paranoid

4th year med student

[aforeverstruggler]

“we’ll figure it out together” has to be my favourite language

[aforeverstruggler]

I saw you in my dream last night. You were holding me with warmth only you could give as if you already knew how much I’ve been aching. I miss you maa😭

[aforeverstruggler]

I had loved you

And this was the present you had kept for me in the end!

[aforeverstruggler]

Oh god I feel so pathetic and disrespected. Zameen khul jaye and mei andar chali jaon because of the disrespect last night.

[futuristic-koala]

[emotionalwords]

[aforeverstruggler]

WHEN GOD WHEN

[emotionalwords]

[aforeverstruggler]

is anyone up? any old tumblrs - let’s connect?

[aforeverstruggler]

almost a year….

[aforeverstruggler]

28th june’ 23 | 5.25pm

today marks the start of what we were just planning to execute last year. Trust me, I promise, it will all be worth it. It’s going to be tiring, exhausting, depressing but one year later, all of it will be worth the struggle and sacrifices. Every time i would get stuck, i would call your name and i knew you would appear out of nowhere and be there. This time, i am all alone I don’t know for how long. Best friends are supposed to stay and be there with you, for you but in our case, its a test. I don’t and will never be able to find an alternative ever because i have always had a hard time making friends and getting close to them. i always make new friends just to loose them. People say i do it the wrong way, i wish I could give them all the proofs of my genuineness, love and respect so that the could believe me . This time im not letting you go away. In fact, Allah will never let you go away for me. I don’t know if its ideally doable to stop communicating at all considering that we used to talk daily for more than 2 years now. but i pray for the betterment for both of us. i miss you! we will be proud of us one day Insha’Allah, exactly an year later. Trust the process and have faith in Him.

[sharmou6-deactivated20210706]

I can’t deal with the fact that when lovers touch or look into each other’s eyes their heart rates synchronize… I just can’t like… the tenderness… the intimacy…

[aforeverstruggler]

Joined tumblr after ages just to realise how shitty the features have become

[javeriah-sohail]

Allah Taa'la plz proffs nikalwa den ... Bht dr lag raha😞☹️😖😭😭😭😭

[javeriah-sohail]

Datesheet killin me inside😫🔪

[aforeverstruggler]

We’ve had a long journey, from board exam anxieties and MDCAT panics to freaking out for profs😭😭😭

[aforeverstruggler]

Meri trophy tou aap ho

[aforeverstruggler]

MAD PERFORMANCE 😭😭😭

[aforeverstruggler]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 need a month to recover from this

[aforeverstruggler]

HAMEI TUM SE PYAAAAR HAI😭😭😭😭