i don't plan on using this acct for anything except posting fics/updates (im strictly a smut writer so all of my writing is for adults only, minors dni)
current fic list:
din djarin x reader:
series (completed):Ā lesson learned
series (on hiatus):Ā what color am I?
oneshots: i'll take care of you | let me help you | a simple white lieĀ | such a good listener | be careful what you wish for | side job
joel miller x reader:
oneshots: trouble | petrichor
additional info below the cut:
orientation: bi-romantic, demisexual
occupation: fantasy writer (book coming out end of 2022)
random tidbits: cat owner, cottagecore lover, terrible eyesight, always sleepy, can't hold down liquor, hates drinking water (fave bev: lemonade), slowed + reverb songs enthusiastĀ
Hi, I just wanted to say that I love your writing and I miss your stories <3 they really keep me glued to the screen
Thatās it, I hope youāre happy, healthy and that youāll come back soon
lots of love xx
You're so sweet for this! I've been having a string of pretty hard days so it means so much that I got such a lovely message!
I am going to be making an appearance soon ā” I have been working on stuff and now that TLOU has ended, I can start writing some fun things for that + the Mandalorian now that it's back! So, don't fret, new fics will be out.
Get your heart ready, because villain!joel is coming back full force very very soon hehe ~
Rating: Explicit, readers are advised to read the warnings below before proceeding.
Series Warnings (in no particular order):Ā Porn with Plot, Dark!Din Djarin, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Extremely Dubious Consent, Hate Sex, Master/Slave Relationship, Knife Play (Minor Cuts/Blood), BDSM, Rough Sex, Genuine Fear, Sexual Coercion, Power Play, Degradation, Face Slapping, Spanking, Choking, Gagging, Enemies to Lovers, Possessive Behavior, Spit, Forced Orgasms, Hair Pulling, Multiple Orgasms, Threats of Violence, References to Death/Suicide, Stockholm Syndrome, Emotional Manipulation, Book of Boba Fett Spoilers
Word Count (for the whole series):Ā 110.3k+
Lesson One: Never Sleep With A Thief
Lesson Two: Never Fuck With A Mandalorian
Lesson Three: Never Submit To A Madman
Lesson Four: Never Touch What Isnāt Yours
Lesson Five: Never Trust Your Enemies
Lesson Six: Never Make A Deal With The Devil
Lesson Seven:Ā Never Doubt Yourself
Lesson Eight: Never Attempt A Revenge Spree
Lesson Nine: Never Be Afraid To Dream
Lesson Ten:Ā Never Keep Secrets From Your Lover
If you really enjoyed this series and would like to tip me, I do have a kofi, which Iāll link here: https://ko-fi.com/ahdraftingco
do yall ever wonder like...how absolutely bloodthirsty and feral joel must've been when he first started fending for himself and tommy? if a 56 year old joel can tie someone up and beat the shit out of them like that last ep while injured...imagine what he could do when he was 20 years younger and in his prime health...
I would not mess with a guy with biceps like that who had just lost his daughter, that's for sure...
I just finished lesson learned and i have a few questions!
- does din truly love the reader? And will he actually learn to change his ways completely or will he always be a bit psychopathic?
- are they any hard limits that din wouldnt do to the reader?
- will they ever truly be happy? Like, how they talked about š my heart aches for both of them
- is the feelings din have for ready truly just obsession or does he genuinily care for her and her well being?
- why DID the reader plan out that scheme at the end to trick din? He could have well changed without needing to go through that. Does he feel any remorse for tricking him? Does she fear what will happen if he were to ever find out? I fear what he'll do to willa and tex, AND the reader if he finds out. It would be, simply putting it, catastrophic
- is there a sequel in the works? š i can say im definitely addicted to them, just as they are to each other
I just want them to be happy, to have the love they say they both crave š
Thank you so much for writing the fic, it was enjoyable the whole way through. Felt like a massive rollercoaster!
oh goodness okay let's see if I can answer these all!
I put it below the read more so it's not just a wall of text LOL! also obviously spoilers for those who haven't read LL!
1. I think it's important to ask what love is to Din. Because our definition of love might be very different than dark!din's. I can't really say if he's redeemable or not. That's all up to your personal perspective. I will say that Din does love our pretty little thief, but again, what does it mean to be loved by him? Food for thought ā”
2. I don't think Din wants to inflict heavy pain or anything that causes scars. Everything he does is either mental or is something that can be healed over time. So, hopefully that's a good answer even though it's a bit non-specific!
3. Who's to say they aren't happy now? I think they're very happy :) even if the foundation of that happiness is a fib, I don't believe that makes their happiness any less real!
4. Din cares about the reader deeply. It's about how deep does that care go? Is it obsession to take care of the person you love's needs? To Din, he gave reader everything he believed someone would need. I think it might be better to wonder if Din could ever stop caring for reader...because I think that is a fun thought experiment ~
5. Hmmm, well, if you read between the lines, I hinted that reader had been planning this for quite some time. It wasn't a random plot. It was intentional because reader saw how easily Din could fall into his old ways. She needed to do something that would push him to change completely and for her, this was the only solution. I think in her convo with Willa, we see that she has some regret. Willa doesn't (lol I love her) but reader definitely does. Oh, the fear is there but ignorance is bliss! Let's just ignore all the betrayal and focus on how happy they are :D
6. Yes, I have a sequel conceptualized. It's...a lot, though. It's dark, gritty and will take literally all my mental capacity to write š yall don't even understand, LL took years off my life. The twists and turns šµāš« gosh, I still think about how insane I was for writing 10k word chapters! Definitely will have to consider if I want to invest in long chapters like that again, wowie! But indeed, I do have an idea of where a sequel would go and honestly, it's quite a ride (at least it seems so in my head haha!)
Hope that answered everything you asked and hope I made you think of more questions hehe ;)
I like to think that the song "I WANT TO BE YOUR SLAVE" By Maneskin is the embodiment of Lesson Learned. It fits the fic SO perfectly!!
I love LL so much, i didnt think i would but woah dark!din is delicious ā”
your url name š«” I salute to you daddy din!!!
I totally agree!!! that song BOPS!!!! (I assume you're the same commenter as on AO3, gosh I'm so behind on answering comments there š but I really dig that song too š„°)
I'm really happy you enjoyed LL so much š„ŗ it's my love letter to dark!din so I'm glad you found it delicious š
your fics are AMAZING please never stop writing about din <3
actually I'm hoping my next oneshot will be for din! I'm really happy the Mandalorian is BACK, the next episode is going to be fun! thank you for enjoying my fics and never stop being so kind ~ ā”
just finished lesson learned and oh my god am I feeling the withdrawal from that fic!! you are simply the best
I'm always so happy when I hear that ppl have finished reading lesson learned, that series feels like my literal magnum opus (everyday I wonder how I can make my next series as genuinely nuts as I made lesson learned AHAHAHA)
you're simply the best for complimenting me even after I put you through that hell of a fic ~ ā”
Hey, I'm not sure if you remember me, but my handle on AO3 is JayeGalifrey. I just recently started writing a Dark!Din fic, because I was missing Lesson's Learned, (Because it's amazing.) And I just had to ask, did you ever get hate while writing and posting it? If so how did you deal with it? I'm struggling a bit with the hate I'm receiving and I could really use some moral support
Oh my goodness, of course I remember you! Actually, I've been trying to work on your raffle prize one-shot for a while now (been a bit busy with life + my growing obsession with Joel Miller haha!) so hopefully I'll have that done soon š„°
Ah yes, I did indeed receive some backlash for the darker things I've written. And I handled it the way I handle most internet things: I deleted it from existence and blocked whoever sent it. I don't ever interact with people who take time out of their day to be outraged over fiction. Fiction has always been a medium used to explore things, even if those things are dark and non-traditional.
There's nothing wrong with writing dark fiction. There's nothing wrong with you for writing or reading it. Fiction is a safe space and it makes me sad seeing people try to ruin that because of their own selfishness.
There is something deeply disturbing about the kind of policing people think they are allowed. Just because you don't like something in fiction, doesn't mean it shouldn't exist in fiction. Sure, I dislike x y z when I read stuff, but do you see me going around, preaching that it should never be written? No, because I have respect for authors and for the things they want to write. It's easy not to be a dick, though I think some people just enjoy being outraged.
I, of course, feel eh after receiving unwarranted comments but what helps is reminding myself that the people who complain willingly chose to do so. They chose to waste time out of their day to send hate over the internet to a complete stranger over a fictional character. Kind of...embarrassing, don't ya think? We have limited time in life and yet they're spending their time sending hate? Not worth the interaction lol I don't have time to deal with their petty childish bullshit. Delete and move on to better things, like your writing!
Hope this helps. Sorry again for the hate you're receiving. Please don't let that discourage you from writing! I know writing dark fiction is a gamble at times, but as long as you're enjoying the write, that's all that matters. The haters can waste their time crying. Focus on vibing and doing your own thing ~ ā”
Summary:Ā Ellieās gone. She ran away a while ago, after she discovered Joelās lie. It was a lie he had to make for his own sake because he couldnāt handle losing her but still, he lost her. Now, he walks the wasteland alone, searching for purposeā¦and thatās when he stumbles onto you. A bright, young woman who had gotten through the worst of it without losing her innocence to a world gone mad. If only you knew what was in store for you now that Joel has found a new person to latch ontoā¦
Word Count:Ā 8.2k+
A/N: As always, please read through ALL the warnings before proceeding: porn with plot, dead dove: do not eat (this story is not for the faint of heart so donāt say i didnāt warn ya), borderline non-con, dark!joel miller, loss of virginity, dom/sub undertones, age gap, use of the word ādaddyā/ābaby girlā, bondage, forced orgasms, gunplay, praise kink, somnophilia, size difference, genuine fear/peril, death threats, cum play, rough sex, sexual coercion, squirting, breeding kink (unprotected piv, possible pregnancy/pregnancy talk), angst, mentions of violence, degradation, references to death
This fic will contain spoilers to TLOU Part One, so if you havenāt played the game, please be aware that I will be referencing canon events. Hope you enjoy the sinister Joel Iāve made up and yes, I did based the physical description off Pedro Pascalās portrayal of Joel ~ ā”
Hey beautiful, so I recently stumbled upon your fics and giiiiiiiirl let me tell you I cried so hard while reading petrichor.. the angst .. the jealousy.. the smut š¤š¼ You are just so talented and your writing is the best. So thank you for blessing us with your stories. You are truly gifted
Keep them good Joel fics coming you creative genius
awww thank you so much!!! I'm glad you stumbled upon Petrichor, it's really such a nice fic š„¹ I love jealousy and angst so it warms my heart knowing other ppl enjoy it too š„° I definitely have some fun stuff planned for Joel in the future so happy you're sticking around to see what I come up with! ~ ā”
yes, I finally caved and made a Twitter lol mainly bc the username I wanted was actually available so I couldn't really say no...
the reason why I decided to make one is bc I'm experimenting with what I'm calling "mini fics", where I write unedited ramble-like stories versus how my normal fics are formatted and thoroughly edited. in a way, I think this will give me the freedom I want right now to just babble into the abyss, so I like it a lot!
anyways, I posted my first mini fic on Twitter, so I'll link it here for anyone who wants to follow me there and read it: https://twitter.com/darkdindjarin/status/1625007250476797952?t=n6XANrBh1646mmJn0J5gDw&s=19
summary: joel is your only hope, unfortunately. you and him arenāt on the best of termsā¦not after you left him for dead during a smuggling run. but, heās the only one you can turn to when thereās no one left in your life that gives a fuck, so you swallow your pride and ask for help from the man who hates your guts.Ā
a/n: as always please read through ALL the warnings before proceeding: porn with plot, **dubious consent**, hard dom!joel miller, enemies to lovers, heavy angst (be ready for feels!), age gap, jealousy, possessive behavior, size difference, breaking and entering, use of the words āsirā/āprincessā, dom/sub undertones, death threats, degradation, spit, praise kink, forced orgasms, squirting, spanking, bdsm, choking, knife play, unprotected piv, breeding kink, body worship, minor injuries/scars, hair-pulling, alcohol mention, drug abuse (sleeping pills), hurt/comfort, no use of y/nĀ
enjoy this little one-shot I whipped up in the moment! itās been raining and I love the idea of being stuck in the rain with nowhere else to go except to your worst enemyās home ;) have a fun read!Ā
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