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Forgive me, for all the things I did but mostly for the ones that I did not.
The Secret History, Donna Tartt
Zadie Smithâs On Beauty is so disconcertingly beautiful that it is now in my top 10 books ever and I will never be reading anything else ever again.
As of September 1 2020
Donât let their names fade. injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.
this hit me like a bus
Iâll reblog it till my fingers bleed
âIâve got the key to my castle in the air; but whether I can unlock the door remains to be seen.â
Little Women, Louisa May Alcott
skinny people will really be like yes you were bullied to the point where you hate running eating laughing and existing in public for fear of being made fun of or viewed as disgusting simply because you're fat and had to scrape out your own self worth because people constantly reminded you that they think being fat is the worst thing you could possibly be and yes you never saw yourself represented in media except as the butt of a joke and yes you still despise clothes shopping because you never get to wear anything cute made for people your age because trendy fashion is almost always made for skinny people and yes people on tik tok and instagram and twitter take all the clothes in your size to make their two piece sets making it even harder to find things you like that fit you and you've had diet culture pushed on you since you were a kid but people used to wrap their thumb and pointer around my wrist so im the victim here actually?
REVIEW: THE SECRET HISTORY BY DONNA TARTT
Iâm honestly not sure how to feel right now. Oh, yeah: WARNING!!!! There are so many spoilers ahead. Itâs hard to talk about this book without spoiling things!
God... where to start. Richard is that classic, Lockwood/Carraway-esque narrator. Heâs stuck in the middle of it all. In the end, itâs almost as if heâs the thread which holds them all together. Heâs the newcomer, but somehow heâs the one they all end up relying on â he becomes a pillar of (naive) good among them, and perhaps the least morally-twisted of them all.
I find myself completely devastated with the way it all ends. The way that Richard can never seem to let go of Camilla, and Camilla, all along, loves Henry. The way that Francis will never get the ending he deserves, the way that Henry will always be stuck in his sort-of limbo, his incomparable mind forever gone. Charlesâ inability to lead a normal life â his controlling nature, all hidden beneath Richardâs incredibly unreliable narration. How am I supposed to feel about all of this? The ending is what hurts the most. The place in which Richard finds himself in his dream, where he and Henry both acknowledge the fact that neither of them are happy where they are, and that neither of them will ever be happy where they are. These are the things I will daydream about for the next week, I know.
Somehow Richard becomes the thread which holds them all together. It almost seems that Henry is using him â but itâs so hard for me, as a reader, to see the bad in a character like Henry, who is so obviously struggling. Henry is so much more complex than the others, and in a way, Richard is, too. He and Richard were never happy where they came from. I feel that Henry and Richard are parallels. Itâs almost as if their lives tell two different stories of the same person. Perhaps Richard could have been Henry in another life, and Henry Richard.
Henryâs story is the epitome of full-circle. He is certainly the most vibrant, interesting character in the book. His dialogue, in my opinion, is more interesting and beautiful than even Julianâs. Richard paints him as a hero from beginning to end â and, in a way, he dies a hero. An antihero; flawed beyond belief, so unbelievably selfish, but also somehow relatable.
The ending sticks in my mind. I donât think I can talk about the technicalities of the book, about the prose and the language and such, without my mind wandering quickly back to the way it all ended. I wonât overanalyse it. Itâs almost simple, but at the same time so, so complex. Itâs probably one of the best endings Iâve ever read, and one of the most haunting books I will ever pick up.
FEATURED QUOTATIONS:
âTime is something which defies spring and winter, birth and decay, the good and the bad, indifferently. Something changeless and joyous and absolutely indestructible.â
What are the dead, anyway, but waves and energy? Light shining from a dead star?
I had said goodbye to her once before, but it took everything I had to say goodbye to her then, again, for the last time, like poor Orpheus turning for a last backward glance at the ghost of his only love and in the same heartbeat losing her forever: hinc illae lacrimae, hence those tears.
The Secret History, 1992.Â
RANKING THE BOOKS I READ THIS MONTH:
In June I read three books: A Room With A View by E.M. Forster, Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, and The Secret History by Donna Tartt.
NUMBER 3: PRIDE AND PREJUDICE
Donât get me wrong, I love Pride and Prejudice, but I donât think it made quite the same impression on me as the other two books did. Maybe thatâs because I knew how it was going to end â I always find that endings make a huge difference, and I doubt there are many people in this world who donât know how Pride and Prejudice ends. Still, I wonât spoil it for you, just in case. Either way, the book is, of course, really really really really good. I know youâre not meant to like the characters that much (especially Darcy I guess), but I think Darcy really kind of just put me off a little bit if Iâm honest. Iâm not sure what it is about him. Also, maybe the image of Kiera Knightly in my head just wasnât doing it for me. Anyway, all in all it was pretty good.
RATING: â â â â
NUMBER 2: A ROOM WITH A VIEW
Oh, my God. None of you understand the love I feel for A Room With A View. I donât think thereâs a more underrated novel. Itâs literally a classic â why does nobody talk about it? Everything about it is so beautiful. The imagery, the dialogue, the fact that itâs cyclical... the ENDING. Donât even get me started on the ending. And thereâs just something so, so romantic about Florence. And maybe Italy in general. Also, in my head George is super hot. Imagine being hot and saying cool stuff like âI want you to have your own thoughts, even when I hold you in my arms.â 5/5, JUST for that line.
RATING: â â â â â
NUMBER 1: THE SECRET HISTORY
To be honest, I, like many people, have known about The Secret History for a long time. I mean, itâs literally referred to as âthe original bestsellerâ... but I really wasnât expecting to love it the way I do. The fact that Bunny is known to be dead from the beginning is just such an interesting choice. Also, the narration is just so perfect and interesting, and Richardâs (Tarttâs) prose is so beautiful. The way Hampden is described; the way the characters are written. Henry is probably my favourite, but theyâre all amazing and Iâm kind of shocked because it usually takes a lot for me to like more than one character in a book â and I donât usually stray away from books which arenât mainly romantically-based, either. So, for that reason, The Secret History is my favourite book I read in June, and maybe even the best book Iâve read this year. And Iâve read a lot this year.
Rating: â â â â â (If this wasnât out of 5 Iâd 100% rate it like 8294838 stars)
His voice promised that he would take care of her, and that a little later he would open up whole new worlds for her, unroll an endless succession of magnificent possibilities.
Tender Is The Night, F. Scott Fitzgerald
Iâll just leave this here.
âI want you to have your own thoughts, even when I hold you in my arms.â
A Room With A View, E.M. Forster
REVIEW: A Room With A View, E.M. Forster
This doesnât contain any spoilers unless you prefer to know absolutely nothing before reading a book, in which case I might ask why youâre here.
I say this after reading many books, but this time I truly mean it. I have never loved a book as much as I now love A Room With A View, and I have never been so delighted to discover an author as I am in discovering E.M. Forster. A Room With A View was an entirely new addition to my reading list â it was a chance purchase, a novel that I wasnât so much counting on but instead was surprised beyond belief by the way in which it taught me.
A Room With A View is the type of book that you learn to love. You donât immediately love or understand the characters; it takes time to get used to the ways of Edwardian society, and even more time to understand the meaning behind the Emersonsâ words â I still canât fully comprehend their words, if Iâm honest â but once you get into it, you fall in love.
I fell in love with George as Lucy did, and with Lucy as George did. I fell in love with Mr Beebeâs utter goodness, Cecilâs tragic awakening, Freddyâs endearing lack of maturity and Charlotteâs slow meddling. I only finished the book ten minutes ago and all I can think about is the way in which Forster writes passion behind such truthful words. He writes of Fate and Love, but his overall message is always that Truth overrules both of those things â that as long as you are true to yourself and those who you love, Fate and Love will align in your world.
Forster describes beautifully, and I feel as if I have been to Florence myself, and Windy Corner, and that I have bathed in the Honeychurchâs Sacred Lake and stood in a field of violets with George. I think my favourite thing about this book is the way in which Forster carried out the suspense until the last moment. Will Truth win, or will Lucy run away from it? I wonât spoil it for you.
Georgeâs mentioning of âshadowsâ and âthe darkâ are also quite interesting and noteworthy. George doesnât have much to live for, and he sees life in Lucy and knows (because it is his Truth) that being together is their Fate. This, in my opinion, is the most emotive thing about the book. I love it so much and I really wish that Forster would become as frequently mentioned as the likes of Austen and other writers of the late Victorian/early Edwardian era. Forster writes of feminism and gender equality before his time, and of freedom of thought, and of mixing of class, and of the importance of love and truth. He writes from the heart, and in my opinion that is what our generation currently needs. Please read A Room With A View; it is two-hundred-and-seven pages of education, curiosity and bliss.
FEATURED QUOTATIONS:
âI have been into the dark, and I am going back into it, unless you will try to understand.â
âI want you to have your own thoughts, even when I hold you in my arms.â
Men were not gods after all, but as human and as clumsy as girls; even men might suffer from unexplained desires, and need help.
âPull out from the depths those thoughts that you do not understand, and spread them out in the sunlight and know the meaning of them.â
A Room With A View, E.M. Forster
âThereâs enough sorrow in the world, isnât there, without trying to invent it.â
A Room With A View, E.M. Forster
please do not force an lgbt label onto anne frank. she died before she had the chance to explore her sexuality and if you need to think of her as lgbt to have empathy for her you need to reconsider how you think of holocaust victims. please do not vilify her father, a man who lost his entire family in the holocaust, for censoring the parts in anneâs diary where she expresses attraction for women. it was 1947. jewish girls were already seen as hypersexual. he was protecting her legacy as best he could, and you have no right to call him a villain for wanting what was period-typical best for his late daughter.
Non-Jews, please read and reblog.
âThe loneliest moment in someoneâs life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.â - F. Scott Fitzgerald
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