Engel

I am Nurse. Keep your words short.

[agnosticnurse]

[WARNING: THIS BLOG WILL CONTAIN THEMES SUCH AS HALLUCINATIONS, CHILD ABUSE IN FLASHBACKS, AND CANNIBALISM! PLEASE CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION!!]

Greetings, my name is the Nurse. Please, call me Engel. I am the secondary medical personnel of the B.L.U. team. Medical assistant to the Medic. It's a pleasure to meet you.

If you are ever in need of any form of assistance, come to Medical. Take full use of any service you need. I am not responsible for any side effects you may experience after your visit.

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Mun posts- #⁺✚⁺ Mun speaks

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Nurse

Asks- #Medical is open

Talking- #Nurses rambles

Lore- #Nurse contemplates his existence

Mod

Asks- #Mod is dying

Talking- #Mod is tired

[agnosticnurse]

[agnosticnurse]

I would like to see the baby.

"Is this the baby you were referring to?"

[agnosticnurse]

The nurse can hear rumbling from the vents, firstly thinking it was just his imagination he kept working, until he hears a tiny voice coming from it

“It is true… there’s other people in the other buildings…”

He looks up to see tiny pairs of eyes staring at him

— @namelesswildchild

The Nurse stares at the eyes for a moment, processing what he was witnessing. He takes a few seconds to think of what to do before deciding to just talk.

"Hey, I don't think you're supposed to be in there..."

[namelesswildchild]

“I know”

She giggles, very childishly

“I just wanted to know where the old vent system would lead me to… I thought the others were lying about other people… other… hm… teams? I think”

She puts her hand out, only being able to wiggle some of her fingers though the grate, trying to wave at him.

“What’s your name?”

[agnosticnurse]

The Nurse waves back. He struggles to respond for a few moments, not knowing how to handle the situation. He leans back against one of the tables and crosses his arms.

"Engel. Engel Ackerman. What's yours?"

He may as well entertain the person while they were here.

[namelesswildchild]

“I don’t have one”

She replies, sounding as this was the most natural thing in the world

“But, they call me nameless, because I don’t have a name”

The child giggles

“I like your name, sounds like Angel, I have a friend called Angel”

[agnosticnurse]

Engel scrunches his nose and tilts his head to the side at the comment of having no name. If they were old enough to talk then they presumably should have a name. He isn't going to pry but he's definitely concerned.

"Well, my name is Angel in German, which is my native language. A lot of people have names like that."

Engel stands back up and walks over to the vent grate.

"Do you want to come out of there? I can get the grate off and you can come down."

[namelesswildchild]

“Oooh, I know what German means, it means you are from another country, I learned that with Welpe”

Nameless observes as he approaches, listening carefully

“Hmm… I dunno, I need to go home soon, can’t make others worry about where I am, they say I’m too little for adventures”

[agnosticnurse]

"Welpe..? You have a friend named puppy? First Angel and now Puppy. You have some oddly named friends."

Engel chuckles under his breath. He shakes his head a bit before responding back.

"How old are ya? If you're young enough that they're this worried about you wandering then ya shouldn't even be on a base like this."

[namelesswildchild]

“Welpe is his name, not puppy! And Angel is my imaginary friend”

She pouts for a bit before the change of topics changes her mood

“I’m seven!… oh! No! Im twelve… I always get it confused… but they say I act younger anyway…”

[agnosticnurse]

"Welpe means- Whatever. You should not be here. You're just a kid! You definitely need to head back to your own place. There's lots of dangerous guys here."

Engel glances at the door, as if expecting someone to enter suddenly. He looks back up at the vent gates and makes a shooing motion with his hands.

"You're way too young to be in a war base."

[namelesswildchild]

At the words “dangerous guys” the young girl seems to shiver, her voice becoming lower and afraid

“Are you a dangerous guy, too?”

Nameless scoots back, looking a bit worried at the answer of the man

“War? I don’t get it”

She pouts

“Maybe I should leave for now… see you another day, mister Engel”

The girl says as she starts to make her way back into her base

[agnosticnurse]

"If you don't understand war you shouldn't be here. See ya kid. Try to stay safe on your way back!"

Engel stares at the vent where the kid was.

"What the fuck just happened..."

[agnosticnurse]

The nurse can hear rumbling from the vents, firstly thinking it was just his imagination he kept working, until he hears a tiny voice coming from it

“It is true… there’s other people in the other buildings…”

He looks up to see tiny pairs of eyes staring at him

— @namelesswildchild

The Nurse stares at the eyes for a moment, processing what he was witnessing. He takes a few seconds to think of what to do before deciding to just talk.

"Hey, I don't think you're supposed to be in there..."

[namelesswildchild]

“I know”

She giggles, very childishly

“I just wanted to know where the old vent system would lead me to… I thought the others were lying about other people… other… hm… teams? I think”

She puts her hand out, only being able to wiggle some of her fingers though the grate, trying to wave at him.

“What’s your name?”

[agnosticnurse]

The Nurse waves back. He struggles to respond for a few moments, not knowing how to handle the situation. He leans back against one of the tables and crosses his arms.

"Engel. Engel Ackerman. What's yours?"

He may as well entertain the person while they were here.

[namelesswildchild]

“I don’t have one”

She replies, sounding as this was the most natural thing in the world

“But, they call me nameless, because I don’t have a name”

The child giggles

“I like your name, sounds like Angel, I have a friend called Angel”

[agnosticnurse]

Engel scrunches his nose and tilts his head to the side at the comment of having no name. If they were old enough to talk then they presumably should have a name. He isn't going to pry but he's definitely concerned.

"Well, my name is Angel in German, which is my native language. A lot of people have names like that."

Engel stands back up and walks over to the vent grate.

"Do you want to come out of there? I can get the grate off and you can come down."

[namelesswildchild]

“Oooh, I know what German means, it means you are from another country, I learned that with Welpe”

Nameless observes as he approaches, listening carefully

“Hmm… I dunno, I need to go home soon, can’t make others worry about where I am, they say I’m too little for adventures”

[agnosticnurse]

"Welpe..? You have a friend named puppy? First Angel and now Puppy. You have some oddly named friends."

Engel chuckles under his breath. He shakes his head a bit before responding back.

"How old are ya? If you're young enough that they're this worried about you wandering then ya shouldn't even be on a base like this."

[namelesswildchild]

“Welpe is his name, not puppy! And Angel is my imaginary friend”

She pouts for a bit before the change of topics changes her mood

“I’m seven!… oh! No! Im twelve… I always get it confused… but they say I act younger anyway…”

[agnosticnurse]

"Welpe means- Whatever. You should not be here. You're just a kid! You definitely need to head back to your own place. There's lots of dangerous guys here."

Engel glances at the door, as if expecting someone to enter suddenly. He looks back up at the vent gates and makes a shooing motion with his hands.

"You're way too young to be in a war base."

[agnosticnurse]

The nurse can hear rumbling from the vents, firstly thinking it was just his imagination he kept working, until he hears a tiny voice coming from it

“It is true… there’s other people in the other buildings…”

He looks up to see tiny pairs of eyes staring at him

— @namelesswildchild

The Nurse stares at the eyes for a moment, processing what he was witnessing. He takes a few seconds to think of what to do before deciding to just talk.

"Hey, I don't think you're supposed to be in there..."

[namelesswildchild]

“I know”

She giggles, very childishly

“I just wanted to know where the old vent system would lead me to… I thought the others were lying about other people… other… hm… teams? I think”

She puts her hand out, only being able to wiggle some of her fingers though the grate, trying to wave at him.

“What’s your name?”

[agnosticnurse]

The Nurse waves back. He struggles to respond for a few moments, not knowing how to handle the situation. He leans back against one of the tables and crosses his arms.

"Engel. Engel Ackerman. What's yours?"

He may as well entertain the person while they were here.

[namelesswildchild]

“I don’t have one”

She replies, sounding as this was the most natural thing in the world

“But, they call me nameless, because I don’t have a name”

The child giggles

“I like your name, sounds like Angel, I have a friend called Angel”

[agnosticnurse]

Engel scrunches his nose and tilts his head to the side at the comment of having no name. If they were old enough to talk then they presumably should have a name. He isn't going to pry but he's definitely concerned.

"Well, my name is Angel in German, which is my native language. A lot of people have names like that."

Engel stands back up and walks over to the vent grate.

"Do you want to come out of there? I can get the grate off and you can come down."

[namelesswildchild]

“Oooh, I know what German means, it means you are from another country, I learned that with Welpe”

Nameless observes as he approaches, listening carefully

“Hmm… I dunno, I need to go home soon, can’t make others worry about where I am, they say I’m too little for adventures”

[agnosticnurse]

"Welpe..? You have a friend named puppy? First Angel and now Puppy. You have some oddly named friends."

Engel chuckles under his breath. He shakes his head a bit before responding back.

"How old are ya? If you're young enough that they're this worried about you wandering then ya shouldn't even be on a base like this."

[agnosticnurse]

The nurse can hear rumbling from the vents, firstly thinking it was just his imagination he kept working, until he hears a tiny voice coming from it

“It is true… there’s other people in the other buildings…”

He looks up to see tiny pairs of eyes staring at him

— @namelesswildchild

The Nurse stares at the eyes for a moment, processing what he was witnessing. He takes a few seconds to think of what to do before deciding to just talk.

"Hey, I don't think you're supposed to be in there..."

[namelesswildchild]

“I know”

She giggles, very childishly

“I just wanted to know where the old vent system would lead me to… I thought the others were lying about other people… other… hm… teams? I think”

She puts her hand out, only being able to wiggle some of her fingers though the grate, trying to wave at him.

“What’s your name?”

[agnosticnurse]

The Nurse waves back. He struggles to respond for a few moments, not knowing how to handle the situation. He leans back against one of the tables and crosses his arms.

"Engel. Engel Ackerman. What's yours?"

He may as well entertain the person while they were here.

[namelesswildchild]

“I don’t have one”

She replies, sounding as this was the most natural thing in the world

“But, they call me nameless, because I don’t have a name”

The child giggles

“I like your name, sounds like Angel, I have a friend called Angel”

[agnosticnurse]

Engel scrunches his nose and tilts his head to the side at the comment of having no name. If they were old enough to talk then they presumably should have a name. He isn't going to pry but he's definitely concerned.

"Well, my name is Angel in German, which is my native language. A lot of people have names like that."

Engel stands back up and walks over to the vent grate.

"Do you want to come out of there? I can get the grate off and you can come down."

[agnosticnurse]

The nurse can hear rumbling from the vents, firstly thinking it was just his imagination he kept working, until he hears a tiny voice coming from it

“It is true… there’s other people in the other buildings…”

He looks up to see tiny pairs of eyes staring at him

— @namelesswildchild

The Nurse stares at the eyes for a moment, processing what he was witnessing. He takes a few seconds to think of what to do before deciding to just talk.

"Hey, I don't think you're supposed to be in there..."

[namelesswildchild]

“I know”

She giggles, very childishly

“I just wanted to know where the old vent system would lead me to… I thought the others were lying about other people… other… hm… teams? I think”

She puts her hand out, only being able to wiggle some of her fingers though the grate, trying to wave at him.

“What’s your name?”

[agnosticnurse]

The Nurse waves back. He struggles to respond for a few moments, not knowing how to handle the situation. He leans back against one of the tables and crosses his arms.

"Engel. Engel Ackerman. What's yours?"

He may as well entertain the person while they were here.

[agnosticnurse]

The nurse can hear rumbling from the vents, firstly thinking it was just his imagination he kept working, until he hears a tiny voice coming from it

“It is true… there’s other people in the other buildings…”

He looks up to see tiny pairs of eyes staring at him

— @namelesswildchild

The Nurse stares at the eyes for a moment, processing what he was witnessing. He takes a few seconds to think of what to do before deciding to just talk.

"Hey, I don't think you're supposed to be in there..."

[agnosticnurse]

Attempting to revive this blog <3

[agnosticnurse]

Hello. The following is a message from the Teufort Census Bureau.

How would you rate your current employment?

Thank you for your co-operation.

@tf2-data-collection-agency

My current employment has been quite alright. I can't recall anything that has made this employment bad, other than internal issues that would have to be solved by myself.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Engel gently knocks on the door to Micheal's office. He hesitates for a moment before speaking up] Micheal? Are ya in there? Listen I know it's been a hot minute since we've last spoken but I thought I'd stop by. Ya mind if I come in..? I brought some hush puppies cus I promised I'd make try you em some day.

~ @blu-nurse-needs-sleep

[Theres the sound of shuffling things around before a soft voice says:] Y- you may enter, t- that is very kind of you.. [He looks..not awful, but bad by his standards. His shirt is slightly wrinkled, likely having slept in it, and his normally pristine hair is out of place. Micheal’s eyes are slightly red, but there’s no scent of weed in the room.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel enters the room and sets the plate down on a random surface. He stares at Micheal for a moment before approaching him and beginning to fix his hair for him.] Something's wrong. I know you Micheal, and you never let your hair or shirt get like this. So what's wrong?

[the-blu-archeologist]

N- Nothing is wrong, I assure you. [He said, lightly swatting Engel's hand away from his hair, but not truly protesting the action.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel pulled his hands away when Micheal swatted at them. He thought for a moment, worrying his lower lip between his teeth.] I hope you know I don't believe you. Not one bit. I won't force ya to tell me, but I'm here to listen. [Engel picked up the plate of hush puppies and handed them to Micheal.] Eat.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Micheal huffed and popped one into his mouth, chewing and swallowing before he opened his mouth to speak. Always the well-mannered, even when at his lowest.] I suppose I am just feeling the loneliness, it comes with the occupation but I miss my Jessie, he has been gone for weeks upon weeks.

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel sits down beside Micheal. He nods a bit as he listens, his ears perked up a bit and turned towards Micheal.] Yeah... Yeah I get that. Pyro has been out for a long time too. I miss them a lot... It gets lonely without my lover.

[the-blu-archeologist]

Exactly, I know I shouldn’t have gotten attached in this line of work but… I did. And now I’m facing the consequences of that.

[agnosticnurse]

Yeah well, love's a bitch and we have to deal with it. At least we have each other, right? Yeah just having friends ain't the same, but it's better than nothing.

[the-blu-archeologist]

Y- yes, I- I do appreciate you being my friend Engel.

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel wraps his arm around Micheal and smiles at him.] No matter what we've got each other. I'm here if you need anything Micheal.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Engel gently knocks on the door to Micheal's office. He hesitates for a moment before speaking up] Micheal? Are ya in there? Listen I know it's been a hot minute since we've last spoken but I thought I'd stop by. Ya mind if I come in..? I brought some hush puppies cus I promised I'd make try you em some day.

~ @blu-nurse-needs-sleep

[Theres the sound of shuffling things around before a soft voice says:] Y- you may enter, t- that is very kind of you.. [He looks..not awful, but bad by his standards. His shirt is slightly wrinkled, likely having slept in it, and his normally pristine hair is out of place. Micheal’s eyes are slightly red, but there’s no scent of weed in the room.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel enters the room and sets the plate down on a random surface. He stares at Micheal for a moment before approaching him and beginning to fix his hair for him.] Something's wrong. I know you Micheal, and you never let your hair or shirt get like this. So what's wrong?

[the-blu-archeologist]

N- Nothing is wrong, I assure you. [He said, lightly swatting Engel's hand away from his hair, but not truly protesting the action.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel pulled his hands away when Micheal swatted at them. He thought for a moment, worrying his lower lip between his teeth.] I hope you know I don't believe you. Not one bit. I won't force ya to tell me, but I'm here to listen. [Engel picked up the plate of hush puppies and handed them to Micheal.] Eat.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Micheal huffed and popped one into his mouth, chewing and swallowing before he opened his mouth to speak. Always the well-mannered, even when at his lowest.] I suppose I am just feeling the loneliness, it comes with the occupation but I miss my Jessie, he has been gone for weeks upon weeks.

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel sits down beside Micheal. He nods a bit as he listens, his ears perked up a bit and turned towards Micheal.] Yeah... Yeah I get that. Pyro has been out for a long time too. I miss them a lot... It gets lonely without my lover.

[the-blu-archeologist]

Exactly, I know I shouldn’t have gotten attached in this line of work but… I did. And now I’m facing the consequences of that.

[agnosticnurse]

Yeah well, love's a bitch and we have to deal with it. At least we have each other, right? Yeah just having friends ain't the same, but it's better than nothing.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Engel gently knocks on the door to Micheal's office. He hesitates for a moment before speaking up] Micheal? Are ya in there? Listen I know it's been a hot minute since we've last spoken but I thought I'd stop by. Ya mind if I come in..? I brought some hush puppies cus I promised I'd make try you em some day.

~ @blu-nurse-needs-sleep

[Theres the sound of shuffling things around before a soft voice says:] Y- you may enter, t- that is very kind of you.. [He looks..not awful, but bad by his standards. His shirt is slightly wrinkled, likely having slept in it, and his normally pristine hair is out of place. Micheal’s eyes are slightly red, but there’s no scent of weed in the room.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel enters the room and sets the plate down on a random surface. He stares at Micheal for a moment before approaching him and beginning to fix his hair for him.] Something's wrong. I know you Micheal, and you never let your hair or shirt get like this. So what's wrong?

[the-blu-archeologist]

N- Nothing is wrong, I assure you. [He said, lightly swatting Engel's hand away from his hair, but not truly protesting the action.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel pulled his hands away when Micheal swatted at them. He thought for a moment, worrying his lower lip between his teeth.] I hope you know I don't believe you. Not one bit. I won't force ya to tell me, but I'm here to listen. [Engel picked up the plate of hush puppies and handed them to Micheal.] Eat.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Micheal huffed and popped one into his mouth, chewing and swallowing before he opened his mouth to speak. Always the well-mannered, even when at his lowest.] I suppose I am just feeling the loneliness, it comes with the occupation but I miss my Jessie, he has been gone for weeks upon weeks.

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel sits down beside Micheal. He nods a bit as he listens, his ears perked up a bit and turned towards Micheal.] Yeah... Yeah I get that. Pyro has been out for a long time too. I miss them a lot... It gets lonely without my lover.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Engel gently knocks on the door to Micheal's office. He hesitates for a moment before speaking up] Micheal? Are ya in there? Listen I know it's been a hot minute since we've last spoken but I thought I'd stop by. Ya mind if I come in..? I brought some hush puppies cus I promised I'd make try you em some day.

~ @blu-nurse-needs-sleep

[Theres the sound of shuffling things around before a soft voice says:] Y- you may enter, t- that is very kind of you.. [He looks..not awful, but bad by his standards. His shirt is slightly wrinkled, likely having slept in it, and his normally pristine hair is out of place. Micheal’s eyes are slightly red, but there’s no scent of weed in the room.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel enters the room and sets the plate down on a random surface. He stares at Micheal for a moment before approaching him and beginning to fix his hair for him.] Something's wrong. I know you Micheal, and you never let your hair or shirt get like this. So what's wrong?

[the-blu-archeologist]

N- Nothing is wrong, I assure you. [He said, lightly swatting Engel's hand away from his hair, but not truly protesting the action.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel pulled his hands away when Micheal swatted at them. He thought for a moment, worrying his lower lip between his teeth.] I hope you know I don't believe you. Not one bit. I won't force ya to tell me, but I'm here to listen. [Engel picked up the plate of hush puppies and handed them to Micheal.] Eat.

[the-blu-archeologist]

[Engel gently knocks on the door to Micheal's office. He hesitates for a moment before speaking up] Micheal? Are ya in there? Listen I know it's been a hot minute since we've last spoken but I thought I'd stop by. Ya mind if I come in..? I brought some hush puppies cus I promised I'd make try you em some day.

~ @blu-nurse-needs-sleep

[Theres the sound of shuffling things around before a soft voice says:] Y- you may enter, t- that is very kind of you.. [He looks..not awful, but bad by his standards. His shirt is slightly wrinkled, likely having slept in it, and his normally pristine hair is out of place. Micheal’s eyes are slightly red, but there’s no scent of weed in the room.]

[agnosticnurse]

[Engel enters the room and sets the plate down on a random surface. He stares at Micheal for a moment before approaching him and beginning to fix his hair for him.] Something's wrong. I know you Micheal, and you never let your hair or shirt get like this. So what's wrong?

[agnosticnurse]

have you checked in on Micheal lately??

No, no I haven't. I've been busy lately. I should go see him...