[agirl-growing-wings]

This blog is my diary

It's my sketchbook, it's stuff on my bedroom wall, it's a pdf, it's an unpublished novel, it's a collage.

It's all of these things.

[agirl-growing-wings]

[khaledalotaisblog]

الحب الحقيقي يظهر وقت الخلاف ، لا وقت الضحك فقط؛ ففي لحظات ضعفك تجده أقوى مايكون لأجلك. وصدّقني من يهون عليه حزنك سيهون عليه فراقك ، ومن يهون عليه أن يكسرك ، فما أحبّك يوماً بصدق.

[agirl-growing-wings]

[idleminds]

[fozdoaa]

[iamwizzzzz]

a love that even death can’t end

[agirl-growing-wings]

AMEN

[arsxrtiis]

im scared of low effort men

[agirl-growing-wings]

My daily nightmare

[romessence]

[wordx]

[agirl-growing-wings]

So today I took my grandpa’s sleep med.. hope it works on me 😭

[thoughtkick]

“You need to make space in your heart for someone who has the capacity to love you just as much as you love them.”

— Unknown

[dafancyuhinspiration]

[oncce-againn]

Give yourself enough respect to walk away from someone who doesn’t know your worth.

[srcee]

missing something i never had

[agirl-growing-wings]

✍🏼

I didn’t block him because I stopped loving him. I blocked him because I was hurting too much and I didn’t know how to keep going like this.

Part of me did it to protect myself, because I felt overwhelmed, panicked, and emotionally exhausted. I felt like I was breaking and I needed distance just to breathe again.

And another part of me did it hoping he would show me that I still mattered enough for him to try. That I wasn’t that easy to lose.

Now I’m left with guilt, because I still love him, and I never wanted things to reach this point. But I also know I was not okay, and I couldn’t keep staying in a situation where I felt so alone in my pain.

I’m stuck between missing him and trying to protect myself at the same time.

[agirl-growing-wings]

If you can watch me hurt, stay distant, and still make no effort to reassure me or keep me, then what am I supposed to believe other than maybe you don’t want me anymore?