Learning thy self

it's just my thoughts on things in life. Something's that's on my mind. Just my little world.

[bolto-deactivated20211002]

when u nut n she keep succin

[reign-sl]

This always leaves me so weak

[afrodoll]

We always want something thats not meant for us, but still try to make it work even when its working against us

[afrodoll]

When you finally! Wake up from that dream, you realize how great you are, you realize you down played yourself just to fit in, you lie to yourself just to make others feel comfortable.. But the whole time you was drowning in your own self hate, then you woke up gagging for air.thats when you see the beauty in your own eyes, you see the greatness good put in front of you, see the light that was ment for you. And you finally see more clearly from all 3 eyes.

[afrodoll]

I woke up, i just look sleepy, I can see, but I just wear glasses🤷🏾‍♀️. I can feel but I stand alone....

[afrodoll]

Being nice,caring,friendly with a loving heart seem like the Worst! Thing to have.

[afrodoll]

The day I woke up... is the day I realized it was never a dream..

[afrodoll]

Sometime pen amd paper can be ya best friend!

Some of this will simple go over some head,

Hate is real, so is envy!

A lie ain't for a nigga to tell!

But them ears open wide!

Wide like the Nile,

Wide as the sky like a bird flying high.

Childdddddd you prayed yet?

You bathed yet?

Did you wash behind ya ears yet?

Did you wash yo hair just yet?

Childdddddd wash that sin off you and start anew,

Pray to yo God! Hold ya hands out while you doing so..

[afrodoll]

Straighten up!

Head up!

They watching your EVERY step like its a class!

Act right now,

Pop yo shit like big momma told you to!

Childdddddd they studying you like a test, watch what you say, watch how you move!

Did you wash yo asz? Cause they can smell you too!

Childdddd

[brianfancypants]

[afrodoll]

Honey they watching,

They watching every little step,

Every little move that you can think of!

Childdddddd be mindful how you blink them big ass eyes to fast! They think you rolling them! But really you over there thinking about something chicken.

Gurlllllllllllll be mindful life is chess never checkers, queens rule even when her kings is gone....

[afrodoll]

Never think it cant happen to you! A person will tell you everything about themselves if you listen. And they will tell you what they will do to you by showing what they are doing to the next. So just accept and run like hell! Dont look back, thats how you become salty.

[afrodoll]

At this point in my life, all I can do is say " let them".

Let them say what they want about you, let them hate on you from afar, let them paint their picture of you.

Just remember who and how you are, never forget how far you came. Just dont get lost in their tall tales about you.

Let them.

[vexheart]

[afrodoll]

Growth....

To me Growth is waking up one day and realizing you are not happy with the person you laid with the night before, yourself. Realizing that God took so much time into making you, carving you into this things that he blew his breath into just so you can walk on this place call earth that he made with his hands. Now you can not tell me that's not amazing! Im the blessing, I'm the gift in your life, I'm grace to this hell, im so much more then I seen in myself.... but sadly I just woke up from this delusional dream I call myself dreaming...

Growth.

[afrodoll]

Now that im older, I realized I never loved myself enough because I wanted loved so bad, I chased it

[afrodoll]

I realized I am beautiful. Im this beautiful image that was made to be worshipped, a image to be loved and cared for.. I am this beautiful person with this beautiful soul, with this beautiful mind, with a beautiful heart.

[brinalovesyoux33]