Ageing Fangirl

Just another girl in her late 20's fangirling :) This account will mainly be focused on K-pop and my favourite groups from Super Junior to Dreamcatcher and so many more!!!

[ageingfangirl]

You're My Secret! (Eunhyuk) Super Junior

You were cleaning up your bedroom having cleaned the whole apartment when you feel a pair of hands cover your eyes from behind, making you jump backwards and stifle a scream as a familiar male voice howls with laughter.

'Don't fret, it's just me!' Eunhyuk laughs.

You remove his hands and punch him in the chest, 'you asshole, wear a bell or something next time you decide to sneak up on me.'

Eunhyuk grabs you around the waist, and dips you back before kissing you quite passionately, 'I think you'd suit a bell more y/n. Now give me some love.'

As much as you wanted to kiss him back and sleep together, you had bigger fish to fry, and Eunhyuk turning up out of the blue had thrown a wrench in your perfect plan. You push yourself out of his embrace and shake your head.

'You need to hide, my brother's coming over any minute now,' you hiss.

Eunhyuk's eyes widened, Heechul was his best friend and groupmate as well as being your big brother, who was very protective and anti-any relationship, especially with any member of Super Junior. Heechul could be a big cuddly goofball, but you didn't want to see his angry side because it had made many of your dates growing up cry like little babies, and you feared what he'd do to Eunhyuk if he found out.

'Hey sis, where are you?' Heechul calls out from the lounge.

In a panic, you open your wardrobe and all but shove Eunhyuk inside and slam the door shut, 'I'll be out in a second brother.'

Walking into the lounge you embrace your brother and prey Eunhyuk stays hidden. Though you got a kick out of hiding him just like he hid the many girls that came before you, maybe he could use this time as reflection.

TIMESKIP

Thankfully Heechul didn't stay too long, he had some things to drop off from your parents before having to go deal with his own business. You close the front door and lock it, peeping through the peephole watching until your brother got in his car and pulled away.

'I like being your dirty little secret Miss Kim,' Eunhyuk whispers in your ear, making you jump back into his chest, but he simply picks you up and carries you towards the bedroom, 'now shall we pick up where we left off?'

You wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him, 'Oh I know you're getting a kick out of this, sometimes I question you.'

One day you hoped you could share your relationship with your brother, but Eunhyuk had to prove that he loved you and wasn't just using you. Eunhyuk was taking your secret relationship seriously and Heechul was slowly noticing small changes in his friend he approved of. Just how much longer you had to hide in the darkness you had no clue.

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I'm Your Hero! (Shindong) Super Junior

SHINDONG

After a long day of rehearsing for an upcoming tour, I wanted nothing more than to come home and put my feet up, and spend time with y/n. However, when I walked through the front door I wasn't expecting to relax anytime soon. y/n was crouched on the bottom step of the stairs having a stare-off with a pretty big spider which was in the middle of the hallway blocking them on the stairs.

y/n didn't scare easily but spiders were their weakness. It was a pretty common phobia and one of y/n's endearing traits because they gave you, even more, love and attention when you saved them.

y/n looks up at me with wide eyes and puts a finger to their lip, 'we don't want to scare him, Shindong,' they whisper.

I play along trying not to laugh, 'would you like me to get rid of it y/n?'

y/n nods. I manage to walk around the spider and into the kitchen, grabbing a glass and a piece of paper before making my way back into the hallway and the intense standoff.

'Shouldn't you kill it so it doesn't come back in?' y/n questions, disbelief in their voice that I was going to save the spider and simply put it outside.

I shake my head, crouch down, put the glass over the spider and slide the paper beneath it, 'y/n it can't hurt you.'

As I stand back up y/n gets up and cautiously shuffles towards me, 'I know I should face my demons Shindong and get this over with, but when your demon looks like that I can't concentrate.'

I laugh as I take the spider outside and throw it in the bush at the end of the driveway to prove to y/n that it won't come back into the house anytime soon. Going back inside I shut the front door and y/n hugs me.

'Thank you, Shindong, I love you,' she says, a big smile on their face.

I hug them back, 'I like how soft this makes you y/n, maybe never face your demons so I can play the hero.'

y/n huffs, 'I'm not soft I'm a badass.'

I smirk and pat their head, 'Okay you're a badass. How do you cope when I'm on tour?'

y/n looks up at me with a twinkle in their eyes, 'if it's small I let it have control of the room, but if it's big and not blocking my way I go next door and they deal with it.'

I shook my head at the lengths y/n would go to, but now the spider was gone I wanted to relax, 'what are we going to do for the rest of the evening y/n?'

y/n pulls out of the hug and smirks, 'You're going to relax while I cook your favourite meal, and then we can cuddle.'

I rub my hands together, 'sounds good to me y/n.'

y/n walks in the direction of the kitchen while I enter the lounge. However, in the corner of my eye, I swear I see something scurry across the floor heading towards the kitchen. I'd find out in a few minutes if we had another eight-legged friend. So I sat down on the sofa and turned on the tv, I wanted to relax before playing the hero again.

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Operation Crib! (Leeteuk) Super Junior

'Here you go, a nice glass of water. Should we do this on another day?'

Your partner Leeteuk looks up at you from his crouched position on the floor of your nursery surrounded by pieces of wood, bolts and screws and shakes his head while reaching out for the glass of water to take a break.

'This should have been done before I went on tour, you could go into labour at any minute y/n and our baby wouldn't have anywhere to sleep.'

You sit in the rocking chair he had assembled in the morning and rub your big belly, your baby being a week overdue, 'maybe they are waiting until they have a bed,' you joke.

Leeteuk was right about the crib needing to be done before Super Juniors short album promotion tour, but it kept getting delayed, only arriving a week before he came back.

Leeteuk sighs and drinks some water, 'why did they make assembly so hard? Are we going about this the wrong way?'

You continue to rub your belly, 'honestly, at this point, I'm not even sure if there is a right way. But no way were we paying someone to do it for us.'

Leeteuk nods his head in agreement, 'then what do we do?'

You smile at him, 'The only thing we can do...keep trying. Just imagine how cute our baby will look in that crib you built.'

'You're right y/n, I'm not giving up, hand me that screwdriver next to you please,' he says proudly.

You hand him the screwdriver and pick up the instruction booklet, 'Take panel four and attach it to panel three...'

It takes a couple more hours but finally, the crib is built, and you can't help but hug Leeteuk, 'we make a good team. Give or take some communication problems along the way.'

He hugs you back, 'We sure do, but if any of the guys ask this thing went up smoothly, I'm not having them mock me after they offered to help and I turned it down.'

You put your finger on your lips, 'Your secret is safe with me. Now, all we need is this little one to pop out.'

He rubs your belly and speaks softly, 'Come out, your bed is ready, you're going to sleep so well--'

'Why did you jinx it, now the baby will be restless,' you gasp loudly, cutting him off before he can do any more damage. He would do the first few night duties as punishment to see just how calm a newborn baby wasn't.

'If the baby's anything like me, they'll be chill, no need to worry,' he jokes.

You roll your eyes, you couldn't wait to prove him wrong when the baby came.

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Man's Best Friend (Heechul) Super Junior

Y/N

It was another beautiful morning in Seoul. The morning was always your favourite time of day because there were no crowds. Only the locals were out right now walking, running or heading to work. You'd moved here two years ago and considered yourself a local and everyone had kind of accepted you.

You'd always loved animals, especially dogs. Until you could find a job that paid well you helped out locals by walking dogs morning and evening and had quite a following. So today you were walking three dogs which you considered a light morning when usually you'd walk five or six of all various breeds and sizes.

There was Corey the Dalmatian, Kyle the Bulldog, and the rowdy Harry who was a golden retriever who liked to play up. You had Corey and Kyle's leashes in one hand and Harry in the other because you never knew what he was going to do.

Just then a cyclist comes by really fast making you jump out of the way. You manage to hold onto Corey and Kyle, but in a split second Harry's leash slips from your hand and he dashes across the park.

'Oh shit,' you curse, 'Harry get back here!' you shout, running after the energetic dog.

There was a guy walking through the park and Harry ran up to him barking playfully, dancing around his feet until he stumbled and fell onto the grass. Harry starts jumping on the poor guy and you can't stand back and watch because it was your fault.

'Harry, get off him right now!' you shout sternly, stopping in front of the scene.

Harry ignores you and continues playing around. Luckily the guy didn't seem angry, instead, he played back with Harry showering him with attention.

'Oh my god I'm so sorry, a cyclist came at me and I let go of his leash,' you speak quite flustered.

'No problem,' he replies laughing and gets up from the grass, keeping a hold of Harry.

Your eyes widen realising who Harry had tackled, it was Heechul from Super Junior. You saw him from time to time on your walks, more so over the past couple of weeks but never dared to approach him.

'You're that dog-walking girl, I'm Heechul by the way. I see you walking quite often.'

He extends his free hand which you shake and smile, 'You can call me y/n. I'm so sorry about Harry, he loves attention.'

Heechul chuckles nervously, 'This is going to sound dumb but I've been looking for an excuse to talk to you. I see you when I'm on the way to the studio to record.'

I shake my head, 'I wouldn't want to get in the way of your group, Heechul. Maybe Harry here knows something we don't.'

On cue, Harry barks and Heechul rubs his head, 'Thank you, Harry. Would you maybe like to get a coffee sometime y/n?'

You blush and bite your lip, 'I would like that a lot. Do you want my number?'

He nods, 'That would be great, here's my phone.'

He hands you his phone and you type your number in and next to your name you put a puppy emoji for laughs.

'Well, I'll be waiting for your message Heechul. But I really should get these guys home.'

'Here's your dog back. And I will message you before someone else does,' he replies, handing Harry back to you.

You watch him walk off in the opposite direction, so you quickly leave the park and continue your walk, giving Harry a treat for bagging you a date with a cute guy.

~NIGHT~

You are sitting in front of the TV in a pair of sweats and a loose tank relaxing when your phone vibrates on the arm of the sofa. You pick it up and squeal seeing a message from Heechul, just like he promised.

HEECHUL: Hello dog girl I told you I'd get in touch. How about coffee tomorrow afternoon?

Y/N: Hello idol guy I would love to get coffee. I'll send you my address

HEECHUL: See you tomorrow

Okay now, your evening was complete. Maybe you'd continue dog walking if it got you this kind of attention.

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Don't Tell Anyone! (Donghae) Super Junior

DONGHAE

'It's a disaster, Eunhyuk, what do I do?' I whisper into my phone.

Eunhyuk howls with laughter down the other end, 'Oh man this is priceless, what I wouldn't give to be a fly on the wall right now.'

I hung up and decided to phone Leeteuk, maybe he could help me and anyone was more mature than Eunhyuk. Luckily he picks up on the second ring, but it was clear Eunhyuk had gotten to him first because he straight up laughs.

'Real mature, this is partly your fault hyung,' I hiss.

'Babe, are you in there?' y/n calls out, and knocks on the bathroom door, 'are you talking to someone?'

Leeteuk snorts, 'What did you think would happen when you mixed multiple products together?'

I roll my eyes, 'All three of you were adamant y/n would like yours best so I went with all four including mine and only left them alone for a few minutes.'

y/n knocks again, 'Are you okay Donghae?'

'Everything is good y/n, give me a minute,' I reply.

'Don't bother Shindong, Eunhyuk already messaged him. Why are you stressing out about this anyway?' Leeteuk asks, sounding calmer than before.

I throw my free hand in the air, 'y/n's been super stressed at work and I wanted to do something nice and they love bubble baths. Now I've ruined everything, and when I open the bathroom door y/n will be even more stressed because they hate mess,' I whisper.

Leeteuk sighs, 'y/n loves you and will see the sweet gesture you tried. You can both laugh about this one day. Now be a man and open that door. Also, the guys and I will want details later, bye.'

He hangs up.

I put my phone down on the counter, the only free space in the whole room, take a deep breath and unlock the bathroom door. y/n's eyes widen as they take in everything behind me.

'Fucking hell, why are there so many bubbles in there?' y/n asks, face and tone serious.

I shuffle on the spot and swat some bubbles away, 'you really don't want to know y/n.'

y/n's lip twitches, 'you can tell me anything, babe.'

'You've been stressed at work so I wanted to run you a bubble bath but couldn't decide on the scent, so I asked the guys for advice. They told me to use all four bubble soaps, I only left it alone for a few minutes, and then bang so many bubbles.'

y/n's lip turns into a smile and they throw their arms around me, 'You're so thoughtful, I'm so lucky to have you. I love you so much, but maybe next time don't ask the guys for advice.'

y/n then pulls out of the hug and takes out their phone, and poses for a selfie, 'what are you doing?' I ask, very much confused.

y/n laughs, 'Say cheese, Eunhyuk wanted proof.'

That traitorous friend I think wearing a scowl while y/n smiles and takes some photos, he'd already told y/n leaving me to panic. When I next saw him I was going to make him pay for this.

'Why don't we clean this up, enjoy a shower together to relieve both our stresses, order takeout and cuddle on the sofa,' y/n suggests.

The scowl leaves my face and I kiss y/n's forehead, 'that sounds like a much better night to me.'

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Picture Perfect (Yesung) Super Junior

Yesung had been extremely busy with Super Junior since their latest single dropped, which you dealt with because it was all a part of dating an idol and it made you smile to see your boyfriend enjoying what he did every day. Even though your relationship was secret from the public, the other members knew along with the label and they supported the two of you.

Ironically you met at a Super Junior fan event, where you gifted each member a hand-drawn portrait since you took art in school and it was actually Ryeowook who recognised your signature and gushed over your fan art of not just Super Junior but other groups along with photographs you had taken over the years and put on your Instagram. Yesung joked that you could take a photo of him any day, and you took the brave step of stating he should name a time and a place.

Yesung did get in touch with you after the event and asked you to take some photos of him for Instagram which you agreed to. During the shoot the two of you hit it off, learning you liked similar things but had enough differences to intrigue the other person. After that day the two of you continued to chat and call one another.

You were hanging out at his one day when your phone kept blowing up and Yesung had enough and took it off you. Your ex-boyfriend was begging to get back together since you’d started to get more attention online because of the photos you took of idols. Luckily Yesung didn’t judge you and instead asked you out on a date.

That was a year ago and today you were surprising him at an event which was being held in the same location as the one you met in last year. it was Valentine’s and Yesung had spoilt you rotten because he would be busy, but you had yet to give him the special gift you’d made for him.

Everyone but Yesung knew you were showing up, so the label ensured you were the last in the line for the ultimate surprise. You eventually make it up to the long table where the group is sitting and Siwon makes a heart with his hands and points to Yesung, who is sitting next to him blissfully unaware you were up next.

‘Fancy meeting you here,’ you say proudly, standing in front of Yesung who looks up with shock written across his face.

‘y/n...what are you...how?...why didn’t you tell me?’ he stutters, fumbling over the words that wasn’t like him.

‘Let me get this on camera,’ Donghae insists, pulling out his phone.

You open your bag, pull out a small photo album and place it in front of him, ‘I never got to give you your gift this morning, and you are my favourite member of Super Junior after all.’

Yesung blushes a little picks up the album and starts to flip through it, ‘oh my god when did you take these y/n?’

You loved taking photos of people in general because you loved capturing emotions, and the best photos came when the person didn’t know they were being captured. There was a mixture of photos of the two of you, and photos you’d taken of Yesung when he wasn’t looking.

‘Do you like it? Happy Valentine’s,’ you say, whispering the last part in case anyone around you heard and assumed something was happening between the two of you.

He nods, ‘I love it y/n, if I could get up and kiss you I would.’

This time you blush, and next to him, Siwon and Donghae make kissing sounds and gestures since the fans in front of you have left.

‘You can kiss her later,’ Leeteuk calls out.

Yesung smirks and winks at you trying to be seductive, ‘Oh I intend to.’

You laugh, ‘name a time and place.’

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Hello darling, hope you are having a wonderful day, I just wanted to stop by and drop some love for yet another amazing Dreamcatcher writer❤️🌹

Ah thank you. It's always good to find other people who like Dreamcatcher ❤️👍

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Takeout (Dreamcatcher)

Yoohyeon

As you walk around your kitchen getting everything together for your valentine’s meal with Yoohyeon your phone goes off on the counter next to you, and you smile seeing Yoohyeon’s number.

‘Don’t tell me you got lost again, the shop isn’t even that far away,’ you joke, as you accept the call and put the phone to your ear.

On the other end Yoohyeon huffs, ‘I get lost one time and you never let me forget it y/n.’

You laugh a little, ‘more like twice, but why did you call? The takeouts just arrived by the way so I’ll start plating it up.’

‘I just wanted to let you know I’ve left the shop and am heading back so shouldn’t be more than five minutes. I was a little confused about something but I think I figured it out myself,’ she doesn’t sound quite sure of herself but you don’t question what confused her since she was meant to be getting soft drinks.

‘Okay, see you soon. I love you.’

‘Love you more,’ she replies, and hangs up the call.

You plate up the takeout and carry it into the lounge where you’d tried your hardest to decorate the coffee table to look romantic along with the room, but you only had a limited budget so you were stuck with candles, fairy-lights and some fake flowers that looked nice.

Exactly five minutes later the front door opens and you walk over to check on Yoohyeon who was taking her shoes off and carrying two carrier bags.

‘Do you think we’re going to run out of drinks?’ you joke.

She looks up at you with her cutest widest eyes that made a lot of people melt and holds up the bags proudly, ‘tonight we celebrate, so I decided to make it a little bit fancier y/n.’

You take one of the bags off her and open it looking at the contents, ‘err why did you get a bottle of red wine and a bottle of white wine?’

She brushes past you and pushes her hair over one shoulder grinning widely, ‘I don’t know what kind of wine goes with takeout, so I kind of got both.’

You tilt your head towards her, ‘and what’s in the second bag?’

She opens the bag and pulls out a bottle of champagne, ‘this looked good so I also got this. Tonight is going to get interesting.’

You can’t keep the smile off your face at her adorableness and slightly flirty undertone. So you put the bag down, walk over to her and hug her, before pulling back to kiss her on the cheek which makes her blush, ‘I love you Yoohyeon, don’t ever change.’

She smirks and kisses you back, ‘I love you y/n, and trust me I’m never going to change my weird ways.’ 

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Valentine’s Traditions (Dreamcatcher)

Handong

Valentine’s day, a day to show how much you love your significant other and vice versa. A day where too many feel pressured to buy the right gift and arrange the perfect romantic date night, kind of taking the love out of the day. This is why you and Handong decided on your second Valentine’s together that your first one was perfect why not repeat the same traditions the next year, maybe with a change or two sprinkled in to spice things up. This would be your fourth Valentine’s together.

Since you still didn’t live together because Handong lived in a dorm with other members of Dreamcatcher, you wake up to a sweet declaration of love via text and you reply with something even sweeter.

As you leave your bedroom someone buzzes your intercom. Outside your door you find a delivery man holding a beautiful bouquet of flowers, cliche but Handong knew how much you loved flowers and liked to have fresh ones in the apartment, along with a plain looking cardboard box.

Inside the box is a box of your favourite chocolates, and a small ring box that opened to reveal a metallic rat charm representing her Chinese zodiac sign. You both had matching charm bracelets and got each other charms to symbolise the other so that you were always together. This year you got a custom snake charm made to give to her.

Before you can send a photo to her of you enjoying the gifts Handong sends you one, showing off her charm, handmade knitted scarf and a box of her favourite sweets.

Today Handong told you Dreamcatcher had a photoshoot so she wouldn’t be able to see you until the evening which you were fine with, because you planned on ordering takeout and watching movies.

However the intercom goes off again which confuses you because you weren’t expecting anything or anyone else. Leaving your goodies in the lounge, you check the intercom to find a person in front of your door obscured because they were holding something in front of them. Usually you wouldn’t open the door but no one could get into your building unless they had a code or were buzzed in.

‘Hello--’ you say, as you open the door only to freeze upon coming face to face with a giant bear teddy.

‘SURPRISE!’ A familiar voice shouts.

‘Handong?’ You ask, confused.

The person brings down the teddy revealing Handong smiling brightly which made your morning.

‘I don’t have a schedule today so we can spend the whole day together, happy Valentine’s y/n,’ she says excitedly and thrusts the teddy at you, ‘here’s another cuddle buddy for you when I’m not around.’

Now this was one way to spice up your Valentine’s tradition, and spending the whole day together wasn’t something you were going to complain about.

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How You Meet (Super Junior)

Leeteuk

When you left your apartment to get groceries it was a pleasant evening, not a cloud in the sky, and not another soul in sight since everyone at this time would be eating dinner. You were only in the store ten minutes when the cashier mumbled that it looked like rain, and you joked it better not rain because you didn't have an umbrella.

As soon as you got around the corner from the store the sky filled with menacing dark clouds and the heavens opened on you.

‘Oh crap,’ you curse, as your eyes dart around for somewhere to get out of the rain.

You see a bus stop and run towards it, your clothes already soaked through. You weren’t the only one taking refuge in the bus stop that had seen better days, there was a guy staring down at his phone. 

Feeling awkward you keep your distance from the guy who looked familiar but you couldn’t place him and put your shopping bags by your feet, letting the shivers overtake you and rain drip down your face from your hair. It also didn’t help that where you chose to stand there was a leak in the roof.

‘Are you okay miss, why are you so wet?’ the guy asks, a dumb question but you’d forgive him because of his soft voice.

You point outside the bus stop, ‘err because its raining and rain gets you wet.’

The guy stares at the rain and his eyes widen, ‘I was so engrossed in my phone I didn’t even know.’

You chuckle, ‘no judgement here, but it doesn’t look like the rains going to stop anytime soon and I’m pretty sure the bus service doesn’t run past here anymore.’

The guy shrugs off his outer coat, revealing another jacket underneath and hands it to you, ‘put this on so you don’t catch a cold.’

‘Thank you,’ you reply and slip the warm coat over your wet clothes, ‘not many strangers would help each other out.’

He smiles and its a smile that could melt any heart, ‘I’m Park Jeong-su, and you are,’

‘Kim Y/N, it’s a pleasure to meet you, not ideal circumstances but it beats being alone in a bus stop,’ you answer, with your own smile.

He nods, ‘then lets pass the time, how about twenty questions?’

The two of you spend the next twenty minutes asking and answering questions about one another, and even after the rain stops you continue as you have a couple questions left.

You tap your foot and smirk, ‘okay, my final question and I’m going deep Mr, What’s your favourite memory?’

He taps his fingers on his chin for a few seconds before snapping his fingers, ‘right now, if I hadn’t had a fight with my friends I never would have met you Y/N and forgot about why we even had a fight in the first place. You’re a nice distraction. Now my final question--’

He pauses and bows his head a little, so you tilt yours to see what he was hiding but his hair covered his eyes and cheeks, before he looks at you with a slight blush on his cheeks, ‘can I get your number?’

You were taken aback by the sudden request, it had been a while since you’d given your number to someone, but it felt right to give Park Jeong-Su your number because there was still some mystery to him you wanted to unravel. You pull out your phone and hand it to him, ‘yes you can.’

He types in his number before handing you the phone back, and a minute later your phone pings with a message from him confirming the number, ‘well we better get going before it rains again Y/N. I have a friend picking me up, do you need a lift somewhere?’

You shake your head, ‘thank you for the offer but I’m good. My apartment isn’t far. It was nice meeting you, oh here’s your coat back.’

Before you can shrug off the coat he stops you and shakes his head, ‘keep it for now so we have a reason to maybe meet up again Y/N. message me when you get home.’

This moment felt straight out of a romantic comedy and you were living for it. 

You pick up your shopping bags and step out from the bus stop, ‘real smooth Mr, you better make up with your friends. Have a good night.’

You walk away from the bus stop too nervous to look back, but if you had looked back you would have seen Park Jeong-Su staring at you with disbelief in his eyes that he’d met someone down to earth who didn’t recognise him.

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Finding Out He Has A Crush On You (Super Junior)

Heechul

You'd been best friends with Heechul since the first day of high school when you both got lost on the way to your music class. You got on great with the rest of Super Junior and they bought you on to help style them in their videos because that was your passion. You were there when they became famous and had been through all the ups and downs, but you always felt closer to Heechul out of all the guys.

You both were very comfortable around each other, everyone in the group and in the company kept telling the two of you to get together but you and Heechul were scared of ruining your friendship. However, there was a small part of you that had deeper feelings for him, though when he stated he wanted to just be friends you smiled and went along with it.

You were on Super Junior’s south American tour and had just finished styling his hair and makeup, he had you in stitches with lame little jokes that everyone else didn't find funny, when your phone rang and you excused yourself to take the call.

When you finished the call, it was some wrong number you were about to go back into the dressing room when you overhear Leeteuk and Heechul talking in hushed whispers.

‘Why can't you just tell her that you have feelings for her and that you don't want to be just friends anymore,’ Leeteuk states.

You wondered who Leeteuk was talking about, did Heechul have a thing for another girl? You feel a pang of jealousy in your chest, but then the two of you were just friends and able to date other people though neither of you were in a relationship. Instead of walking in you press your ear to the door.

‘What if she doesn't feel the same way? We've been best friends since high school, I don't want to lose Y/N,’ Heechul says in a strained voice.

Your heart skips a beat as you hear the words leave Heechul’s lips, the lips you've only imagined kissing in your dreams. The girl Leeteuk and Heechul were talking about was you.

‘She feels the same way, it's obvious to everyone around here except you two. When you said you just wanted to be friends I saw something in her eyes that said she wanted to be more,’ Leeteuk answers honestly, and you were thankful Heechul was confessing his feelings to the leader who probably was the most mature member of the group.

Heechul sighs, ‘It's been years, how do you tell the girl you've been in love with since the first day of high school that you have more than a crush on her? I can't just go up to her and say 'Y/N will you be my girlfriend?'’

Before you knew what had taken over your body you pushed open the dressing room door taking both guys by surprise.

‘The answer to your question Heechul is yes...’

Leeteuk smirks and claps his hands together while Heechul stares at you with wide eyes and shock written across his face.

‘Err Y/N you heard that? Wait were you nosing on our conversation?’ he asks, shock in his voice.

‘Man, Y/N just said yes to being your girlfriend and you question her eavesdropping. Your priorities need a check-up,’ Leeteuk laughs.

You laugh at his statement, he had a fair point. You turn back to face Heechul who stands up and walks over to you. This had been the moment you'd been waiting for since you first laid eyes on this quirky boy.

Heechul wraps one arm around your waist pulling you towards him before cupping your chin and kisses you passionately. It takes your body a few seconds to adjust before you wrap both of your arms around his shoulders and kiss him back with equal passion.

Leeteuk coughs, ‘I hate to ruin this moment but we have to be on stage in five.’

You and Heechul pull away from your intense kiss and Heechul gives his leader and friend the finger making you laugh loudly. You both wait until Leeteuk leaves the room before either of you speak. Heechul opens his mouth first.

‘God Y/N I've loved you for years, now I get to finally call you mine,’ he gushes.

You blush, ‘right back at you. Now you have a show to do and can’t keep the fans waiting.’

Leeteuk kisses you on top of your head and pouts, so you poke his nose at this childish action, ‘I’ll be waiting here for you, I need to prepare for the onslaught of questions from the other members once Leeteuk spills his guts.’

Heechul smiles warmly at you, ‘What did I do to deserve a girl like you?’

[ageingfangirl]

Defends You (Super Junior)

Yesung

As you scroll though your Twitter you notice all the hate and hurtful comments from Yesung’s fans. You’d been able to handle it after a month of coming out as being in a relationship but today wasn’t a normal day. Yesung had posted a cute collage of photos documenting your one year anniversary, and despite having a lot of supportive fans there were a handful who hated the fact you’d taken Yesung away from them which wasn’t true. You’d heard what happened to Sungmin and feared a similar situation.

You hear the front door open and quickly wipe away a few stray tears. Yesung walks into the room and you shut your laptop a little too quickly.

He raises an eyebrow, ‘is everything ok Y/N?’

‘Everything is good, nothing to worry about, I missed you,’ you speak, your words coming out mumbled and suspicious.

Yesung furrows his eyebrows in confusion and sits down next to you on the sofa. He grabs your laptop from your hands and opens it before you can stop him, and starts scrolling through one of the trending hashtags #GetAwayFromYesung. You bite your lip as you watch his face turn away from confusion, to hurt, and lastly into anger.

‘Why can’t fans see that I’m happy with you Y/N? I don’t want to be single forever,’ he pouts.

You take the laptop from him and hug him, ‘there are supportive fans who want you to be happy. Things will calm down when they see they still haven’t lost you, since we’ve been dating a year and you keep the fans happy. We can get through this together.’

He sighs, ‘you’re right but I’m not going to let anyone think this kind of behaviour is okay.’

‘What are you going to do?’ you ask, concern in your voice at his sometimes unpredictable nature, ‘don’t do anything you’ll regret later.’

He smiles and takes out his phone, and you watch him scroll through many photos until he pauses on one of the two of you cuddling on the sofa with his cute dogs in the middle of you, ‘I love you Y/N and no one will ever break us up without a fight.’

He posts the photo with the caption ‘Love overcomes every challenge and when you find the one keep them close’

You lean over and kiss his cheek, ‘I love you but the guys are going to get concerned with how much emotion you’re showing.’

He pecks your lips, ‘you’re making me a softy. I love you so much.

[ageingfangirl]

Little Sister (Super Junior)

Shindong

Being Eunhyuk’s younger sister could be hard sometimes. You had to deal with fans who whenever you were out with your brother or the other guys assumed you must be sleeping with all of them. And secondly, Eunhyuk had forbidden you from dating any of the Super Junior guys, though you'd never tell him about your secret relationship with Shindong.

You had been on a lot of tours with them and it was getting harder for you and Shindong to hide the growing feelings between the two of you. Both Donghae and Leeteuk knew because they'd walked in on an intense kissing session when you were supposed to be helping Shindong get ready. They thought the relationship was cute and promised to keep it a secret.

After tour everyone decided to go out for some drinks to relax and unwind. Eunhyuk was protective of you and didn't like you drinking when all the other guys were getting wasted. It was cute how much he cared but one day he needed to let you go. Donghae had been trying to get him to drink more so you and Shindong could sneak in some alone time together, but getting your brother drunk was harder than it looked because he knew something was up.

Your phone vibrates on your lap, its a message from Shindong who's sitting across from you.

SHINDONG: Make up an excuse. Say you need to go to the bathroom and I'll meet you in a couple of minutes x

You glance up and smile at him before clearing your throat and picking up your bag, ‘oppa I'll be back in a couple, I need to use the bathroom.’

Your brother nods and as you slide out of the booth and give Shindong a secret thumbs up which he returns with a smirk.

Before you can open the bathroom door though someone's hand grabs yours and you can't help but smile, ‘Shindong I thought you said a couple of minutes. I actually do need the bathroom so wait out here for me.’

‘It's not Shindong.’

You jump at the unknown voice and try to shake the hand off you but the grip tightens. You turn around and come face to face with one of the new sound engineers brought in for this tour. He grins and eyes you up and down, the smell of alcohol rich on his breath. You remember him giving you looks all tour that made you feel uncomfortable.

‘Err please let go or I'll tell my boyfriend,’ you gasp, as the grip on your wrist tightens.

The guy throws his head back and laughs before pinning you against the wall roughly,  ‘you don't have a boyfriend, your brother is way too protective. I've seen the way you've teased me all tour and now I'm ready to collect.’

You start to squirm and struggle until someone rips the guy off you and pulls you into a tight hug. You look up at Shindong who has anger written across his face.

‘Don't you dare lay a hand on my girlfriend you creep,’ he growls possessively, a side you rarely saw.

‘That's my baby sister,’ your brother calls out.

You didn't notice Eunhyuk or the other guys until your brother has to be held back by Siwon and Leeteuk. You gulp and glance up at Shindong who smiles before kissing you on top of your head. Your brother clears his throat and you instinctively pull away from Shindong who keeps a firm grip on your hand. Your brother looked pissed, Leeteuk and Donghae took the hint and look around the group before speaking.

‘Donghae, why don't we move this creep outside?’ Leeteuk suggests

Donghae nods and helps him grab the drunk engineer and motions to the rest of the group who were in shock at the dating revelation, ‘we’ll explain everything to the rest of you guys outside.’ 

As they pass you Leeteuk squeezes your shoulder and smiles weakly, ‘good luck guys, we're rooting for you."

Eunhyuk waits until everyone was out of the frame before turning to face the two of us, his expression was unreadable. Shindong took a brave step forward.

‘Look, man, I know she's your sister but I need you to know that I love her and have done for a long time.’

Eunhyuk’s expression softened slightly, so you take the opportunity to tell him your side.

‘Oppa, I'm glad you've always protected me but I do love Shindong. I know he's your best friend but wouldn't you rather have someone you trust date me instead of some stranger?’

Eunhyuk sighs and Shindong squeezes your hand. You really wanted your brother's approval.

‘My little sister and my best friend. Wow, I guess I should have seen the signs. How long has this been going on Shindong?’

Next, to you Shindong shuffles nervously on the spot before answering your brother, ‘I started getting feelings for her around the time we were working on Black Suit but I never made a move. I waited until she was comfortable and we only kissed for the first time on this tour. I respect you and her and I'll never hurt her.’

You couldn't have asked for a better boyfriend than Shindong, he was a keeper. You never wanted to lose him. You just hoped your brother could see how much the two of you loved each other.

‘My sister and my best friend. If you ever hurt her Shindong I will come after you. I approve, just as long as you don't kiss in front of me okay?’ Eunhyuk threatens, though his voice sounded happy.

‘I promise Eunhyuk,’ Shindong says proudly.

Your brother chuckles and walks away leaving the two of you alone at last. Once no ones around Shindong pulls you back into a tight hug, you knew on the inside he was kicking himself for not being able to protect you but it wasn't his fault.

‘Well, at least your brother approves. Now I get to officially call you my girlfriend Y/N.’ Shindong says with a big smile on his face.

You stand on your tiptoes and peck his lips, he smirks and pulls you back for a deeper more passionate kiss.

‘And I get to call you my boyfriend, but the rest of the guys aren’t going to let us live this down anytime soon.’

The rest of the night was spent in Shindong’s arms as you re-joined the party. All the guys were happy about your relationship.

[ageingfangirl]

Eunhyuk x Reader (Super Junior)

You were in the process of packing up your apartment because you were moving in with your boyfriend Eunhyuk from Super Junior. You didn't realise how many photos you'd kept of your teenage and college years until you found shoeboxes full of polaroids. Many were of you and friends but a few of your exes were scattered throughout, that was one part of your life Eunhyuk didn't know about.

Every teenager goes through a stage where they question their sexuality and whether or not they like boys or girls. You'd had boyfriends but also had girlfriends in college because at first, it started off as experimental, but you soon discovered you had feelings for both genders and identified yourself as bisexual.

When you met Eunhyuk at a meet and greet you'd not long broken up from your girlfriend of three months. As cliché as it sounded, you thought that you would never find someone to love. But little did you know that a lovable dork would come into your life and show you that someone could love you. Then again he didn't know you were into girls as well, and now you'd been together ten months and you were afraid of his reaction if he found out. You didn't want to lose him.

Without thought, you'd left the shoeboxes in the living room on the coffee table not really thinking that Eunhyuk and the rest of the group might look through them. You were sorting out your wardrobe when you heard loud laughing come from the lounge.

‘Babe come here for a second I need to ask you something.’

Eunhyuk’s voice echoed through your small apartment and you sighed, they were supposed to be packing up the living room and you bet they were messing around like they usually did when they were around each other.

You strolled into the living room and your eyes bulged at the sight of the guys going through your photos. Internally you cursed yourself for not moving the box. Heechul looked up at you and grinned holding a photo of you and your ex-girlfriend Rose, the girl you dated before meeting Eunhyuk.

‘You never told us you went through a phrase in college y/n,’ he mocks, which sets the others off.

You flinched at the word 'phrase' it was the exact word your parents used when you first told them you liked girls and boys, they were disappointed that they didn't have a normal daughter who wanted to marry a guy. They weren't particularly religious but you never took any of your girlfriends home.

‘Oh look here are some more, damn y/n you got around.’

Ryeowook waved some more photos in front of him; they were all your exes. You chew your lip and glance at Eunhyuk who had a confused look on his face. You sigh and run a hand through your hair.

‘Eunhyuk you said you wanted to ask me something?’

You ignored the rest of the group who had gone back to looking through the photos. It was like you and Eunhyuk were in your own little bubble.

‘Why do you have so many pictures of you kissing girls?’ he asks.

This was the question you dreaded him asking, well not exactly worded the way he put it but similar. Would he judge you as your parents had? Would he break up with you because you lied all these months? You just needed to tell him and deal with the consequences.

‘Err Eunhyuk most of the girls in those pictures are my exes. I'm sorry I lied to you but I thought you'd hate me because I like girls as well as guys.’

The rest of the group fell silent while Eunhyuk simply stared at you.

‘Please say something, anything,’ you beg with pleading eyes.

‘Damn that was unexpected,’ Leeteuk chimes in.

Both you and Eunhyuk glare at the leader who shrinks away after interrupting your moment with your boyfriend. Eunhyuk gets up off the sofa and walks towards you, was he going to break it off with you? His face was expressionless and this was odd because normally he wore his emotions on his sleeve. You gulp and wait for the words to leave his mouth.

‘Why didn't you tell me y/n? This is something pretty big.’

‘Because most times when I tell guys I also kiss girls you'd think they'd be down with it but most of the time they ridicule me. I've had boyfriends as well as girlfriends ever since high school Eunhyuk. That day at the fan sign I told you I'd just come out of a relationship and you assumed it was a guy, her name was Rose and she's the girl in Heechul’s photo. When you assumed my ex was a guy I panicked because I liked you so I lied because I didn't want to lose you. My parents practically disowned me when they found out they didn't have a normal daughter, I'm bisexual there I said it. Now I understand if you want to dump me, I'd dump me if I was in your shoes. Find yourself a normal girlfriend who likes men instead of both.’

It all came out in one big spew, it was a nervous habit of yours but it felt like a weight had been lifted off your shoulders telling Eunhyuk before the next big stage of your relationship. You kind of hoped that the rest of the group wouldn't be present but they'd find out eventually.

You waited for him to flip out on you but instead of being angry he smirked. This worried you because if you were in his shoes you'd be flipping out.

‘I'm not going to dump you because you like both. I would have liked to have known but I love you y/n and nothing's going to change that.’

He pulled you into a hug while the rest of the guys cheered. It was odd having someone accept your sexuality, your parents never understood but you had a boyfriend who was one in a million.

‘I love you to Eunhyuk.’

The two of you kiss and then you feel a cushion hit you in the side of the head pulling the two of you apart. Heechul sits pouting on the floor, ‘what about us?’

'I’ll always love you guys,’ he answers.

Eunhyuk then runs and leaps on Heechul leaving you standing and simply staring at the scene in front of you. You sit down next to Yesung on the sofa and pick up a beer bottle before taking a large swig.

‘Are you sure there isn't something you two want to tell us?’ you joke, knowing how close Super Junior members were with each other.

Yesung high fives you which was rare while the others cheer and whoop. Eunhyuk and Heechul pull apart, ‘I'm pretty sure I like ladies y/n," he jokes.

[ageingfangirl]

Siwon x Reader (Super Junior)

Y/N

You and your best friend Siwon had been asked to sing a cheesy duet for a close friend's joint birthday party. You and Siwon had picked the perfect cheesy love song that had you both cringing but knew people would like. It would also spark more rumours about the two of you being in a relationship when you were simply good friends.

You and Siwon have the kind of friendship where friends, family and fans alike assume you're in a relationship because when we're around each other we act more than just friends. We cuddle, kiss and message daily, but neither of us saw the other as a potential love interest.

‘I think we should do that thing we planned at the end y/n to drive them crazy.’

Siwon walks up behind you and wraps his arms around your waist making you jump. He laughs as you slap his arms away.

‘Let's put on a show for them Siwon, one they'll never forget.’

You both pick up your microphones and walk on stage. The music starts playing and your friends start cheering and clapping.

Song: Something Stupid

I know I stand in line Until you think you have the time To spend an evening with me And if we go someplace to dance I know that there's a chance You won't be leaving with me

Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place And have a drink or two And then I go and spoil it all By saying something stupid Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes You still despise the same old lines You heard the night before And though it's just a line to you For me it's true And never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever lines to say To make the meaning come true But then I think I'll wait until the evening gets late And I'm alone with you

The time is right Your perfume fills my head The stars get red And oh the night's so blue And then I go and spoil it all By saying something stupid Like I love you I love you...

The song comes to an end and Siwon wraps an arm around your waist before dipping you like you see in all those cheesy romance films and smashes his lips down on yours. The force takes you by surprise, as does the gasping in the audience, but you quickly recover and kiss him back because the two of you knew how to put on a show.

After a minute Siwon releases you, slings an arm around your shoulder and the two of you walk off stage as nothing had just happened grinning like idiots.

Backstage you burst into laughter as does Siwon.

‘Oh my god did you see their faces y/n? Priceless.’

'Siwon, you know that's going to be all over social media in like ten minutes.’

Siwon wipes away tears of joy and casually shrugs his shoulders.

‘Let the internet continue to argue whether we'll get together or won't, it makes our lives more interesting y/n.’

You couldn't help but agree with your best friend, you'd have a pretty dull online presence if Siwon wasn't involved. Siwon is a great kisser and a gentleman, and he'd make someone very happy one day but for now, he'd make you happy.

[ageingfangirl]

Donghae x Reader

Y/N

You'd stayed up late binge-watching Criminal Minds when you heard the front door open and your husband Donghae stumbled in slightly intoxicated from going out drinking with the rest of the group. You would have joined them, but you'd found out two weeks ago that you and Donghae were expecting your first child and he refused to let out of the house in case you hurt yourself or the baby.

‘Hey babe you're still up, it's kind of late isn't it?’

You glance up from the sofa noticing how Donghae was keeping his hands behind his back, and his face read that he was guilty of something.

‘Yeah, I wanted to catch up on my shows. Did you have a good night with the guys?’

Donghae nods and tries to quickly escape up the stairs, but you were faster than him and blocked his path.

‘What happened?’ you question, folding your arms across your chest.

Donghae looks down at his feet, another tell-tale sign that he'd done something he knew you wouldn't approve of. You sigh and manage to get his hands from behind his back and gasp at the sight in front of you.

‘I really, really, really hope that's not blood.’

He sighs deeply, ‘Well in that case love, I have some bad news.’

You examine his bloody knuckles. Had he punched a brick wall or something? Dragging your husband up the stairs, you get him into the bathroom and root around for the first aid kit.

‘I'm going to ask again Donghae, what happened? I'm not mad, I want to know how you hurt yourself.’

He sits on the edge of the bathtub as you get out the supplies to bandage him up.

‘Some people were calling you mean names because of your pregnancy and I wanted to punch them, but the guys held me back and I ended up punching a wall once or twice,’ he says, defeat in his tone.

You internally awe as you patch him up, you really had the sweetest husband anyone could ask for. Yes, Donghae sometimes got worked up and protective of those close to him, and if he wasn’t in a famous group those people sounded like they deserved it.

‘Now I love you, even more, Donghae, let's get into bed and cuddle.’

Donghae smirks as you peck him on the cheek and skip out of the bathroom. You enter your bedroom and undress before slipping under the duvet. He follows a couple minutes later, and you find yourself snuggling into his side while stroking his bandaged knuckles.

[ageingfangirl]

Ryeowook x Reader

You'd invited your best friend Ryeowook over for your monthly movie night. You each chose two films and slept over at the others house. This had been a long standing tradition since childhood and hadn’t changed when he debuted as an idol in Super Junior. You were currently on your choice of film Romeo & Juliet. It was one of your favourites, and you knew it word for word.

‘Why do you like this film so much y/n?’ Ryeowook asks, from the open doorway between your kitchen and living room.

He sits back down on the sofa holding a bowl of fresh warm popcorn and you shrug your shoulders before cuddling against his side.

‘Romeo and Juliet is by far the most realistic romance story out there Ryeowook.’

‘Really y/n?’ he questions.

You nod, ‘yeah, it shows you that sometimes love makes you want to kill yourself.’

Ryeowook pauses the film and stares down at you, and all you do is smile up at him in return.

‘Wow, y/n. That's all I have to say.’

You laugh, ‘it's probably why I'm still single Ryeowook.’

He shakes his head, ‘don't ever get rid of your weirdness and uniqueness y/n. The right guy is out there for you.’

You can't help but snort knowing this wasn't true. You weren't like most girls, and this put off a lot of guys. You were surprised Ryeowook had stuck around as long as he had, if you were in his shoes you'd have already made a run for the hills. But he’d been by your side since childhood.

You sit upright and puff your chest out, ‘prove it.’

‘Okay, I will,’ he answers confidently.

He cups your chin staring deep into your eyes, what was happening? And why were you okay with it? You open your mouth to question your friends' motive, but he silences you with a kiss. It wasn't too soft or forceful, but just right to send sparks around your body. You gasp in shock for a few seconds before your body takes over and kisses him back.

After a few minutes of making out Ryeowook pulls back, still cupping your chin. As you get your breath and mind back on track he strokes your cheek in a loving gesture which made you weak at the knees and feel all warm inside.

‘Will you be my Juliet y/n?’ he asks, hope behind his eyes.

You blush and nod, ‘only if you'll be my Romeo.’

‘God I love you so much y/n,’ he says with a big smile.

Ryeowook releases your chin and pulls you into a bone-crushing hug, and you laugh before wrapping your arms around him making sure neither of you was going anywhere for the rest of the night. You wouldn’t tell the rest of Super Junior how this night went down because they’d mock Ryeowook for the rest of his life.