I am STILL not a cat!

independent, slightly canon-divergent MCU-based OC mun & muse 30+ Rules ||| About crossover-compatible ||  potential AUs ||

[agentvharrison]

Welcome to my blog for my MCU-based OC, Vivian.  This blog is crossover friendly (worlds mixing with little to no effort), AU friendly (so please don't assume you need to write with her in the MCU), and largely set in a canon-divergent form of the MCU.

I’m Zen, 30+, autistic, and generally a mentally-ill and chronically-ill mess.  I am definitely more scared of you than you are of me, and incredibly awkward at social interactions, which I apologize for in advance.

Currently operating on VERY slow activity.

LINKS:

Rules gdoc

Bio gdoc

Crossover-compatible properties

AU-potential properties

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Yeah, it's time to get this post out again

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*Forever that person*

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Vivian's workout/running playlist is predominantly J-pop and anime openings and endings. Most of them at least ten years old.

She REFUSES to be ashamed of this.

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// "Under the circumstances, they were reasonable questions. 'Get to Medical,' I told her. I didn’t want to answer any reasonable questions. If I was wrong, I’d probably be dead, and that was bad enough. Being stupid and dead would just be that much worse." --Network Effect, The Murderbot Diaries

Murderbot and Vivian are actually the same person confirmed.

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hi do y'all mind if i misuse this blog entirely for a second. idk why i'm asking i don't actually care they found a new snake it's a New Snake we didn't know about this snake before!!!!

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// Leverage crossover where, after the events of CA:TWS, Vivian becomes a hitter for a Leverage International team

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// A day late, but chag Hanukkah sameach!

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// I'm finally watching 'The Martian' for the first time and Watney's attitude about being stranded on Mars is giving me major Vivian vibes. "I'm not going to die in the next few months so it's time to start bitching about insignificant shit"

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favorite ship dynamics:

1) soft, sweet, basically married, just haven’t admitted to themselves or each other yet.

2) Person A is emotionally a skittish feral cat and person B has to gently “pst pst” them into a relationship

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okay but how about both dynamics at once

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Vivian desperately wishes she could foster bottle-baby kittens. She's always loved young kittens, and she thinks caring specifically for bottle-babies and then handing them over to other fosters when they were old enough would be both deeply satisfying and a way to feed that love without adopting a thousand cats.

Unfortunately, there's no verse where she has a job schedule that would allow for the kind of care bottle-baby kittens would require.

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Hey uh, the fandom is mischaracterizing you on Discord again. Yeah it’s pretty bad. You’re totally OOC in the fanon -_- What happened?

I got sidelined for a popular ship :/

They “fixed” my character design and now I look cis :/

They made me a cop in a timeskip :/

They conveniently forgot that I’m ace :/

They drew me too thin :/

I got woobified into an innocent cinnamon roll, too good too pure :/

All my dialogue is perfectly articulated therapy speak :/

They made me Found Family with people I straight up do not like :/

They oversimplified my cultural identity :/

I’m actually fine the fandom’s got nothing but good takes about me [see results]

Voting ended onOct 26, 2023

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Key headcanons to establish:

Vivian and emotional attachments

Vivian and romance (demiromantic identity)

Vivian and trust

Sex versus romance/emotional attachments

Vivian and her relationship with SHIELD (how it affects her self-image and everyday appearance)

Vivian and those few summer programs of bliss (@writedisaster)

Vivian and her relationship with SHIELD (self-identity)

Vivian and being a brat (relating to kink)

Vivian and being a brat/mouthing off (relating to life-or-death situations)

Vivian and hospitals/medical situations

Vivian and insomnia

Vivian and mental illness/history of diagnosis

Sir Faithful-Pounce and how he came into Vivian's life

If you can think of anything else you'd like to know about, let me know@

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Vivian and her interest/involvement in BDSM

Vivian and her first foray into BDSM

Vivian's "vanilla" toy collection

Vivian's BDSM gear collection

Vivian and her first girlfriend/partner

Vivian's attempt at lifestyle BDSM (I don't think I ever wrote this one??? But it's been in my head forever???)

Vivian's tokophobia

Vivian's D&D groups

Vivian and special interests

Not a headcanon, but: Places Vivian can be found in NYC outside of SHIELD or home

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Vivian and meltdowns

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Volunteering

Happiness

Martial arts hobbies (naginatajutsu, kendo, iaido)

High school dress code + being solely responsible for four amendments to it

College

High school in general (extracurriculars, academics, starting a GSA)

Running + how she got into it

Body image issues

Exercise

SHIELD Academy

How she was recruited for SHIELD (I know I wrote a drabble for this but I can't remember if I wrote it on my lost blog or my archived one)

Past special interests

Self-education

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Vivian's STRIKE team - pre-CA:TWS

Vivian's version of CA:TWS

Post-CA:TWS life

Vivian's STRIKE team post return of SHIELD

SHIELD post-CA:TWS & rebuild of SHIELD

How Vivian came to join Section D

Vivian's Section D team

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Vivian + diagnoses

Being an auDHD SHIELD agent

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What languages she speaks and level of proficiency

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Secret/disguised weapons

Happiness vs satisfaction/contentment

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Reaction to autumn/not celebrating Halloween

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Inability to see/conceive the future

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Baking

Insomnia and what she does when she can't sleep

"Shit [media] Vivian was introduced to at far too young an age"