betrayal wont come from my enemies

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If you told me a year ago that I’d be drawing vampires-

[aestera-music]

i can’t run because betrayal won’t come from my enemies

[aestera]

“It's a place you hate to know so well, And yet feel so unknown. So you hula the snow off your parka all alone. What I've seen might air supply your hard rock spine, I've lived long enough to see some good friends die, It's a dangerous time to be a friend of mine, I’m on the Bad Side of 25.”

“...You don't so much mind the aging, You just mind the getting wise. Mix two parts jack with two bloodshot eyes, And you still feel cheated when your buzz subsides. Put your poor old parents through some sleepless nights, Still on the good side... Still on the good side... How old will I be when I try to freeze time, And my age degrades into a well worn lie?”

[aestera]

finally put together an fma playlist that’s the way i want it so here

[aestera-music]

“words they don't know how to make amends.

and all they do is push you to the edge.

but it's not wasted,

it’s all done for you”

[aestera-music]

“Dig if you will the picture,

Of you and I engaged in a kiss.

The sweat of your body covers me,

Can you my darling,

Can you picture this?

“Dream, if you can, a courtyard.

An ocean of violets in bloom,

Animals strike curious poses.

They feel the heat,

The heat between me and you.”

[aestera-music]

guess we’re listening to poison tonight if that gives you any information

[aestera-music]

Song of the Day (10/9/20) - Open Your Heart by Crush 40

“Can't hold on much longer,

But I will never let go.

I know it's a one-way track,

Tell me now how long this'll last.”

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Song of the Day (10/8/20) - We Dont Belong by Black Veil Brides

“The church of fear,

The church of failure,

The church of fools,

So call me a nothing,

Call me a something,

Treat me cruel.”

[aestera-music]

Song of the Day (10/7/20) Get Well - Icon for Hire

“Don't tell the others but it's all getting old,

I mean how many more times must our stories be told?

And being lonely's only fun in a group,

It sort of loses its charm when it's true.”

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Song of the Day (10/6/20) - Back to Black by Amy Winehouse

“I love you much,

It's not enough.

You love blow and I love pow.

And life is like a pipe,

And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside”

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Song of the Day (10/5/20) - Benny Worm by Jack Stauber

“It’s Benny Worm”

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Song of the Day (10/4/20) - Greed by Patrick Stump

“Greed; one of the seven deadly sins,

Many gonna enter, few gonna win,

Always try to notify the next of kin,

'Cause many gonna enter, few gonna win,

“Good news is everybody gets to have an outlet,

But bad news is everybody gets to have an outlet,

I've been poor and I've been rich,

The first one stung but the second one itched,”

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Song of the Day (10/3/20) - Mr Blue by Catherine Feeny

“I told you that I love you,

Please believe me.”

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Song of the Day (10/2/20) - Bad Habits by FIDLAR

“And every morning I wake up, I just wanna give up,

But I guess I gotta deal with it.

Oh my god, it's like boo-fucking-hoo,

It's just all about you, and man you're so sensitive.

“And do you really think that I wanna be that guy, that dies without any friends.

“But don't go so sentimental now, I've got my whole life to figure it out.

I'm gettin' older and I'm freakin' out,

'Cause I got nothing to show, and I'm still fucking broke.”

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Song of the Day (10/1/20) - You Don’t Know Me by Ben Folds and Regina Spektor

“You could have just propped me up on the table like a mannequin,

Or a cardboard stand-up and paint me (paint me),

Any face that you wanted me,

To be seen.”