LIVE LIFE

Hello dear! I'm happy to see you on my account🖤I want this account to be maximally perfect and to make you feel like you're home🌌Hope you enjoy my little thoughts, dreams, texts🌑P.S. too deep account🐋

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Do you know that feeling when you just feel fucked up because of some boy that you like and you’re crying because of unknowing his feelings to you? Do you know that feeling when your friends says to you that he’s an asshole and you’re just keeping on dreaming about your forever love? Do you know that feeling when you’re just screaming in your soul and just want a little talk with him? You just want him to be kind and understand you. You want him to tell you that he loves you, but that will never happen… I know those feelings cause i feel this way every fucking day……..

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So true🌌🌑

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Deep😷

I’ll tell you something. I’m fake. How I explain it? Listen. Every day, I’m waking up, doing things I should do, smiling, laughing. When I’m coming home after a long day, I lie down on my bed, listening to music and thinking about how my life sucks. At the first part of day, me is not the real me. I’m fake. Smiling and laughing is not really my thing. My real thing is crying and overthinking how ugly i am, how ugly my life is and that I have nothing to lose. That is my life and my routine. I’m sick of it, but can’t do a thing about it. I can’t change my life. I can’t change me. I can’t change the world.

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Hello again✋🏼

Sorry if I’m not active at day because I’m really busy every day so I’ll write something for my blog maybe at the evening I hope.🖤 By the way, happy Easter💗

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Film🌑

Would you ever believe that one film ruined and built my life at the same time?!🌌 I’ve just watched the Suicide Room (original name - Sala Samobojcow) and now I have so much to say…🗣 Okay, if you still read this, listen out. It will be a long post. First thing is: Sucide Room are perfect. It tells you about the real teenagers problems that nobody wanted to talk about or show in the films🃏 Second thing: I felt so bad after I watched it cause that just ruined every thing. Like there was some weird moments, but while you watch it, you understand that everything is on real and that can happen with you, your family, and just near friends. Nobody is saved from that☠️ Third thing: it just have taken the biggest part of my happiness, because the next day I woke up and I was thinking about Suicide Room the whole day. And, I was listening music from this film like a whole week after I’ve watched it😷 Now, sometimes, sadness just comes and I tried to watch that film again, but just feel that I will not do that cause I literally feel bad after watching it. So I always getting me away from that film as far as I can… My advise: You surely can watch SUICIDE ROOM but I took it too deeply so it ruined my mind at all. And, if you’re like me, and everything can touch your heart so just don’t watch it. I felt bad after that film and still feel sick when I re-play that in my head…🖤🔮

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Just nothing to lose, when no one knows your name

Song: Billy Talent - Nothing to lose

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Even if everything sucks, listen to TWENTY ONE PILOTS 🌌🎧

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ONE OF MY MOST FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE TIME🐋🌌🌑🔮

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Good night🔮

Every day, at the end of day when I finally lay on my bed, I do my routine. I'm just listening to my favorite music at the time, dreaming and getting asleep. I'm falling in the deep and different world without hate, just all humans are kind. I'm falling in the perfect world that makes me cry every morning when I understand this world was just a dream🌑

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☾Minimalism was always a trend☼/p>