February 3, 2019 To my dearest Dan, I am greatful I was able to share my life with you for at least 4 years I guess. I am now accepting the fact that your silence means a NO to us. I was hoping you are the ONE for me. I prayed hard that it was you who would bring me to God, as we say our I DOs. But God really know what is best for us. I thank Him for He was able to wake me up from my stubborness in thinking that it was you who was destined for me. I was stubborn in realizing that you are not ready in this relationship from the beginning. I ignored your constant rejection of the love I have been giving. I ignored the pain believing that you will learn how to value my presence. I ignored being the 2nd best or being least priority in your life believing that you will realized my worth in your daily life. I accepted all of these believing that you are just too afraid as I am to lose you. But I was wrong, I am just fooling myself with all the these ignorance. I forgot that I am preparing myself for the one God had been preparing me yet here I am not doing what God had been telling me. It was a rough relationship since we were living a lie to each other since the beginning. I lied all the pain you’ve causing me everytime you ignored me, because you are too afraid in confrontations and the last one was a hit on ground that makes me realized that you really don’t value me and that you don’t know my worth and keeping your constant response to arguments that I would never even listen to you since I already had my conclusions in my head so explaining your side is just a waste of time. And you’ve been lying to me saying that you don’t entertain other girls but I’ve seen how you have been flirting with other girls behind your facebook and your phone. Sad but truth was, I am too afraid to lose you but it was too easy for you to lose me. I may not get the closure I needed from you to move on but I am still thankful that finally I am free from this ignorance and stubbornness. I will always pray for your safety and happiness. I hope you’ll do the same. Thank you. Thank you. You will always be in my heart. I love you but this is goodbye. Sincerely, Ram (at Enchanted Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu5ukltA9l0N0XtWhNWROT7gAH9frS9cB1_qIc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18kmm7x0qiu6r