Aeri Love

Mary, 26, Supernatural fan, Destiel & Cockles trash, enthusiastic multi-fandom multishipper, yaoi anime/manga lover, fujoshi ^_^

[clarkegriffins]

7x23 // 11x23

[ginny-lily]

Warning: Incoming spam of Cas

Happy Spam Saturday! - #9

I think after the finale (no spoilers!) we all deserve some Cas. Enjoy!

See you next week! :)

[spnassbuttsunited-blog]

Dean realizes he’ll never see Cas again. 

[some-people-call-it-tragic]

[clarkegriffins]

Thank you, for everything!

[impala-sunsets]

I couldn’t help it.                                                                                                                     [x]

[katteens]

[aerilove]

SPN S11 FINALE~

Well after watching the finalle i feel really conflicted~  1) The Car Scene aka The Scene Where Cas Gets Heartbroken - i kinda feel as if the writers deliberately tried to piss me, and us, off lol. I wonder if Cas’ reaction was scripted or we have to thank Misha for it? But again, this is nothing new, we’ve heard that “you”re like a brother to me” a bunch of times already anyway i guess. But daaaamn, this is rly frustrating, hopefully Dean comes around soon lol. 2) I wonder why they decided to bring Mary back. Yea, sure, they have no ideas left for s12, but was that really necessary? Don’t get me wrong - i dont have anything against her, and im sure Dean and Sam would be happy about it, but it’a kinda too late for that plot-wise, i think at this point there isn’t really a place for her in the story. Idk it feels kinda weird~ Still it would have been very sweet if, for example, Mary talked to Dean about Cas, and opened his eyes or something - and Dean would realize that Cas is much more than just a brother to him. Or if there were some Mary/Cas scenes, where Cas would confess about his love for Dean and -  okay, im getting carried away lol 3) British men of letters? Really? How did they even come up with that? omg lol. And that woman? I hope they dont set her up with Dean, cuz no, just no. 4) Poor Cas and his character’s storyline, i wonder if the writers hate him or something. This character has such an awesome background and so much potential, and they dont do anything about it. They didn’t even show ANY kind of his reaction to God’s appearance - hooow cud that be? geez 5) I think this finale could have been a quite logical ending of SPN, I mean, God arc is over i guess? So what, now we’ll see how Dean and Sam will deal with those men of letters from England? Ehhh..~ - I wonder how the story’ll go in s12. I’ll still believe in Destiel, and I’ll always keep hoping, because I know what i see and the writers won’t ever dissuade me :P

[moonlightiel]

destiel in season 11

[deanmonackles-blog]

Spn Season 11 finale

I really hoped that we finally could see a destiel scene. I mean, I knew that there would never be a kiss or something but really? A brother? That’s worse than being friend-zoned. And I think that you could see the disappointment in Cas’ eyes. You guys know that feeling when you get your hopes all up and then all you get to see is “you’re like a brother to me” ?? It seems like the writers wanted to let us know with that scene that destiel is never going to be canon! At least we got a really cute hug! Still feeling like crap right now.

[aerilove]

My thoughts exactly, still have that heavy feeling after watching the finale. I mean, they didn’t rly have to do it this way. Yea we get no canon, but to rub it in this way? Ugh. Yeah, technically Dean didnt say anything bad or insulting, but daaaamn, if i was Cas i’d prolly burst in tears from all that insensitivity. I’m close to that actually. Well, at least there was a hug?... Funny how they rly seemed much closer in s4-5 than now, after so many years of being “best friends” and “brothers”

[mrsfitzgerald]

[unicornmish]

I want you to look at the last three gifs. Misha is playing this so well cause you can see a certain disappointment - like he wished to hear something else. Cas of course appreciates that he’s a brother to Dean cause he knows how much that means to Dean. To Dean his family is his world and being a part of this means a lot. But when you look at his expression in this scene he seems so sad and disappointed that Dean can’t see that he is more than just a brother to Cas he is his whole life the only thing why he keeps doing what he’s doing. And his eyes wandering slowly to Deans hand like he wants to grab it and hold it just to let him know how he feels but then he regrets that thought because he knows now that he’s “just” a brother to Dean. 

[destiel-is-cockles-fault-deacti]

He was totally brother-zoned and knowing that he isn’t and maybe can’t be anything else other than that to Dean hurts him. I cry~

[aerilove]

Seriously that moment was so heartbreaking. When Dean said that, it was like all my remaining Destiel hopes were crushed in a sec. You could almost taste the bitteness and disappointment coming from Cas - and that look..I wonder why  they had to write the dialogue exactly this way - to shut us up? And that scene at the cemetary, when they were saying goodbyes - Dean could have told Cas to take care of himself when he’s gone, to tell him something meaningful at last - but no, it was all about watching over Sam again. sigh Anyway, i feel so sorry for Cas and im sad af.

[queercas]

05x04 // 07x23 // 11x23 (kill me)

[inacatastrophicmind]

[x]

[castiels-dean-deactivated202002]

[potc]

So, what, I’m Thelma and you’re Louise,

and we’re just gonna hold hands and sail off this cliff together?

[casfucker]

[x] i’m sorry but are you fucking serious? his face? looking at dean right now? really? REALLY????

[casfucker]

i think about this moment all the time this goddamn moment keeps me up at night

[strengthcas]

This is so suggestive. Not to mention the way Cas slides his fingers up and down the bottle. *cries forever*