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[agenthotshot]

my grandmother died, just a few weeks before I am due to return home from a year teaching in Asia.

Let's get this count up, shall we:

FIRST

-3 weeks in, grandfather dies -1 month in, school closes and have to relocate -relocate to roach-infested apartment -teaching kids 2 years younger than I was contracted for (which, when the ages are 7 vs 5 THAT'S A BIG FUCKING DIFFERENCE) -who speak NO english

THEN

-breast cancer scare -subsequent lump/mass removal in a foreign language -horrific lingering pneumonia-like cough for 6 months

NOW -dead bubbe -crushing guilt -this was literally the WORST possible year to be not near my family -like, really, I'm an asshole for doing this.

why the fuck am I here? why. This was not worth it. It wasn't worth the pain and the loss I have suffered. I wasn't worth my time- to not be there, to not have the closure of saying goodbye to those I love.

[wallswest-blog]

shoutout to sam wilson, alan deaton, antoine triplett and all the other genuinely compassionate men of colour who the fandom demonise and are constantly suspicious of.

[voldiebuns]

#also to Nick Fury who is a complex and morally gray character#who never gets the benefit of the doubt and the appreciation that even the white villains get (via kittenskysong)

[saintmori]

[alcharlie]

"Adventure Avengers Buddies" by Brendan Tobin

[agenthotshot]

(This is my life. These seven kids [two are missing from the video] are my morning kindergarden class and about 60 others of varying ages are my afternoon classes.

This is why I'm too tired to write these days.

Cause I'm making up songs to learn biomes, and laminating pictures and being a teacher without getting the respect of a teacher and working my ass off and killing my brain to make these last 6 six weeks a good six weeks for these kids.

Partly it's vanity, because I want to be remembered.

Partly, it's because they deserve my best.

Partly, it's cause they're just so damn cute.

I should be more active when I get back to the US, about the end of July. Until then, you can find me on my personal blog or on my travel blog)

[arolacroix]

[kimlennox]

[agenthotshot]

Actual five year olds.

[grumpycakes]

stream progress.

I WILL MAIM THE COSTUME DESIGNER FOR SAM’S OUTFIT. WHAT THE HELL IS THE PURPOSE OF ALL THOSE DAMN STRAPS I DON’T EVEN. (I mean kudos for actual armor cause WHERE THE HELL IS YOUR ARMOR NAT AND CLINT FOR REAL but WHY ALL THE STRAPS)

[scifigrl47]

Fanfic fodder. That is the only purpose.

[oshawottprincess-deactivated201]

[aleenaxd-deactivated20200629]

[joriontel]

"Jen is getting back together with Kyle"

"What? After last time?"

"I know right. I can pierce the vail into raw unsheathed chaos and madness and even I still don’t know what he sees in him."

[aleenaxd-deactivated20200629]

lmao perfect

[aleenaxd-deactivated20200629]

aaand 6000

[poewasright]

i fucking love whenever people are like “how would steve rogers react to the fact that people now curse and talk about sex?

yo

he grew up as a poor orphan in Brooklyn and joined the fucking army i think he’s got that shit covered 

[sizvideos]

Neil DeGrasse Tyson Ruins Your Zombie Fantasies Forever - Video

[nominal-realism-blog]

[aziraphalecrowley]

As someone who writes fics with action sequences and the use of guns, I thought maybe it would be helpful to pass some things on. Even though I’ve done lots of research and talked with family members (I live in WI which is a big…

[nukacolae-deactivated20160425]

"I find that it’s easier to keep your true self buried under several layers of untrue selves, to protect yourself." “that’s not a good way to live.” “no. but it’s a good way not to die.”

[superheroes-or-whatever]

[govthookercoulson]

00:00:00 (AgentHotShot)

[agenthotshot]

Clint’s face was tucked into the crook of Phil’s neck, hiding the contentment, the softness of his expression so often sharp. His thumb brushed against the ridge of Phil’s hip, stroking absently back and forth.

[govthookercoulson]

Phil made a low happy noise at the thumb stroking over his skin, only going silent as he slipped into a light doze, content and luxuriating in the contact between them.

[agenthotshot]

Clint snored softly against his skin, out and happy. He felt safe, felt wanted and no longer alone and that in itself was enough for him at the moment.