good at this. I don’t think you realize how happy this makes me.”

Jax stood there on the ice with his arms crossed, watching Frederick effortlessly skate around the rink. At first he narrowed his eyes at the male for leaving him, but it actually gave him time to think about the next step in his plan. Smiling softly as his boyfriend returned, he sighed dramatically. “I suppose,” he teased, chuckling softly. “Yeah yeah,” he smirked, looking over at him. “I’m glad you’re happy.” He wanted to tell Frederick that he didn’t have to chaperone him, but he liked getting to skate with him. It was nice. However, eventually he had to break from the brunette’s grasp to execute the next step. “I want to see how good I am on my own,” he chuckled. Slipping his arm from Frederick’s, he took off a bit, skating ahead. “See... this isn’t so bad... I think I’m getting used to this.” Looking over his shoulder briefly to smirk at his boyfriend, the second he turned back, he ended up slipping and falling on the ice, but on purpose. He knew that Frederick would come over to help him, which is what he wanted. 

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Frederick pouted, hoping that would get an answer out of Jax, though he was pretty sure it wouldn’t. It wasn’t as if it mattered, really, but he had certain things hiding around his room- gifts for Jax, that he didn’t need him snooping into. He rolled his eyes when he was told not to ask questions, yet again, but agreed- he really was just happy to be at an ice skating rink. “Can I magically–pft,” Frederick scoffed, slightly insulted at the question. He waved his hand with no effort, giving them both perfect ice skates already on their feet. Then he yawned, as if he were bored, a devious smile playing along his lips moments later. “Thank you,” he leaned over and kissed Jax on the cheek before taking his hand and leading them onto the ice, giving his boyfriend a moment to get used to the skates. 

Jax smiled as Frederick was able to do exactly what he had asked for, and better than he could have hoped for. “Excellent.” Leaning over to press a kiss to Freddie’s cheek, he rolled his eyes at his obvious yawn. “After you.” After all, Frederick was the one who knew more about ice and the cold and slipping than Jax did, but he really wasn’t planning on getting too hurt. It was a bit trickier than he expected, but of course, he wasn’t going to let that show. It was somewhat easy to get the hang of pretty quickly. “This is easy,” he shrugged it off as he adjusted to the ice. 

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Frederick already knew what was going to happen. Jax would be head guard. Not only did he deserve it, but Frederick could be very convincing, though he’d let Jax talk to the headmistress first. Maybe there was some sort of suggestion box he could jam full of papers, all suggesting his boyfriend be in charge of the guards. He laughed at the thought, not having meant to do so aloud. “Sorry. Right, you don’t have a key to my room! Right? Do you?” He looked up at Jax, brows furrowed. His expression changed quickly upon seeing the skating rink, not having been aware one was even around. “How did you–?” Frederick looked over at Jax with a childish grin on his face, completely excited. It reminded him of home, and he completely planned on sending Jakob a picture knowing he’d enjoy it as well. “Can you ice skate?”

“I don’t know. Do I?” Jax smirked, teasing this out for as long as he could. He liked messing with his boyfriend. Once they got to the ice skating rink, the look on Frederick’s face was worth all of the time spent setting up everything and making sure this night went as planned. “Don’t ask questions, just enjoy it.” When Frederick asked him if he could skate, Jax playfully rolled his eyes. “Can I skate... pft.” Really, he had no idea if he could skate, but it really didn’t matter for what he had planned. “We’re going to have to rent skates, unless you can magically make us some.” He wasn’t sure if Frederick would be able to do that or not, but really he wasn’t expecting him to be able to. He just thought it was a playful remark.

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“Of course I think so. And I’m not just saying that because I think the title is hot,” Frederick smirked at him from across the table. “They need someone, you’d be perfect. Besides, you’re doing all the work anyway.” He wasn’t even sure if Jax got paid for doing that; he’d never asked how all of that worked. “I would never lock my door- you’d just steal a key anyway. Suspicious, of what?” he chuckled, shaking his head. “What is the worst possible thing I could be doing behind a locked door- that I would actually do?” Most things he could think of were out of character for him. “This was definitely needed,” he nodded, sighing contently as the waitress took their empty plates away and he finished his wine. They left not long after, Frederick again smiling to himself at how Jax took his hand so confidently. “I am. And I get two whole days with you, so I am definitely happy about that. Honestly, I’m in a much better mood now.” It was like a weight had been lifted from his shoulders after weeks of being cooped up inside, never getting the time the two of them needed together. “Where are we going now?”

Jax gave him a look, rolling his eyes playfully. It was a nice title, but that wasn’t the reason he wanted it, obviously. “That’s true. We’ll see what happens, I guess.” Chuckling at the thought of Frederick actually locking his door on him, Jax rose a brow, looking up at his boyfriend. “How do you know I don’t already have one? I could have keys to everyone’s room, for all you know. Probably nothing, but then again, maybe I’m overlooking something,” he teased, sipping his wine. In all seriousness however, DJ trusted Freddie and knew that he would never do anything to hurt him purposely. “Give it a few minutes and you’ll find out,” the blond chuckled, shaking his head. He led them to a building farther into the village, pushing open the door for them and letting Frederick go inside first. “I know people don’t normally ice skate in suits, but hey, there’s a first time for everything, right?”

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“Right, I forgot.” Frederick almost couldn’t picture it, and wasn’t sure how he would react to someone whom he imagined caused Jax to be as closed off emotionally as he was. Not that he had a bad childhood, but just that if his mother was a sergeant, she probably was good at compartmentalizing things. Most soldiers were. “A gun,” he breathed, unsure how the hell that would work. He had one idea, so he had to hope it was good enough. “You would make a good head guard. As far as I know, the last one left.” He made a mental note to speak to the headmistress, and do his best to hide it from Jax. “Hey, my painting was going wonderfully- it requires a lot of concentration, which is hard to do when my boyfriend comes in to interrupt me,” he laughed and took a sip of his wine. “Not that I’m complaining, especially after tonight. I haven’t painted in a while, actually, so it was good to get back into.”

“You think so?” Jax asked, brow raised. He hadn’t thought too much about it, really, but he figured since he was the only one around here who seemed dedicated enough to it, that it was only natural he receive the position. “Maybe I’ll talk to the head mistress about it, then. It couldn’t hurt.” The worst that could happen was she said no. Laughing softly at how offended Frederick seemed to get, even if it was playful. “I’m only teasing, relax. If you don’t want to be interrupted then lock your door next time. Actually... don’t, that will only make me suspicious,” he teased, though there was truth to it. “I’m glad you’re getting back into it, I think it’s something that you definitely needed. And this,” he paused, referring to their little date. “Was definitely needed as well.” They didn’t spend too much time in the restaurant, since Jax wanted to move onto the second part of their date. Finishing up their meals and wine, everything had been prepaid for, so after they were all set, they could leave. Taking Frederick’s hand in his, Jax led him out of the restaurant and on the way to their next location. “Are you enjoying the evening so far?”

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Frederick really wasn’t all that worried; he hardly understood why Jax seemed to be. It would be fine, he was sure- unless Jax’s mother didn’t like him and decided to kill him. “Training. Like sword fighting? I can do that. And archery. I can fight, to some degree. It’s been a while since I’ve trained.” Knowing he was going to be king had made him more pampered than he’d like to admit. “Your dad would love flowers? What do I bring your mom?” He took a bite of his salmon, eyes closing as he actually enjoyed his food. It was very good, and paired with the wine, the restaurant Jax had chosen was perfect. “Oh. I’m very patient with you; I think we both know that by now,” he smirked, reaching his hand across the table to briefly hold his boyfriend’s hand. “So how has your training been? Have they made you head guard yet?”

“Yeah, sure. Any kind of fighting. My mom would love to hear about it. She’s a sergeant, so just... remember that, when you meet her,” DJ chuckled. Nodding his head to the fact that his dad would certainly enjoy getting flowers, he was stumped really to know what his mother would like. Blowing a puff of air out of his mouth, he thought for a moment. “A gun?” Laughter fell from his lips though he was somewhat serious. He chose to ignore that comment, rolling his eyes playfully. Though he did accept Frederick’s hand, squeezing it gently whilst he had the chance. “Not officially, but I might as well be. It feels like I’m the only one doing things around here sometimes, but I can’t be everywhere at once. If I could, I would, trust me.” Eating some more of his food, Jax tried not to worry about work affairs, since they didn’t matter tonight. Or tomorrow, for that matter, since he had cleared both of their schedules. “Other than that, it’s been pretty decent. Can’t really complain, since I actually like training. How has your painting been going?” he asked with a slight smirk.

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“Alright, so we don’t visit any of those other games. We just visit your home, that’s the point, right?” Frederick took a sip of his wine, letting it relax him more. “Okay, so if I die at your home, the same thing would happen if I died here. So basically, normal life,” he chuckled, shrugging his shoulders. He didn’t see much to be worried about. Besides, what would kill him in a video game? He wasn’t sure how the fact that the arcade would be closed would make a difference, but he pretended to understand for the sake of his boyfriend. “Your mother, then. I’ll remember that,” he smiled, slightly nervous at how his parents would react to meeting him. “Do you think she’ll like me? What would impress her? Is there any place to buy flowers in your game?” That would be the polite thing to do, in the very least. Frederick smiled happily at the idea of their getaway, and waited for Jax to start eating his food before taking his first bite. “I am very surprised. It’s very nice, but was all of this to ask me to visit your home? You know I would have agreed regardless.”

“Well, I guess it is like normal life for you,” Jax chuckled, though he wasn’t sure if Frederick was understanding how serious this was. Then again, maybe it was better that he wasn’t scared. He wouldn’t dwell on it any longer, figuring there was no need. “It’s hard to say, now. You’ll have to wait until you meet her. I don’t see why she wouldn’t like you, though. To impress my mother? Well, talk to her about training, I suppose. She likes any kind of action.” Jax’s eyes widened slightly, shaking his head. “Oh... no... don’t bring her flowers. You can bring my dad flowers. He’d love them. But my mom isn’t really a flower person...” Cutting into his steak, he took a bite, satisfied at the taste. “No. Stop trying to guess my plans,” he chuckled, shaking his head as he reached for his wine. “That was just casual conversation. You’re going to need a lot more patience with me before you find anything out.”

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Frederick loved that they could go back and forth and joke around. Jax’s sense of humor was one of his favorite things about him. “Really? I’d love that. But why would it be dangerous?” he rose a brow. “I’m never careless, you know that. Wait, which one of them do I need to impress, your mother or father?” It was easier for Jax since Frederick only had his mother. Then again, she was a queen, so he knew that had been a bit intimidating. “What made you think of all of this?”

DJ was glad to hear that Frederick would want to go, since if he had said no he probably would have been a little upset. “Well, because I’m from a video game. If we go there, and something bad were to happen, god forbid, there isn’t much I could do to stop it. Like, for example: if I were to go visit another game, like Sugar Rush, where most of the racers here are from, and somehow I ended up dying, I would actually die. But in my home, if the same thing happened, my code would just reprogram itself, so I wouldn’t actually die. You don’t have a code, and even if you did... it wouldn’t be mine. But, I’m taking you when the arcade is closed, so we won’t have that problem,” Jax explained, knowing it probably made very little sense to him now. 

“My mother, 110 percent. Maybe even 150. My father gets impressed at the drop of a hat,” he chuckled. “I’ve been thinking about it for a while, actually, I just never acted on it.” Their dinner came out shortly after their discussion, and as the waitress set their dishes down Jax took the opportunity to refill their glasses. “So are you really surprised that I planned all of this?”

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“Sorry, /darling/,” Frederick rolled his eyes playfully. “My mother is doing an amazing job, she’s very strong. I just want to be ready to help if she needs it.” And he couldn’t help but feel slightly unprepared. “Hey, be nice! This is a romantic evening,” he laughed and took a sip of his drink, letting Jax take the lead in ordering for them. It was odd, having Jax do everything, but it was also really sweet. “Hmm? That’s dangerous. What have you been thinking, exactly?”

“Oh, it is? I hadn’t noticed,” Jax quipped, laughing softly. Of course he was only messing around, clearly. He tried not to laugh too much when Frederick told him it was dangerous to have been thinking. “Well, it could be dangerous, actually. I’ve been thinking about taking you to visit my home. It wouldn’t be dangerous for me, but it could... potentially, be, for you, if you’re careless. But I know you’re not careless, so it should be fine. And I can take you to my father’s home, first. That’s not dangerous at all,” he chuckled. 

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“Sorry! It’s just you aren’t the most romantic person I know.” Frederick smiled, hoping that he hadn’t really hurt Jax’s feelings. He didn’t seem upset at all. “I could be busy ruling a kingdom, how would you know? You work all the time,” he teased, narrowing his eyes at him. “Okay…so there’s something to find out, I knew it! No, I haven’t really looked.” He grabbed the menu, opening it quickly to choose something. “Salmon. There, that was easy,” he smiled and pushed the menu to the side. “What are you getting?”

“Not making it much better, dear,” Jax rose a brow, narrowing his eyes at Freddie playfully. “Because you’re not King yet, and you’re here to be protected, not to rule over a Kingdom you’re not currently in. Your mother seems to be handling things well.” Waving off his comment, the blonde opened his menu, reading over it. “Congratulations, Sherlock Holmes,” he chuckled. “That was quick. I think I’m going to get steak.” Folding up his menu as well, he took another sip of his drink as the waitress came back to take their order. Jax ordered for the both of them, letting Freddie chime in on any specifics that he wanted for his meal. As soon as she was gone he turned his attention back to his boyfriend, gently nudging his foot with his own under the table. “I’ve been thinking.”

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“I absolutely did not think you could plan a romantic date,” Frederick shook his head, completely serious. Jax was fully capable, but he just couldn’t picture him putting himself out there emotionally, and Frederick hadn’t wanted to push him. He smiled at the waitress as she brought them some wine, taking the initiative to pour it for the both of them. “Sorry, what? You did not.” He set the bottle down, narrowing his eyes at Jax from across the table before taking a sip of his wine. “You’re worrying me a little bit, just so you know. Are we doing something or just…I’m so confused.”

“Wow... I am truly hurt by that, Freddie,” DJ shook his head, pressing his hand to his heart, feigning disappointment. He would have poured the wine but Frederick had beaten him to it. Taking one the glasses, he watched his boyfriend’s expression as he confessed to clearing his schedule. “What? It’s not like you’re busy ruling a kingdom from here. Relax...” Taking a sip of his drink, he placed it down, chuckling. “Stop worrying. Everything is fine. You’ll find out as the night goes on. Have you figured out what you want yet?”