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Jules of Nature
todays bird
Sweet Seals For You, Always
sheepfilms
we're not kids anymore.
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Love Begins
Not today Justin
RMH

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
occasionally subtle

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@theartofmadeline
will byers stan first human second

izzy's playlists!
One Nice Bug Per Day
hello vonnie
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@agent-connecticut
&& Call it minor curiosity, but hmu on @stubbornessissues if you see this post. I’ve been on a nostalgia trip to my old rp blogs and I’m just kinda curious who’s all still around
What’s up amigo’s?
Hooo boy am I nostalgic tonight
Transgressions Past || C.T & Maine
She’d flickered from existence. Steel blinked away and appeared again, gloved hands passed through nothing when they should’ve smashed against armor plates and, for a moment, Maine felt as though he could let loose a sigh of relief. The burning corner of rebellious consciousnesses that was Markham Blanc felt that old sensation; that instantaneous wave of peace that always followed the arrival of an ally, or the sight of a comrade gaining the upper hand.
There you go, Ghost. Keep fighting-
Suddenly, there was a weight on his back. Familiar arms and hands wrapped around his neck, and what was left of Maine recognized the feel of Connie on his back. He recognized the weight of her –he knew how it felt to carry her back to her room when she fell asleep elsewhere and he remembered how she felt on his back when she was wounded and couldn’t run on her own. All at once, the multitude of times he’d carried her came rushing back, and they left a grieving pain in their wake.
Where had they gone wrong? They’d been friends once –comrades in arms. She’d hopped onto his back and demanded to be carried and he’d chased her down the halls of the MOI in a full sprint. They’d shared the laughs and tears of war and cut through countless enemies by each other’s side, but now? That seemed so long ago. The lies and madness of a twisted old man had sent all those memories spiraling into once upon a time, and now here they were; two old friends, fighting against each other, but fighting for the same thing. They just wanted it to end.
Years ago, people questioned if an agent in white had a heart beneath his armor, and now, even as it ached and hurt as if it’d been torn apart, Agent Maine himself wondered if he even had a heart to break anymore –if there were anything beating beneath all the pain-
He felt lighter. CT wasn’t on his back anymore, and when the fog of grief cleared from his vision, Maine saw that she was on her back, and that the husk that used to be his body was almost upon her.
C’mon, Ghost. Get up. Fight.
The Meta stopped in its tracks. Armored feet planted themselves in the snow, and in a surge of willful defiance, Maine had his hands shooting up to his helmet and prying as hard as he could, trying to pull his helmet off –to give CT a chance. That was all she needed; one shot.
The silence of Maine’s mind was filled with his battlecry. What used to be a silent and compliant hum was now an uproar of AI shouting and cursing, sobbing and cheering, and the silent encouragement of one that dubbed the titan ‘Gigantaur’. All at once, every AI was awake and every memory came rushing back –every bullet taken and every smile shared, each kind word and snide remark, the face and voice of every friend and love– so much noise came flowing through the space behind a golden visor, all adding to the warcry that’d been gone from the world for so long.
From the outside, it seemed as though the Meta was struggling with itself. The colossal husk had its helmet halfway off, and it was almost as if it was unsure as to whether or not it wanted to remove the piece of armor completely, or lock it back into place.
Shaking, gloved hands tugged and pushed at the helmet as the weaponized heartbeat shook at the knees, but it wasn’t until Maine heard one voice in particular –saw the icy hues of a man he used to call brother and saw his smile– that the mighty Meta fell to its knees.
Sigma was fighting back, and fighting hard, but now that Maine had forced himself to his knees and almost had his helmet off…maybe CT could finish this. Maybe she could finally save them all, like she wanted to do so long ago.
You can do it, Connie….just…..get up one more time….
She’s breathless where she lays, a tiny thing in an endless galaxy, endless universe. She shouldn’t matter in the face of the grand scale of space where they once lived. Or maybe she’s got it backwards & her hurt shouldn’t count for much, because small as she is, her might ought to be insurmountable (it could never compete with the likes of Carolina or Texas) & Connecticut, with her lilting title turned abrupt & harsh, has fought her way through much bigger, more impossible things than Maine. (Is the Meta bigger or smaller than her once friend?)
C.T revels in the way she sinks, wants the endlessly shifting sand that she cannot quite feel beneath her metallic mass to engulf her wholly because she thinks she may have long lost the will to fight. Worn down by war & stripped to pieces by stress & fear, she’s tatters without shape. But she claws her way to her feet, despite the impossible ache in her chest, this feeling that she insists to herself is only the air wrenched from her lungs by force. She claws & twists & she makes it to two wavering feet, chest heaving, mouth sucking in all of the filtered air her ugly helmet provides. (Not so ugly when it’s saving your life) & she recognizes him, the hulking mass that may, or may not be her friend, she sees him struggling with himself (or is it against?). It’s the moment she’s needed since the beginning, handed to her with a pretty little bow that makes her waver- she was a spy inside a corrupt organization, she understands better than any the notion of too easy.
She knows Maine better.
With everything she has- which, granted, is as little as her slight size- C.T moves, holograms flickering, true, false, true, false, she loses herself in amongst her endless copies that fail to capture flesh & bone, they are, after all, mere pixels. Convincing pixels, none the less, & they envelop Maine, poor Maine whose fingers grip at glass & metal as worn down as they. She & her pixels encircle. They move forward as one, & she mimics them, a lagging step behind, but they all charge, they all leap, but only one, only she delivers a blow, crashing through the seemingly impossible sea of false life. She aims for the head, the helmet, the hands, she doesn’t know, she only intends to separate Maine & his defenses, she only intends to extract the A.I, because that is all she ever has & ever will be good for, breaking things apart & tearing away the important stuff, & she’s never going to do anything different.
I accidentally logged on to the wrong blog and was just smacked in the face by nostalgia: A novel by me
Y'know, it's just over a month until this blog is two years old, and I'm trying so hard to not be nostalgic as I scroll through leftover messages and posts from 2012, but I miss it. A lot. I just couldn't deal with this fandom any longer.
&&. ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴄɪᴇɴᴄᴇ & ᴄᴏᴍᴩʟᴇxɪᴛy 3 2 4 B 2 1 Indie &. selective roleplay blog for Cosima Niehaus of BBC’s Orphan Black. Script, para, multi-para, novella writing compatible. Text formatting used but not necessary. 4 + years of tumblr roleplay. Single ship. Icons/gif icons used. Spoilers present, may contain triggers, all of which will be tagged accordingly. Totally crazy science going on here. i. ii. iii. iv.
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[Connie would probably just have to give everyone Begonias and Cyclamen]
Which flower would your muse give to mine?
Put a flower in my inbox to show your muse's feelings for mine, anon or not:
AMARANTH: Broken-hearted
BEGONIA: Warning
CARNATION (YELLOW): Rejection
CYCLAMEN: Parting
LAVENDER: Distrust
LILY (ORANGE): Hatred
MARIGOLD: Jealousy
GERANIUM: True friendship
SUNFLOWER: Gratitude
TULIP (WHITE): Forgiveness
VIOLET: Loyalty
ZINNIA: Memories
DILL: Lust
MIMOSA: Secret admirer
PEONY: Shyness
ROSE (ORANGE): Fascination
ROSE (RED): Passionate love
SYCAMORE: Curiosity
TUBEROSE: Pleasure
// just musing over the fact that York (and therefore Delta) was there when CT was killed
// which could go a few different ways that leave CT still dead
// but it could also go the way where CT has someone at her back
// no more dead connie
[[ *Muffled noises of pain*
Dee why? Don't make me want to write things.
Even worse, you're giving me my own ideas.
That's dangerous.]]
// *casually drowns in Delta/CT feels*
[[Woah, wait, did I do something? Did I write a thing? Did you find a song? I wanna join in on the feels!]]
Take A Bullet || CT&South
This was the only part South didn’t like about doing this kind of thing. Seeing CT get upset, even if it was from protecting her. It was like kicking a puppy when you were just trying to kick a ball for it to fetch. You don’t mean to kick the puppy; you were just trying to help. And it wasn’t often that South wanted to help people other than herself. CT was her exception, the reason that storm still raged within her eyes. CT gave her the reason to feel she had something she needed to protect.
The younger Dakota couldn’t say she was sorry for her action at all, even if there was a hole in her abdomen currently. A bit of scar tissue was worth seeing the brunette here, living and standing by her side.
Digits twitched, opening her palm to allow for a smaller hand to slip into her own, interlace with her fingers. There was a smirk on her lips, playful, as though she wasn’t lying on a stretcher in the medical bay right now with a bloody bandage across her stomach. "I know I didn’t."
A thumb idly strokes across the back of CT’s hand, trying to ease her worry. South was here, smiling up at the other, and more importantly breathing. She was alive, and would be just fine with a short leave from active duty. "But who would I be if I didn’t? C’mon, Connie."
She uses the nickname lightly, even if CT didn’t like it much. It was better than calling her kitty, like she’d usually do to tease her when she was pissy. "You should know I do stupid shit all the time."
CT took a small breath. It was to calm herself, for her mind was moving too fast for herself once again. South wasn't to know that she would be fine, she saw and reacted, and that was one of the many reasons why they had ended up together. Why she found herself loving the woman. She was willing to put CT's life ahead of her own, and if anyone knew South, they would know that this was a rare thing to be.
The brunette's lips quirked once at the nickname, but she refused to let it be a thing; Connie was a name for kids, that of a young girl in pigtails. That wasn't her, and she refused to let anyone ever have such an image of her. She was a woman with a mind that could, and more importantly, would kill. She was a woman whose fingers knew their way around a keyboard better than the woman knew her own mind. "Would you quit calling me Connie?" She half whined, playing into it as though it were a joke, despite both women knowing that she meant it.
Her eyes dropped down to watch their hands, entranced by the moving of the thumb. She ignored her own half-hearted protest to continue the conversation, to get further away from the one thing she feared most. "You really shouldn't South." There was a small pause as CT then tasted the next words in her throat, on her tongue, and against her lips. They sat there for a moment, and then she freed them. "What would I do if you had died? What would North do?"
The little addition was unintended; she knew just how much South hated being lumped together with North, but she needed to pull herself away from this, and she needed to start soon. CT wasn't on board this ship to get distracted or build her own little bridges. She wasn't here to do anything more than learn. She just stumbled over South somewhere along the way.
Take A Bullet || CT&South
South was an idiot. She knew it, everyone knew it. South was the one who would walk right up to an insurrectionist and punch him square in the jaw despite them having a weapon or not. She didn’t commonly think before she leapt; it was something along the lines of she jumped forward with her eyes closed and hoped her feet hit ground instead of air.
Most of the time, she tripped metaphorically, and on the off chance, physically. Her toes would get caught on that barrier between ground and air, and she’d fuck up somehow. Just like today. Simply covering for the smaller Freelancer was something she didn’t even think about anymore, something that worked its way into muscle memory. Whether or not CT actually wanted her to, South wasn’t going to care.
Her eyes were adjusting now, the harsh glare above her becoming bearable as a stripe of brown came into view, followed by the press of lips on her forehead, and just that touch made the corner of South’s mouth twitch upwards. "I thought we both knew that already."
There was a small chuckle in her throat, head tilting to get a better view of the other female. "Nice to see you’re alright, too."
South was herself, there was no denying that, and so, the small, brown freelancer let out a breath she didn't even know that she was holding onto, her shoulders lifted a little higher, and she let herself smile slightly, her thin lips curling up. "Thanks to you." She said softly, somehow conveying, in the three small words, her gratitude, anger and relief. Though this had happened before CT couldn't help but panic, worry that maybe this would be the time that she didn't see the eyelids snap back to reveal the storm that raged beneath them; that maybe this time, the lightning wouldn't strike.
They wouldn't have hurt her in the first place, whoever it was that must have been aiming her way. Whoever it was that South had taken down. Somewhere along the lines things had got all kinds of messed up, wires crossed and strings tangled together. South made her forget just who she was working for, what she was trying to achieve. This was unnecessary; South could have left the enemy alone and she wouldn't have got shot and CT wouldn't have to sit for hours with a dragon writhing in her guts, a parrot shrieking in her head.
"You didn't have to do that." Were the only other words that she could think to muster in this moment, eyes drinking in the sight of the blonde still breathing, still awake. Her own slender hands had dangled over the rail that separated the two women and sought out South's fingers so that she could wrap her own about them. They would interlace and fit together, just like they always did.
Take A Bullet || CT&South
Here in Project Freelancer, or in any military operation for that matter, when you wake up groggy and doped up on a stretcher, you know you’ve fucked up somehow. Chances are, you’ve almost died, and the medics were on a mad dash to keep your dumb ass alive because personnel can’t afford to lose a soldier.
In this case, it was South waking up on the stretcher, bleary-eyed and blinking against the harsh fluorescents in the ceiling. Arms stiff, one connected to an IV-drip and a heart monitor, she was trying to shield her eyes from the bright lights, but her body was protesting her small movements.
“Hnn——fuckin’ hell.”
South wanted to move, wanted to know what the fuck happened to her and where her new scar would be showing up.
Injuries were common in this place, CT knew that when she signed on to the project, and she was fine, she was expecting to take them on her self, not watch her girlfriend stumble back and hit the floor, blood pouring from one of the weak spots in their armour. She remembered shakily completing her part of the mission whilst radioing North to pick up his sister. The nerves when he crackled back onto their comm link "Out, but still alive."
CT breathed a little easier after that, but on the Pelican ride back, well, she had time to realise what had happened, to build up a little mantra in her head, your fault, she was protecting you, your fault. On this went, while she waited for those damn, electric blue eyes to finally open and hiss back at the world with the new pain.
"You're such an idiot." Were the first words CT could think to say. Here, in Project Freelancer, there were no soft sighs of relief, for they were soldiers, and getting shot was a simple side-effect of the life they had all chosen to live. Despite that, she leaned forward, fingers wrapping about the bars on the side of the bed, and placed a small kiss on the woman's forehead. "But I'm glad you're okay."
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