aurie, I’ve been here for a year, and I think I’ve overconsumed. Now, I’m panicking, waiting for something to happen—a realization that I AM THAT. How do I simplify everything when I feel so confused, tired, and exhausted?
Okay I will simplify it for you.
Well there is only Now, so you are claiming right now you’re a person who overconsumed for a year.
Every moment is a new moment, every moment is a fresh start, because there is no time in the Divine. Time is an illusion.
So the “still waiting”, puts that to sleep because there is no time.
Who is waiting then? An apparent person, the identity you think you are, but you’re not a person.
Said person is basically just baseless thoughts, forget beliefs, forget conditioning, forget feelings, forget emotions. Don’t you notice how thoughts constantly come up and you associate them with yourself, or something happens and you react… all just thought.
Every thought is temporary and you assign them meaning anytime they pass. You’re basically being in your head too much.
No grand realisation, no awakening.
So basically it’s just God, in form, right now. You choose who you are each moment, right now you are nothing / no one / god / universal consciousness / awareness / infinite intelligence whatever you want to call it. It’s a simple as that.
I’m not going to say “now you just need to realise it” because you may perceive it again as reaching some realisation. But no, it’s as simple as that like I said just God, right now, aware each moment of whatever you think your experiencing.
Do NOT GO SEEKING FOR A SPECIFIC PLACE. That’s what everyone on here seems to do. You are it, your experience right now is a proof / manifestation of your power. You’re so powerful you tricked yourself into thinking there is separation and that you’re a limited human.
You just assign meaning to an apparent physical reality which has no fundamental reality.
Scientists realised it’s all atoms -> energy. Religion, scriptures points to it in one way and all point to the same core message. Signs everywhere.
There is just YOU / awareness in this moment right now, without labels, thoughts, conditionings, senses, a story.
Without giving your attention to something, just putting that attention just on noticing and being here now it is clear you are simply… power. Because without your power the thoughts vanish, the limits vanish because you’ve taken away your attention.
You are the only power. You are all that is. God is all these apparent things and people and world in form. APPARENT, UNREAL because it’s all temporary and malleable based on what you’re deciding / knowing to be in your experience.
Stop consuming, if you keep being aware each moment of choosing / seeking you’ll never stop, the search will never end because you’ll keep putting your attention on more stuff to seek. Put it on you and that’s it. You are your salvation (no one to achieve salvation coz there’s no one there, but in the sense you are THAT already now), you are what you seek.
After reading this if you still feel like you’re waiting, no you’re not. Look what you’re doing, giving power to another empty thought no meaning no power unless you decide so since again you’re the only power.
You’re not confused, tired or exhausted. You’re God Now, everything just IS, you are the power, what do you choose right now in this moment.
This longer than it should’ve been, so actually simplified: