LOVE YOURSELF NOWWWWWW

blorp

blep

Bloop

blomp

Blip

Blump

Blunp

?????? blemp

Blonp

Blrep

Blimp

Bluep

Bliop

Blowup

*blows up*

And that’s how you do magic kids *looks in random direction pretending they are on a kids show*

Don’t you like live in that dudes house

(ooc: taking a small break so all lore or anything is paused and im sorry to @gay-faith-interpreter for this but i just need a break for a bit)

gay-faith-interpreter

(ooc: dude, don’t like burn yourself out, this is just unserious fun stuff, if you’re tired, rest. “I’m tired of this grandpa THATS TOO DAMN BAD”)

(ooc: ykw ill do a medium ill post here and some of my other accounts but no lore for a bit just stupid shenanigans for now)

gay-faith-interpreter

(ooc: hey, if you really feel like you need to rest, don’t push yourself, relax, read a book, watch tv, do heroin, idk whatever you want but don’t burn yourself out of something meant to be fun. But if you want to, definitely do)

(ooc: i mean ill try my best then)

DO WHAT BRINGS YOU JOY NOT WHAT BRINGS JOY TO OTHERS MURDER HERIOIN TORTUR AS LONG AS YOU HAVE FUN

#POSITIVITY

I'm selfish

I've taken advantage of so many wonderful people purely by reminding them of how cool they are, purely by tricking them into thinking I'm friendly and sweet when I'm just acknowledging the facts... I've stolen jokes and points all over my accounts and just left the name of the original poster so it looks like I'm giving credit but I don't bother putting in the effort to come up with my own ideas. I'm tricked so many people into caring about me by telling them who I am and what I've lived through so that pity makes them keep me around. It's bot on purpose but that doesn't matter because I'm still doing it... they are better off with me gone. I won't kill myself, there's still people that need me to, and it feels cruel to cut anyone out just because of how much I suck but if anyone wants out today would be a great day to say so cause I won't fight you or chase you down, cause I know you're better off without me and I wish you people would see that too. There's too many people this one post is directed at, so many that should have never gotten close, so many that should run, so many I hope do before they end up hurt by whatever bullshit runs through me that I don't even have a label for.

I know I'm the problem cause I'm the one who's always there when it falls apart and they end up hurt, I try to stop it but I don't know what it even is. I'm so tired of ruining people's lives and them thinking it's not my fault because neither of us know what I did wrong.

But I know I'm the problem yet I still get close to people, I'm so so selfish.

#damnit I forgot my cap lock I ain’t rewriting all that #positivity

Hey don’t say that people don’t plenty of wrong but in the end everyone is still human and deserves kindness

(With some obvious exceptions like murders rapists ect)

HOLY SHIT ITS PERFECT

I took a wrong turn

#positive

IF IM GOING TO BE POSITIVE TO MY MAX POTENTIAL I MUST BE HAPPY WITH MY OWN LIFE SO IM GOING TO GO ON A WALK

#WALKING

How do I have a "restful" weekend?

Apparently working myself to exhaustion and barely sleeping is "unhealthy"

Can't sleep because psychically difficult for me to get more than a few hours normally but also when I get a lot I tend to feel depressed for like a week after

Can't spend money eating out cause then I feel guilty I'm not saving for my younger siblings which makes the food taste terrible, same issue "treat your self" with things like clothes or anything cool

Can't go out cause I'll both feel like I'm wasting time and because of overstimulating issues

Being raised where I'm constantly told the only value is in what I can provide for others really messed me up

BAKE SOMETHING SILLY LIKE A CAKE COOKIES AND DECORATE THEM WITH STUFF

Wonderful idea :3c

Except that I would both feel guilty for spending money on ingredients and spending time making them, and making a mess which I'd take the time to clean and feel even more guilty for wasting time on

I also feel guilty that I can't just do this idea and have it work, cause now I feel mean

#my only job is to make people happy but I made someone not happpy FICKKKKKKK

UHHH UHH I NEED TO THINK NOW

How do I have a "restful" weekend?

Apparently working myself to exhaustion and barely sleeping is "unhealthy"

Can't sleep because psychically difficult for me to get more than a few hours normally but also when I get a lot I tend to feel depressed for like a week after

Can't spend money eating out cause then I feel guilty I'm not saving for my younger siblings which makes the food taste terrible, same issue "treat your self" with things like clothes or anything cool

Can't go out cause I'll both feel like I'm wasting time and because of overstimulating issues

Being raised where I'm constantly told the only value is in what I can provide for others really messed me up

#I can’t be positive if there’s nobody negative

BAKE SOMETHING SILLY LIKE A CAKE COOKIES AND DECORATE THEM WITH STUFF

#POSITIVITY

I came to tumbler to spread positivity but damn this is already one of the most positive sites I’ve used

Oh wow these actually go pretty well with the blanket sweater I like to recored wearing, so what do yall think >~<

These socks are actually pretty comfy, so we'll wear them for a while longer I think :3c