I really hope you're doing okay. You disappeared without saying anything and I'm really worried, probably amongst others as well, I'm sure. Hopefully you could update us on how you're doing...?
Woah...I didn't know my disappearing act would be so...noticed? People even wishing me a Happy New Year in my ask box, ah, you remembered me ;-; ... It breaks my heart a little to see so many people worried about me. I wasn't going to come on here again because my life just doesn't have time for it any more - I never left quite so intentionally (I had wanted to lessen tumblr from my life but not remove it entirely). I am only here because I saw people were worried about me, and I simply wanted to put you at ease. I am healthy and happy, with a new full-time job, working towards a few personal life-goals (turns out, achieving dreams is expensive ;-;) and therefore I haven't got time. (To be exact: after everyone sort of began to disappear on here, I thought heck - if they're moving on with their lives, I'm gonna do the same! Thus, I'm in the midst of saving up for a very expensive world-wide trip of self-sufficient volunteer work at various wildlife conservations!) I still think of everyone here on a regular basis (Katie, I've never stopped thinking about you, I'm glad you're alright - I checked the blog a couple of months ago but couldn't find it in me to say anything because I was in a state of shock. I thought I had lost you forever, forgive my silence, please) and secretly I check up on you from time to time (congratulations on the girlfriend Ju!!) and I'm always here for all of you (Grace, I hope you're doing okay) - even if I'm not really here. My ask is open to people who still wish to vent about things/need someone to talk to. Perhaps, sometimes, I might pop on to see. I'm sorry for the unexpected journey I'm suddenly on (I'm going on an adventure!!!!) but you can pretty much presume this blog is dead! With that, there's something very important I mean to wish you all, and of course that is I wish you all a very Happy New Year!!! I want you all to spend this year wisely - doing what makes you happy and moving yourself forward in life. Don't let 2014 be an idle year, work hard and achieve something to make yourself proud. Do not let anyone stop you from doing what you think is right (as long as it's not mass murder or suicide - remember kids, death is not an option for you nor anyone else!!!) Make yourself go out more and experience what the world and life is within your grasp. Don't take anything for granted, don't let yourself be taken for granted and appreciate the people who love you!!! Have a good life!!! One final note: please do not talk about dan in my tag. It took me a long time to get over that, and I can only regard that time as a dark and toxic (this does, of course, exclude anyone who was uninvolved or helped me through such a time) and in the event that I ever check my tag, I would rather not be reminded of it.
Take care of yourself, everyone ^^;
