‧₊˚aeko (˶ˆᗜˆ˵)

wait

[aeko]

i’m so fucking done, there’s nothing to do

[aeko]

March 15, 2025 - Saturday

14,42

first post of the year!

good day, i’ll be revamping my tumblr. i apologize for being so inconsistent with my posting schedule; I’ll do better. from now on, i’ll be posting more rambles here instead of structured daily entries, since i feel like that format works better for me. i’ll also refrain from using tags that might push my posts onto people’s feeds and will instead stick to tags i’ve made for myself, so my posts will mostly be for those who actively check in. i just want this space to feel more personal and lowkey. thanks to anyone who still follows along!

[aeko]

December 6, 2024 - Friday

10,14

im back, my diary is uuh close to being full now so erm im going back to tumblr; we had exams today. ill be going back to school tomorrow to take the last four exams. on a saturdayy uwuuahhhh t_t

i just wanna say a lot of things right now since I’ve been gone for awhile and I’ve never really properly explained what I’ve been feeling. even on my diary, so uUUH i got an iPad! like a month ago but yeah i thought it’d be nice to tell you guys. my parents also found out that I’ve been using discord behind their backs, they told us to not keep secrets from them. i have nothing to hide though, ill be responsible this time :)

there’s like many more I wanna say but im on live rn ayokona huhhhhhhhhgggghhhghh

[aeko]

september 21 2024

11,13

half of the things i posted on here got deleted for osme reason why is my tumblr bugging

i havent been posting stuff on here lately cause of school. i have a shit ton of projects to do and i have important exams to take next week so i also have to sudy a ton. studying is completely optional however im a graduating student and i do not wanna fail

things have been a little tough recently, ive been writing on my diary again cause i dont relaly have the time to ramble here on tumblr. im thinkign about creating a seperate account to like post osc related stuff but im not sure yet

ill get back to regular posts next next week but i may also never return to posting stuff on tumblr this is gettinf boring idont know

[aeko]

september 20, 2024 (rant)

everythings coming back, my old habits. coming back, and i dont know what to feel about this. im trying so hard to stop myself but why cant everyone just GAHHHHHh leave me alone please

fasdfdsa no tags i dont wnat pepople to see

[aeko]

im not busy buth] hhhhhhhhhhh

[aeko]

very busy today ill update you guys tomorrow

[aeko]

september 18, 2024 ๋࣭ ⭑

( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 12,52 just got back home from school a few minutes ago, alot of things happened today at school but it was better than yesterday. still mad for some reason today, we had to sing whilst conducting beat patterns INFRONT OF THE CLASS and i started shaking. im not quite fond with being infront of the class and i hate singing. my music teacher gave me a chance and i didnt have to sing, just conduct. but i was so scared? i keep telling myself that life happens but afajksfdk it was so intimidating. (ू˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣ ू) everything went well after that (thankfully), i had a horrible time at school yesterday. oh and we were supposed to have an art contest but it was rescheduled to tomorrow, waaah it was pretty cold today, mainly cause it was cloudy but finally i dont spend 7 hours in a hot room me and my bsf started talking again after i wasnt able to for like a few months, if u see this HI PRODIA! (˶ˆᗜˆ˵) i bought a pin maker yesterday, its gonna arrive soon! i wanted to make a business thing and i know pins r like the most original business thingy i could make in our school soo yay, just looking for a simple side-hustle. not only am i learning, im also making money! win-win situation!!! okay thats all for today, might post more entries later! <3

[aeko]

today is the dyad OK bye

[aeko]

i still can't move on from ii 16 its been more than a week, my heart literally aches when i think about it cs like WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARENT REAL there's alot to take in I CANT ACCEPT THIS IM LITERALLY IN DENIAL☹️

[aeko]

still in denial

[aeko]

hgi prodiamond

[aeko]

i want food i want food i want food

[aeko]

i still can't move on from ii 16 its been more than a week, my heart literally aches when i think about it cs like WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARENT REAL there's alot to take in I CANT ACCEPT THIS IM LITERALLY IN DENIAL☹️

[aeko]

school wasn't as fun as i thought it'd be

[aeko]

september 17, 2024

rant

today was so bad i dont even wanna talk about it, i got pissed off again and then my classmate shit himself so my head hurt the whole day

but hey i got a pen from our teacher for doing good in the roleplay activity we did yesterday

the pen didn't work i had to switch out the ink thingy but wow a clicky pen

i accidentally yelled at my dad like a few minutes ago cause nobody was answering the door so um now he's mad but erm im not in the mental state to be feeling empathy

gosh i wish i could sleep for a week and have nobody to interact with cause EVERYTHINGS OVERSTIMULATING ME

[aeko]

my tiktok feed is full of depressing ii 16 edits

when i open tumblr i still find depressing ii 16 edits

i open youtube to see depressing ii 16 edits

igo outside ans I see depressing ii 16 edits

Stop

[aeko]

september 16, 2024

goooood afternoon (or evening) (or morning) to my nonexistant audience, we had school today and it was exhausting. we did a roleplay for our first period and two of my groupmates didnt come to school; i feel like a horrible group leader but heyyy at least we did somethingg (they dissapoint me but i love my classmates) i was hungry all day, also melting but thank god i bought a hand fan with me. i have a poster-slogan contest in two days! and next week, im gonna have some like.. practice for journalism, i forgot if i already said this on my previous posts but i was invited to join article writing. by the way my diary has been like.. quite empty recently. i have soo much thigns to do to the point that i just dont bother anymore. plus i have tumblr so i could infodump on here or talk about stupid things on here. i've been noticing changes in my behaviour recently, im maturing mre and more but at the same time i'm like ALWAYS mad over something or someone. or maybe its just cause im overstimulated and i feel like explodingandidontwanttosocialisewithanyonecausedudeyoureexpectingmetotalktoyouwhenitsliterally5amjustshutuptalktomewhenits6amcauseiwokeup30minutesagolikegotalktosomeoneelseiwanttosleeprightnowiwannagohomeandsleeppleasehelpmeplease

oh and my classmate downloaded tumblr so like HI AKIRA okay thats kinda like all i wanted to say as of right now, we dont have much homework so AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEE goodbye!