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[aestheticathenahades]

[aestheticathenahades]

I think I had.... yet another awful feeling of wanting so badly to just fucking die lmfao I’m so tired of these mood swings to the point I’m happy then suicidal as shit like fuck

[aestheticathenahades]

Wasn’t great but 🤷🏼‍♀️ I gotta start practicing my sewing if I’m gonna make suits! ❤️

[lejacquelope]

[chocolatehighhh]

Please reblog this every time you see it

[aestheticathenahades]

HOW TF DO THESE PEOPLE FIND MEEEEE

[tastefullyoffensive]

Portals to Hell by hrmphfft

[marchqueen-deactivated20161002]

IT’S BACK

[lady-dirtbag]

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THIS AGAIN FOR MONTHS

I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW

[2ndratewig]

ITS BACK 

[trumpetnista]

This is one of those posts that you need to save and tag or you’ll never see it again for 84 years.

[aiyanayanas]

[gluten-free-pussy]

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

[animution11]

[royalhans]

polar opposite of this post

[hrmsketches]

inspiration struck and would not let me go until i drew this

[gluten-free-pussy]

This is really beautiful!!!

[aestheticathenahades]

I’m really bad at keeping my shit updated 🤣🤣

[aestheticathenahades]

I look blazed af in my pfp

[aestheticathenahades]

I have my phases where Eminem almost looks good ??? Maybe it’s the oversized clothes

[aestheticathenahades]

GET UP OUTTA MY BUSINESS

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS IN THAT BAG WHATCHA GOT IN THAT BAG

[just-let-me-drink]

[childmagazine]

someone from 1997 wished me good luck. it’s like someone from so many years back knows your struggles and i just, i think i’m gonna cry

[that-space-boy]

reblogging for luck from friend in 1997

[aestheticathenahades]

I took like a shot and a half maybe two... I can already feel it some. I just wanna die. I hope it can put me out for the night at least.

[aestheticathenahades]

Fuck it I might take late night shots to put myself out of my own misery tonight... I was fine then I wasn’t. What fucking else is new...

[aestheticathenahades]

FUCK EXISTING

[aestheticathenahades]

Your open letter

Hey... it’s still me. I hope you’re doing well. I hope you’ve been working on WAF. I hope you’ve still been working on your music. I hope you’re doing well at work. I still think of you. I still worry and care but I don’t have the heart to hit you up because my pain tells me it’s wrong and I shouldn’t and I’m a bother and you’d rather not talk to me. I can’t listen to Khalid without thinking of you yet here I am in my car listening to him... I did all the way home. I still cry. I miss the old us but I also know there’s no going back. I wouldn’t trust myself anyways... I wish you could’ve been there when I had my birthday. I’m sure you’re happy I made it this long although sometimes I’m not. Everyone says the pain and guilt will go away but it’s been so long yet it still hurts so badly. Everyone tells me to forget about you yet I can’t. How could I? I don’t think I even want to. I miss sitting in the living room vibing with lofi or Khalid on as we sit on the floor or the chairs having a deep conversation over my homemade enchiladas... I still miss the days of coming home to that pink light... to you. I miss my best friend... I hope this letter finds you well if it does... please don’t give up on your dreams. I’m still supporting you... I never did stop. But my heart did badly and for that I hate myself. But my heart will always have love for you. Please don’t forget to smile for me Superman. You were the first real love I ever had and for that I thank you. If you don’t hate me too much send me a message let’s vibe and chill.

Signed, Your Stilly girl.