agoatnamedScape

Wishing to be tired FROM living, not tired OF living. Welcome to ScapeLand.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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piece 03 D’unApologetic.

you deserve a home full of good vibes,

you deserve unconditional support,

you deserve to feel welcome,

you deserve to feel wanted.

you deserve this plus more and i know that for sure.

if you do not desire such, then forget it

i am intelligent, romantic and poetic

i will be the real me and it won’t be regretted

i am done feeling pathetic

it’s about time i became unapologetic

Book 1: Special Imports (vol. 3: unending inquiries)

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daydream vol. 1

10/01/24@04:47 names have been altered to avoid reference…

While working, they turned the locker room into a server room. Tig takes a break to go clear out their locker. They then get a phone call, it’s Pooh. Dialing in at 2 minutes before 2. She and them had special time the night prior. She goes on to tell it’s raining out and well, she was gettin soaked. Tig races to the entrance only to awaken in a bed.

…eh I guess I should get back to work instead.

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Clockwork. (re-up)

They say a broken clock is right twice.

Tried and truest of all timed advice.

Thanks to DST that can be made thrice.

Twas the beginning of exploiting this time device.

Time is still an evil tyrant.

That set me ablaze and placed gas in the hydrants.

Though to find a way to freeze it would be lit,

Til then still i abide by it

Then a decline in attention paid on the rise.

Thus queuing a reinvention of time’s price.

That ticked a generation to revolutionize.

The degree of pupil dilation, like polar ice…

Bet if I move fast enough, the broken will be alright

Omnipresence is tough, but the end product’s tight

Or if it gets too rough, we bath in the gracious light

Maybe if we show love, bets will till the next plight

-Scape

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07 runaway

why are we so deadset on loving in denial?

the new norm like the latest hit to go viral.

5 alarm so find a pole and descend on a spiral

take cover, cuz we bout to rip our rage, no spyro

tried to change every single one of our ways.

so the only solution is to ghost and runaway

the tease ain’t safe cuz, when there ain’t no delay

fiend for the fast life cain’t hear what they say

it ain’t like they was gonna obey anyway

human life is only race that’ll compete for last place

we live this toxic lifestyle day by day

never have i ever forsaken no grace

bet i’m gonna stake out haters who want clout

steal y’all takeout get in ya face and shout

while ya pout, i wake up, stand up and take a bow

insanity i’m bout it bout it thoughts deeper than grout

still we live this toxic lifestyle day by day

tried to change every single one of our ways.

but the thrill of ambition seldom sway

so the only solution is to ghost and runaway

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type ish

kinda hard to type this

been tweaking off type shit

i can no longer resist

the urge to be selfish

cuz to lean in for a kiss

and say i love you is my wish..

…

my b if i get too deep.

cain’t learn from no sheep

perhaps there’s some things i should keep…

anyways i’m a stroll while it’s still breezy.

always remember to holla if ya miss me!

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control.

just because i’ve become a wholesome menace,

i’ll send this to you then wager repentance…

i love being in control of my emotions.

ditched dependency off liquids too potent.

drenched swimming in trenches in the oceans.

though some still equate me less than a rodent.

i no longer entertain their nonsensical notions.

i only pray that they see my strength’s full extent.

their toxicology reveal death by hatred’s pestilence

meanwhile i am steadfast in emotional intelligence

…as we the people atone for sin

let us collectively say: Amen.

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Unspoken Love.

I long to verbalize these words which you yearn to hear.

Yet I find myself unable to do so without you near.

But I do not want this love to go unspoken.

When I speak of it, your ears become covered.

While my words stumble over each other.

But still, I do not want this love to go unspoken.

Should you find the weather too cold, my heart will be your stove.

Shall I be so bold, to ask of you to be the only Queen I hold?

Even so, if you say no…

I’ll be glad that at least this love did not go unspoken.

[emotionalwords]

don't make memories if u r gonna leave

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a Fated Hiatus.

or perhaps i just didn’t want to believe that you would no longer talk to me. having already lost the ability to reach you, see you, hear you, so texting was the last frontier. missing you near i cain’t help but dread it this fated hiatus. still i am gracious for the good vibes which ironically beset us. yet it seems that this is for the greater good and i shall cherish the positive impact you made upon me as i should.

at least i wish i could.

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Happy Place.

time is an evil tyrant.

set me ablaze and placed gas in the hydrants.

still i abide by it

burn this gas to find my happy place,

never under 90 until my tears erase.

yet i yearn to caress your face.

rewind the times and watch me forget your face.

go back even further until my existence erase.

burn me away, for that is my happy place.

-Scape

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250 posts!

WEEEEEEEEE!!! What a way to tumble into a new year.

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Goodbye (…For Good?)

too blind to see the signs.

too deaf to hear the hints.

too suffocated to smell.

too tasteless to tell.

or am i too numb to know.

but i do know one thing for sure,

this is my final post of 2023.

wishing love and good times grandeur,

to erry y’all from all of me.

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!

-Scape

-Javasya

-DDP

-Cognacc

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Waning Gleams.

It’s you whom I am afraid to lose.

In this sudden rise of waning woos…

I wonder if you feel the same as I do?

I am not victorious as I am in my dreams…

Our love has lost its lust it seems…

We still connect on emotional themes…

At least until your eyes lose our gleam…

You still controlling my heart strings,

Cain’t wait to feel you sing,

Of you, I’d love everything.

-Javasya

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The Hate Tread. (Interlude)

It felt like being punished for a crime uncommitted.

Fueled by remorse at freedoms already forfeited,

Digital blinders concealed flashes of the culprit.

Ask to know, not judge; lest we condemn all pulpits

-Scape

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Letters to MFQ, vol. 1

I tell her she deserves the best,

She says, “I know”.

I tell her I need to get some off my chest,

She says, “fa sho”.

I’d say:

I love your little quirks

And that they inspire me to work.

While the other girls tryna flirt,

I’ll never treat you dirt.

I absolutely adore your smile,

Makes me wish we’d cuddle awhile.

And if I may be so bold,

I wanna warm your heart amidst the cold.

-Javasya