Patreon was honestly a horrible investment for me so I have decided to close my account and collect what earnings I accumulated in the past 3 months. I think Patreon is just far too professional of a platform for me to host my art and I am very well aware I do not have the kind of audience to attract dedicated subscribers. Since my Patreon is now in the deactivation process I have chosen Privatter as a free alternative to hosting my more personal art from now on.
My Solo Exchange Diary - I was really surprised at the progression this autobiography took vs this author's previous autobiography (My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness). It's tough to read at times given that it's very depressing but satisfying to see the author eventually seek help in the final chapters.
No Longer Human - the art in this manga is gorgeous, but this modernized adaptation left me conflicted. I'm unsure of its faithfulness to the original novel, it feels more inspired by the book than based on it but despite its miserable nature, the development was oddly captivating to me.
Danzi - this is probably the first thing I have read that is classified as manhwa as opposed to manga. Even though this Korean webcomic was really heartbreaking this was an excellent autobiography making light of issues such as domestic abuse and sexism while also having a strong message about solidarity through pain.
My Alcoholic Escape From Reality - I had a very neutral reaction to a lot of the sensitive topics discussed in this autobiography sense it is nothing I can deeply relate to but can understand how addictions can affect people struggling with mental illnesses. Upon reading, I found no significant insights except for the author's realization at the age of 31. They discovered that their art and career have always been centered on their longing for love and the feeling of loneliness. They consider themselves adept at conveying these emotions through their art which I found to be extremely significant to me.
Straying Warrior Kabi Nagata: Go Gourmet - I think this memoir was dropped by the author and never continued to publish since 2021 so I don't have very many thoughts to elaborate on after reading only 4 chapters but I guess this is something I should include in this blog post.
My Wandering Warrior Existence - this hit me very hard and I think it's the author's second most relatable work, next to her debut memoir. Her raw exploration of gender and sexuality cut very deep and gave further context to a lot of the experiences she has suffered in her life. I felt like this memoir gave so much insight into the events discussed in the first 3 autobiographies this author has published which further makes them more relatable to me.
Devilman - this is another one of those franchises where I could just tell it would make me experience levels of autism not humanly possible. This series surprised me by how short it was but I really loved the art with its extremely graphic depictions of violence and cartoony character designs. I found myself very sad with how it ended but it surpassed my expectations for how homoerotic it truly was. I did not expect this manga to have a very nuanced approach to sexuality and violence which made it deeply impactful for me to read.
Devilman: The Birth - I thought this was a pretty adequate adaption for the origin of Devilman and doesn't alter too much from the original manga so it's very pleasing to see the characters and the first arc of the story adapted into animation. I made the mistake of watching the English dub of this OVA instead of the original Japanese audio with subtitles on my first watch-through. Granted the English dub is hilariously awful I was really taken aback by how much the dub butchers the original dialog and portrayal of the original characters. The sub of course is on par with the original manga, I have just never encountered a dub that was so awful it made me reflect on the tremendous issue with localized English dubs of anime.
Devilman: The Demon Bird - this OVA had a lot more action in comparison to the first one but felt like 3 arcs shoved into one feature-length film. Regardless I still really enjoyed the animation as well as the original soundtrack.
Shin Devilman - this side story was so wildly out of pocket it left me flabbergasted. The historical revisionism in this series is so horrible I don't know whether to laugh or to cry but at least we get that one scene where Ryo admits that he's gay.
Amon: Apocalypse of Devilman - this OVA is completely divorced from the first two Devilman OVAs so I thought it was the weakest out of the three. I didn't care for the confusing overly dramatic edgy storytelling nor did I care for the updated art style. I got 10 minutes into this OVA and I just really wanted it to be over.
Inside The Mind Of A Cat - this is a documentary my dad randomly put on the tv one night and since I watched it from start to finish it belongs on the list. I thought it was pretty ok definitely entertaining enough to receive my full attention. I liked the brief history of domesticated cats the most out of the whole documentary. I really enjoyed learning about how cats were spread across every continent and the first discovery of cats being buried along with human remains to indicate the first instance of felines being kept as cherished pets.
Divina Commedia in Devilman - this is one of those doujins by CLAMP and I did not expect there to be one for Devilman. Most of this doujin was just gag comics that didn't get very much of a reaction out of me but the last chapter is was more fleshed out and it hit me like a truck.
I am selling some of my old designs up on my Toyhouse so I wanted to structure a post listing my designs for sale
Mystery SOLD
status: UFS | worth: $80 | looking for: cash only
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Ramiel
status: UFS | worth: $35 | looking for: cash only
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TBN - To Be Named
status: UFS | worth: $20 | looking for: cash only
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Buttons SOLD
status: UFO/DTA | worth: $55 | looking for: cash and art
draw to adopt (for free) or purchase at the minimum offer of $55 USD
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please message me if you are interested either over DMs or through Toyhouse if applicable. all prices are listed in USD. I accept payment through PayPal (I will require the buyer's PayPal email) Once the payment has been accepted I will transfer ownership of the design to the buyer over Toyhouse. If the buyer does not have a Toyhouse account I will give them a full-resolution PNG of the design to download via Google Drive.
Please read my TOS for more information about adopts, transfers, and payment before buying from me!!
Every porn bot I've been seeing in my notifications lately no longer has a span of words and numbers set as their username and it is so fucked up that bots are now taking over readable usernames. The last porn bot I blocked was called "musical-eyelet" what if someone genuinely wanted that username and they'll never get it because it was taken over by a fucking bot.
There's this one account that haunts my dashboard constantly in the Tumblr live thumbnails and it's called CaptainKush and it has an avi of Yoda smoking a joint
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